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THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY
VOL. I.
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I
THE PORTRAIT OF 1 LADY
VOL. I.
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY
BY
HENRY JAMES, Jr.,
AUTHOR OF "THB BUR0FBAN8," BTC, :BTC.
IN THREE VOLUMES.
VOL. I.
XT
ITonbim:
MACMILLAN AND CO.
1881.
The Right of Translation and RtproduetUm is Reserved.
US I. c . cf5"X{.
CLAY AND TAYLOR, PRINTERS,
BUNOAY, RUPFOLR.
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THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
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Under certain circumstances there are few hours in life more
agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as
afternoon tea. There are circumstances in which, whether you
partake of the tea or not — some people of course never do — the
situation is in itself delightful Those that I have in mind in
beginning to unfold this simple history offered an admirable
setting to an innocent pastime. The implements of the little
feast had been disposed upon the lawn of an old English
country-house, in what I should call the perfect middle of a
splendid summer afternoon. Part of the afternoon had waned,
but much of it was left, and what was left was of the finest
and rarest quality. Eeal dusk would not arrive for many hours ;
but the flood of summer light had begun to ebb, the air had
grown mellow, the shadows were long upon the smooth, dense
turf. They lengthened slowly, however, and the scene expressed
that sense of leisure still to come which is perhaps the chief
source of one's enjoyment of such a scene at such an hour.
From five o'clock to eight is on certain occasions a little eternity ;
but on such an occasion as this the interval could be only an
VOL. I. B
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
eternity of pleasure. The persons concerned in it were taking
their pleasure quietly, and they were not of the sex which is
supposed to furnish the regular votaries of the ceremony I have
mentioned. The shadows on the perfect lawn were straight and
angular ; they were the shadows of an old man sitting in a deep
wicker-chair near the low table on which the tea had been
served, and of two younger men strolling to and fro, in desultory
talk, in front of him. The old man had his cup in his hand ;
it was an unusually large cup, of a different pattern from the
rest of the set, and painted in brilliant colours. He disposed
of its contents with much circumspection, holding it for a long
time close to his chin, with his face turned to the house. His
companions had either finished their tea or were indifferent to
their privilege; they smoked cigarettes as they continued to
stroll. One of them, from time to time, as he passed, looked
with a certain attention at the elder man, who, unconscious of
observation, rested his eyes upon the rich red front of his
dwelling. The house that rose beyond the lawn was a structure
to repay such consideration, and was the most characteristic
object in the peculiarly English picture I have attempted to
sketch.
It stood upon a low hill, above the river — the river being the
Thames, at some forty miles from London. A long gabled front
of red brick, with the complexion of which time and the weather
had played all sorts of picturesque tricks, only, however, to
improve and refine it, presented itself to the lawn, with its
patches of ivy, its clustered chimneys, its windows smothered in
creepers. The house had a name and a history ; the old gentle-
man taking his tea would have been deligl\ted to tell you these
things : how it had been built under Edward the Sixth, had
offered a night's hospitality to the great Elizabeth (whose august
THE POKTRAIT OF A LADY. 8
person had extended itself upon a huge, magnificent, and terribly
angular bed which still formed the principal honour of the
sleeping apartments), had been a good deal bruised and defaced
in Cromwell's wars, and then, under the Restoration, repaired
and much enlarged; and how, finally, after having been remodelled
and disfigured in the eighteenth century, it had passed into the
careful keeping of a shrewd American banker, who had bought
it originally because (owing to circumstances too complicated to
set forth) it was ofiered at a great bargain ; bought it with much
grumbling at its ugliness, its antiquity, its incommodity, and
who now, at the end of twenty years, had become conscious of a
real aesthetic passion for it, so that he knew all its points, and
would tell you just where to stand to see them in combination,
and just the hour when the shadows of its various protuberances
— ^which fell* so softly upon the warm, weary brickwork — ^were
of the right measure. Besides this, as I have said, he could
have counted off most of the successive owners and occupants,
several of whom were known to general fame ; doing so, however,
with an undemonstrative conviction that the latest phase of its
destiny was not the least honourable. The front of the house,
overlooking that portion of the lawn with which we are con-
cerned, was not the entrance-front; this was in quite another
quarter. Privacy here reigned supreme, and the wide carpet
of turf that covered the level hill-top seemed but the ex-
tension of a luxurious interior. The great still oaks and
beeches flung down a shade as dense as that of velvet curtains ;
and the place was furnished, like a room, with cushioned
seats, with rich-coloured rugs, with the books and papers that
lay upon the grass. The river was at some distance; where
the ground began to slope, the lawn, properly speaking, ceased.
£at it was none the less a charming walk down to the water.
B 2
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
The old gentleman at the tea-table, who had come from
America thirty years before, had brought with him, at the top
of his baggage, his American physiognomy ; and he had not
only brought it with him, but he had kept it in the best order,
so that, if necessary, he might have taken it back to his own
country with perfect confidence. But at present, obviously, he
was not likely to displace himself ; his journeys were over, and
he was taking the rest that precedes the great rest. He had a
narrow, clean-shaven face, with evenly distributed features, and
an expression of placid acuteness. It was evidently a face in
which the range of expression was not large ; so that the air of
contented shrewdness was all the more of a merit. It seemed
to tell that he had been successful in life, but it seemed to tell
also that his success had not been exclusive and invidious, but
had had much of the inoffensiveness of failure. He had certainly
had a great experience of men ; but there was an almost rustic
simplicity in the faint smile that played upon his lean, spacious
cheek, and lighted up his humorous eye, as he at last slowly
and carefully deposited his big tea-cup upon the table. He was
neatly dressed, in well-brushed black ; but a shawl was folded
upon his knees, and his feet were encased in thick, embroidered
slippers. A beautiful collie dog lay upon the grass near his
chair, watching the master's face almost as tenderly as the master
contemplated the still more magisterial physiognomy of the
house ; and a little bristling, bustling terrier bestowed a desultory
attendance upon the other gentlemen.
One of these was a remarkably well-made man of fivo-and-
thirty, with a face as English as that of the old gentleman I
have just sketched was something else ; a noticeably handsome
face, fresh-coloured, fair, and frank, with firm, straight features,
a lively grey eye, and the rich adornment of a chestnut beard.
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
This person had a certain fortunate, brilliant exceptional look —
the air of a happy temperament fertilised by a high civilisation
— which would have made almost any observer envy him at a
venture. He was booted and spurred, as if he had dismounted
from a long ride ; he wore a white hat, which looked too large
for him; he held his two hands behind him, and in one of
them — a large, white, well-shaped fist — was crumpled a pair of
soiled dog-skin gloves.
His companion, measuring the length of the lawn beside him,
was a person of quite another pattern, who, although he might
have excited grave curiosity, would not, like the other, have
provoked you to wish yourself, almost blindly, in his place.
Tall, lean, loosely and feebly put together, he had an ugly,
sickly, witty, charming face — furnished, but by no means
decorated, with a straggling moustache and whisker. He
looked clever and ill — a combination by no means felicitous ;
and he wore a brown velvet jacket. He carried his hands in
his pockets, and there was something in the way he did it that
showed the habit was inveterate. His gait had a shambling,
wandering quality'; he was not very firm on his legs. As I
have said, whenever he passed the old man in the chair, he
rested his eyes upon him ; and at this moment, with their faces
brought into relation, you would easily have seen that they
were father and son.
The father caught his son's eye at last, and gave him a mild,
responsive smile.
" I am getting on very well," he said.
" Have you drunk your tea 1 " asked the son.
** Yes, and enjoyed it."
** Shall I give you some more 1 "
The old man considered, placidly.
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
«•■
" Well, I guess I will wait and see."
He had^ in speaking, the American tone.
" Are you cold ? " his son inquired.
The father slowly rubbed his legs.
« Well, I don't know. I can't tell till I feeL"
*' Perhaps some one might feel for you," said the younger
man, laughing.
" Oh, I hope some one will always feel for me ! Don't you
feel for me. Lord Warburton ? "
*^ Oh yes, immensely," said the gentleman addressed as Lord
Warburton, promptly. " I am bound to say you look wonder*
fully comfortable."
"Well, I suppose I am, in most respects." And the old
man looked down at his green shawl, and smoothed it over his
knees. '* The fact is, I have been comfortable so many years
that I suppose I have got so used to it I don't know it."
*'Yes, that's the bore of comfort," said Lord Warburton.
" We only know when we are uncomfortable."
"It strikes me that we are rather particular," said his
oompanion.
" Oh yes, there is no doubt we're particular," Lord Warbur-
ton murmured.
And then the three men remained silent a while ; the two
younger ones standing looking down at the other, who presently
asked for more tea.
"I should think you would be very unhappy with that
shawl," said Lord Warburton, while his companion filled the
old man's cup again*
" Oh no, he must have the shawl I " cried the gentleman in
the velvet coat. " Don't put such ideas as that into his head."
" It belongs to my wife," said the old man, simply.
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
" Oh, if it's for sentimental reasons " And Lord War-
burton made a gesture of apology.
" I si4)po8e I must give it to her when she comes/' the old
man went on.
" You will please to do nothing of the kind. You will keep
it to cover your poor old legs."
" Well, you mustn't abuse my legs," said the old man. " I
guess they are as good as yours."
" Oh, you are perfectly free to abuse mine," his son replied,
giving him his tea.
*' Well, we are two lame ducks ; I don't think there is much
diffei'ence."
" I am much obliged to you for calling me a duck. How is
your tea 1 "
" WeU, it's rather hot"
" That's intended to be a merit."
" Ah, there's a great deal of merit," murmured the old man,
kindly. " He's a very good nurse, Lord Warburton."
^ Isn't he a bit clumsy 9 " asked his lordship.
" Oh no, he's not clumsy — considering that he's an invalid
himself. He's a very good nurse — for a sick-nurse. I call him
my sick-nurse because he's sick himself."
" Oh, come, daddy ! " the ugly young man exclaimed.
"Well, you are; I wish you weren't. But I suppose you
can't help it"
" I might try : that's an idea," said the young man.
" Were you ever sick. Lord Warburton 1 *' his father asked.
Lord Warburton considered a moment.
" Yes, sir, once, in the Persian Gulf."
" He is making light of you, daddy," said the other young
man. '^ That's a sort of joke."
8 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
" Well, there seem to be so many sorts now," daddy replied,
serenely. " You don't look as if you had been sick, any way,
Lord Warburton."
" He is sick of life ; he was just telling mo so ; going on
fearfully about it," said Lord Warburton* s friend.
" Is that true, sir 1 " asked the old man gravely.
" If it is, your son gave me no consolation. He's a wretched
fellow to talk to — a regular cynic. He doesn't seem to believe
anything."
"That's another sort of joke," said the person accused of
cynicism.
" It's because his health is so poor," his father explained to
Lord Warburton. " It affects his mind, and colours his way
of looking at things ; he seems to feel as if he had never had
a chance. But it's almost entirely theoretical, you know ; it
doesn't seem to affect his spirits. I have hardly ever seen him
when he wasn't cheerful — about as he is at present. He often
cheers me up."
The young man so described looked at Lord Warburton and
laughed.
" Is it a glowing eulogy or an accusation of levity 1 Should
you like me to carry out my theories, daddy ? "
" By Jove, we should see some queer things ! " cried Lord
Warburton.
" I hope you haven't taken up that sort of tone," said the
old man.
" Warburton's tone is worse than mine ; he pretends to be
bored. I am not in the least bored; I find life only too
interesting."
" Ah, too interesting ; you shouldn't allow it to be that, you
know ! "
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 9
" I am never ^bored when I come here," said Lord Warburton.
" One gets such uncommonly good talk."
" Is that another sort of joke 1 " asked the old man. ** You
have no excuse for being bored anywhere. When I was your
age, I had never heard of such a thing."
" You must have developed very late."
"No, I developed very quick; that was just the reason.
When I was twenty years old, I was very highly developed
indeed. I was working, tooth and naU. You wouldn't be
bored if you had something to do ; but all you young men are
too idle. You think too much of your pleasure. You are
too fastidious, and too indolent, and too rich."
"Oh, I say," cried Lord Warburton, "you're hardly the
person to accuse a fellow-creature of being too rich I "
"Do you mean because I am a banker?" asked the old
man.
" Because of that, if you like; and because you are so ridicul-
ously wealthy."
" He isn't very rich," said the other young man, indicating his
father. "He has given away an immense deal of money."
" Well, I suppose it was his own," said Lord Warburton ;
" and in that case could there be a better proof of wealth 1 Let
not a public benefactor talk of one's being too fond of pleasure."
" Daddy is very fond of pleasure^-of other people's."
The old man shook his head.
" I don't pretend to have contributed anything to the amuse-
ment of my contemporaries."
" My dear father, you are too modest ! "
" That's a kind of joke, sir," said Lord Warburton.
" You young men have too many jokes. When there are no
jokes, you have nothing left."
10 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
" Fortunately there are always more jokes," the ugly young
man remarked.
" I don't believe it — ^I believe things are getting more serious.
You young men will find that out"
"The increasing seriousness of things — that is the great
opportunity of jokes."
" They will have to be grim jokes," said the old man* " I am
convinced there will be great changes; and not all for the
better."
"I quite agree with you, sir," Lord Warburton declared.
" I am very sure there will be great changes, and that all eorts
of queer things will happen. That's why I find so much
difficulty in applying your advice ; you know you told me the
other day that I ought to ^take hold' of something. One
hesitates to take hold of a thing that may the next moment be
knocked sky-high."
"You ought to take hold of a pretty woman," said his
companion. " He is trying hard to fall in love," he ^ added, by
way of explanation, to his father.
" The pretty women themselves may be sent flying ! " Lord
Warburton exclaimed.
"No, no, they will be firm," the old man rejoined; "they
will not be affected by the social and political changes I just
referred to."
"You mean they won't be abolished? Very well, then, I
will lay hands on one as soon as possible, and tie her round my
neck as a life-preserver."
" The ladies will save us," said the old man ; " that is, the
best of them will — ^f or I make a difference between them. Make
up to a good one and marry her, and your life will become much
more interesting."
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 11
A momentary silence marked perhaps on the part of his
auditors a sense of the magnanimity of this speech, for it was a
secret neither for his son nor for his visitor that his own
experiment in matrimony had not been a happy one. As he
said, however, he made a difference ; and these words may have
been intended as a confession of personal error; though of
oourse it was not in place for either of his companions to remark
that apparently the lady of his choice had not been one of the
best
'' If I marry an interesting woman, I shall be interested : is
that what you say ? " Lord Warburton asked. " I am not at all
keen about marrying — your son misrepresented me ; but there
is no knowing what an interesting woman might do with me.''
*' I should like to see your idea of an interesting woman," said
his friend.
" My dear fellow, you can't see ideas — especially such ethereal
ones as mine. If I could only see it myself — ^that would be a
great step in advance."
" Well, you may fall in love with whomsoever you please ;
but you must not fall in love with my niece," said the old man.
His son broke into a laugh. '' He will think you mean that
as a provocation ! My dear father, you have lived with the
English for thirty years, and you have picked up a good many
of the things they say. But you have never learned the things
they don't say ! "
"I say what I please," the old man declared, with all his
serenity.
** I haven't the honour of knowing your niece," Lord War-
burton said. " I think it is the first time I have heard of her."
** She is a niece of my wife's ; Mrs. Touchett brings her to
England.*
12 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
Then young Mr. Touchett explained. "Mjr mother, you
know, has been spending the winter in America, and we are
expecting her back. She writes that she has discovered a niece,
and that she has invited her to come with her."
" I see — very kind of her/' said Lord Warburton. " Is the
young lady interesting ] "
" We hardly know more about her than you ; my mother has
not gone into details. She chiefly communicates with us by
means of telegrams, and her telegrams are rather inscrutable.
They say women don't know how to write them, but my mother
has thoroughly mastered the art of condensation. ' Tired America,
hot weather awful, return England with niece, first steamer,
decent cabin.' That's the sort of message we get from her — that
was the last that came. But there had been another before,
which I think contained the first mention of the niece. * Changed
hotel, very bad, impudent clerk, address here. Taken sister's girl,
died last year, go to Europe, two sisters, quite independent.*
Over that my father and I have scarcely stopped puzzling ; it
seems to admit of so many interpretations."
"There is one thing very clear in it," said the old man;
" she has given the hotel-clerk a dressing."
'* I am not sure even of that, since he has driven her from the
field. We thought at first that the sister mentioned might be
the sister of the clerk ; but the subsequent mention of a niece
seems to prove that the allusion is to one of my aunts. Then
there was a question as to whose the two other sisters were ; they
are probably two of my late aunt's daughters. But who is
* quite independent,' and in what sense is the term used 1 — that
point is not yet settled. Does the expression apply more
particularly to the young lady my mother has adopted, or does it
characterise her sisters equally 1 — and is it used in a moral or in
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 13
a financial sense 1 Does it mean that they have been left well
off, or that they wish to be under no obligations ? or does it
simply mean that they are fond of their own way 1 "
" Whatever else it means, it is pretty sure to mean that," Mr.
Touchett remarked.
" You will see for yourself," said Lord Warburton. " When
does Mrs. Touchett arrive 1 "
" We are quite in the dark ; as soon as she can find a decent
cabin. She may be waiting for it yet ; on the other hand, she
may already have disembarked in England."
" In that case she would probably have telegraphed to you."
"She never telegraphs when you would expect it — only
when you don't," said the old maa " She likes to drop on me
suddenly ; she thinks she will find me doing something wrong.
She has never done so yet^ but she is not discouraged."
" It's her independence," her son explained, more favourably.
"Whatever that of those young ladies may be, her own is a
match for it. She likes to do everytliing for hei*self, and has no
belief in any one's power to help her. She thinks me of no
more use than a postage-stamp without gum, and she would
never forgive me if I should presume to go to Liverpool to meet
her."
" Will you at least let me know when your cousin arrives V
Lord Warburton asked.
" Only on the condition I have mentioned — that you don't
fall in love with her ! " Mr. Touchett declared.
"That strikes me as hard. Don't you think me good
enough 1 "
**I think you too good — because I shouldn't like her to marry
you. She hasn't come here to look for a husband, I hope ; so
many young ladies are doing that, as if there were no good ones
14 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
at home. Then she is probably engaged; American girls are
usually engaged, I believe. Moreover, I am not sure, after all,
that you would be a good husband."
" Very likely she is engaged ; I have known a good many
American girls, and they always were ; but I could never see
that it mad^ any difference, upon my word ! As for my being
a good husband, I am not sure of that either ; one can but
tryl"
" Try as much as you please, but don't try on my niece,"
said the old man, whose opposition to the idea was broadly
humorous.
" Ah, well," said Lord Warburton, with a humour broader
still, '* perhaps, after all, she is not worth trying on ! "
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 15
IL
While this exchange of pleasantries took place between the
two, Ralph Touchett wandered away a little, with his usual
slouching gait, his hands in his pockets, and his little rowdyish
terrier at his heels. His face was turned towards the house, but
his eyes were bent, musingly, upon the lawn ; so that he had
been an object of observation to a person who had just made
her appearance in the doorway of the dwelling for some
moments before he perceived her. His attention was called
to her by the conduct of his dog, who had suddenly darted
forward, with a little volley of shrill barks, in which the note
of welcome, however, was more sensible than that of defiance.
The person in question was a young lady, who seemed immedi-
ately to interpret the greeting of the little terrier. He advanced
with great rapidity, and stood at her feet, looking up and barking
hard ; whereupon, without hesitation, she stooped and caught
him in her hands, holding him face to face while he continued his
joyous demonstration. His master now had had time to follow
and to see that Bunchie's new friend was a tall girl in a black
dress, who at first sight looked pretty. She was bare-headed, as
if she were staying in the house — a fact which conveyed per-
plexity to the son of its master, conscious of that immunity from
visitors which had for some time been rendered necessary by the
16 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
latter's ill-health. Meantime the two other gentlemen had also
taken note of the new-comer.
" Dear me, who is that strange woman 1 " Mr. Touchett had
asked.
" Perhaps it is Mrs. Touchett's niece — the independent young
lady," Lord Warburton suggested. " 1 think she must be, from
the way she handles the dog."
The collie, too, had now allowed his attention to be diverted,
and he trotted toward the young lady in the doorway, slowly
setting his tail in motion as he went.
" But where is my wife, then 1 " murmured the old man.
" I suppose the young lady has left her somewhere : that's a
part of the independence."
The girl spoke to Ealph, smiling, while she still held up the
terrier. " Is this your little dog, sirl "
" He was mine a moment ago ; but you have suddenly
acquired a remarkable air of property in him."
" Couldn't we share him 1 " asked the girl. '* He's such a little
darling."
Ealph looked at her a moment ; she was unexpectedly pretty.
" You may have him altogether," he said.
The young lady seemed to have a great deal of confidence,
both in herself and in others ; but this abrupt generosity made
her blush. "I ought to tell you that I am probably your
cousin," she murmured, putting down the dog. " And here's
another 1 " she added quickly, as the collie came up.
" Probably 1 " the young man exclaimed, laughing. " I sup-
posed it was quite settled I Have you come with my
mother 1 "
" Yes, half-an-hour ago."
'' And has she deposited you and departed again 1 "
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 17
" !No, she went straight to her room ; and she told me that, if
I should see you, I was to say to you that you must come to her
there at a quarter to seven."
The young man looked at his watch. "Thank you very
much; I shall be punctual.'' And then he looked at his cousin.
"You are very welcome here," he went on. " I am delighted
to see you."
She was looking at everything, with an eye that denoted quick
perception — at her companion, at the two dogs, at the two
gentlemen under the trees, at the beautiful scene that surrounded
her. " I have never seen anything so lovely as this place," she
said. " I have been all over the house ; it's too enchanting."
" I am sorry you should have been here so long without our
knowing it."
" Your mother told me that in England people arrived very
quietly ; so I thought it was all right. Is one of those gentle-
men your father ] "
" Yes, the elder one — the one sitting down," said Ealph.
The young girl gave a laugh. " I don't suppose it's the other.
Who is the other 1 "
" He is a friend of ours — Lord Warburton."
" Oh, I hoped there would be a lord ; it's just like a novel ! "
And then — " you adorable creature ! " she suddenly cried,
stooping down and picking up the little terrier again.
She remained standing where they had met, making no offer
to advance or to speak to Mr. Touchett, and while she lingered
in the doorway, slim and charming, her interlocutor wondered
whether she expected the old man to come and pay her his
respects. American girls were used to a great deal of deference,
and it had been intimated that this one had a high spirit.
Indeed, Ealph could see that in her face.
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18 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
" Won't you come and make acquaintance with my father 1 '
he nevertheless ventured to ask. " He is old and infirm — ho
doesn't leave his chair."
" Ah, poor man, I am very sorry I " the girl exclaimed,
immediately moving forward, " I got the impression from your
mother that he was rather — rather strong."
Ealph Touchett was silent a moment.
" She has not seen him for a year.'*
" Well, he has got a lovely place to sit. Come along, little
dogs."
*^ It's a dear old place," said the young man, looking side wise
at his neighbour.
" What's his name 1 " she asked, her attention having reverted
to the terrier again.
" My father's name 1 "
** Yes," said the young lady, humorously ; " but don't tell him
I asked you."
They had come by this time to where old Mr. Touchett was
sitting, and he slowly got up ^from his chair to introduce
himself.
"My mother has arrived," said Ealph, "and this is Miss
Archer."
The old man placed his two hands on her shoulders, looked
at her a moment with extreme benevolence, and then gallantly
kissed her.
" It is a great pleasure to me to see you here ; but I wish you
had given us a chance to receive you."
" Oh, we were received," said the girl. " There were about a
dozen servants in the hall. And there was an old woman
curtseying at the gate."
** We can do better than that — ^if we have notice ! " And the
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old man stood there, smiling, nibbing liis liands, and slowly
sliaking his head at her. "But Mrs. Touchett doesn't like
receptions."
" She went straight to her room."
« Yes — and locked herself in. She always does that. "Well,
I suppose I shall see her next week." And Mrs. Touchett's
husband slowly resumed his former posture.
" Before that," said Miss Archer. " She is coming down to
dinner — at eight o'clock. Don't you forget a quarter to seven,"
she added, turning with a smile to Ealph.
" What is to happen at a quarter to seven 1 "
" I am to see my mother," said Ralph.
" Ah, happy boy I " the old man murmured. " You must sit
down — you must have some tea," he went on, addressing his
wife's niece.
"They gave me some tea in my room the moment I arriv(^d,"
this young lady answered. " I am sorry you are out of health,"
she added, resting her eyes upon her venerable host.
" Oh, I'm an old man, my dear ; it's time for me to be old.
But I shall be the better for having you here."
She had been looking all round her again — at the lawn, the
great trees, the reedy, silvery Thames, the beautiful old house ;
and while engaged in this survey, she had also narrowly scruti-
nised her companions ; a comprehensiveness of observation easily
conceivable on the part of a young woman who was evidently
both intelligent and excited. She had seated herself, and had
put away the little dog ; her white hands, in her lap, were folded
upon her black dress ; her head was erect, her eye brilliant, her
flexible figure turned itself lightly this way and that, in sym-
pathy with the alertness with which she evidently caught im-
pressions. Her impressions were numerous, and they were all
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20 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY,'
reflected in a clear, still smile. " I have never seen anything so
beautiful as this," she declared.
" It's looking very well,** said Mr. Touchett " I know the
way it strikes you. I have been through all that. But you are
very beautiful yourself," he added with a politeness by no means
crudely jocular, and with the happy consciousness that his
advanced age gave him the privilege of saying such things^
even to young girls who might possibly take alarm at them.
What degree of alarm this young girl took need not be exactly
measured ; she instantly rose, however, with a blush which was
not a refutation.
" Oh yes, of course, Fm lovely J " she exclaimed quickly, with
a little laugh. " How old is your house 1 Is it Elizabethan 1 "
« It's early Tudor," said Ralph Touchett
She turned toward him, watching his face a little. " Early
Tudor ] How very delightful ! And I suppose there are a great
many others."
'* There are many much better ones."
*' Don't say that, my son ! " the old man protested, " There
is nothing better than this."
" I have got a very good one ; I think in some respects it's
rather better," said Lord Warburton, who as yet had not spoken,
but who had kept an attentive eye upon Miss Archer. He bent
towards her a little smiling ; he had an excellent manner with
women. The girl appreciated it in an instant ; she had not for-
gotten that this was Lord Warburton. " I should like very
much to show it to you," he added.
" Don't believe him," cried the old man ; " don't look at it !
It's a wretched old barrack — not to be compared with this."
" I don't know — I can't judge," said the girl, smiling at Lord
Warburton,
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In this discussion, Ealph Touchett took no interest whatever ;
he stood with his hands in his pockets, looking greatly as if
he should like to renew his conversation with his new-found
cousin.
" Are you very fond of dogs 1 " he inquired, by way of begin-
ning ; and it was an awkward beginning for a clever man.
" Very fond of them indeed.*'
"You must keep the terrier, you know," he went on, still
awkwardly.
" I will keep him while I am here, with pleasure."
" That will be for a long time, I hope."
" Yoi^ are very kind. I hardly know. My aunt must settle
that."
" I will settle it with her — at a quarter to seven." And Ealph
looked at his watch again.
** I am glad to be here at all," said the girl.
" I don't believe you allow things to be settled for you."
** Oh yes ; if they are settled as I like them."
" I shall settle this as I like it," said Ealph. ** It*s most
unaccountable that we should never have known you."
" I was there — you had only to come and see me,"
" There 1 Where do you mean 1 "
" In the United States : in New York, and Albany, and other
places."
" I have been there — all over, but I never saw you. I can't
make it out."
Miss Archer hesitated a moment.
" It was because there had been some disagreement between
your mother and my father, after my mother's death, which took
place when I was a child. In consequence of it, we never
expected to see you."
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" Ah, but I don't embrace all my mother'a quarrels — Heaven
forbid ! " the young man cried. " You have lately lost your
father 1 " he went on, more gravely.
" Yes ; more than a year ago. After that my aunt was very
kind to me ; she came to see me, and proposed that I should
come to Europe."
" I see," said Ealph. " She has adopted you."
" Adopted me 1 " The girl stared, and her blush came back
to her, together with a momentary look of pain, which gave her
interlocutor some alarm. He had under-estimated the effect of his
words. Lord Warburton, who appeared constantly desirous of
a nearer view of Miss Archer, strolled toward the two cousins at
the moment, and as he did so, she rested her startled eyes upon
him. " Oh, no ; she has not adopted me," she said. " I am
not a candidate for adoption."
" I beg a thousand pardons," Kalph murmured. " I meant —
I meant ^" He hardly knew what he meant.
" You meant she has taken me up. Yes ; she likes to take
people up. She has been very kind to me ; but," she added,
with a certain visible eagerness of desire to be explicit, " I am
very fond of my liberty."
" Are you talking about Mrs. Touchett 1 " the old man called
out from his chair. " Come here, my dear, and tell me about
her. I am always thankful for information."
The girl hesitated a moment, smiling.
" She is really very benevolent," she answered ; and then she
went over to her uncle, whose mirth was excited by her words.
Lord Warburton was left standing with Ralph Touchett, to
whom in a moment he said —
" You wished a while ago to see my idea of an interesting
woman. There it is 1 "
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III.
Mrs. Touchett was certainly a person of many oddities^ of
which her behaviour on returning to her husband's house after
many months was a noticeable specimen. She had her own
way of doing all that she did, and this is the simplest descrip-
tion of a character wliich, although it was by no means without
benevolence, rarely succeeded in giving an impression of softness.
Mrs. Touchett might do a great deal of good, but she never
pleased. This way of her own, of which she was so fond, was
not intrinsically offensive — ^it was simply very sharply distin-
guished from the ways of others. The edges of her conduct
were so very clear-cut that for susceptible persons it sometimes
had a wounding effect. This purity of outline was visible in
her deportment during the first hours of her return from
America, under circumstances in which it might have seemed
that her first act would have been to exchange greetings with
her husband and son. Mrs. Touchett, for reasons which she
deemed excellent, always retired on such occasions into impene-
trable seclusion, postponing the more sentimental ceremony until
she had achieved a toilet which had the less reason to be of high
importance as neither beauty nor vanity were concerned in it.
She was a plain-faced old woman, without coquetry and without
any great elegance^ but with an extreme respect for her own
24 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
motives. She was usually prepared to explain these — when the
explanation was asked as a favour ; and in such a case they
proved totally dififerent from those that had been attributed to
her. She was virtually separated from her husband, but she
appeared to perceive nothing irregular in the situation. It had
become apparent, at an early stage of their relations, that they
should never desire the same thing at the same moment, and this
fact had prompted her to rescue disagreement from the vulgar
realm of accident. She did what she could to erect it into a
law — a much more edifying aspect of it — by going to live
in Florence, where she bought a house and established herself;
leaving her husband in England to take care of his bank. This
arrangement greatly pleased her; it was so extremely definite.
It struck her husband in the same light, in a foggy square in
London, where it was at times the most definite fact he discerned ;
but he would have preferred that discomfort should have a
greater vagueness. To agree to disagree had cost him an eflPort ;
he was ready to agree to almost anything but that, and saw no
reason why either assent or dissent should be so terribly consist-
ent. Mrs. Touchett indulged in no regrets nor speculations,
and usually came once a year to spend a month with her hus-
band, a period during which she apparently took pains to con-
vince him that she had adopted the right system. She was not
fond of England, and had three or four reasons for it to which
she currently alluded ; they bore upon minor points of British
civilisation, but for Mrs. Touchett they amply justified non-
residence. She detested bread-sauce, which, as she said, looked
like a poultice and tasted like soap ; she objected to the con-
sumption of beer by her maid-servants ; and she afl&rmed that
the British laundress (Mrs. Touchett was very particular about
the appearance of her linen) was not a mistress of her art. At
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fixed intervals she paid a visit to her own country; but this last
one had been longer than any of its predecessors.
She had taken up her niece — there was little doubt of that.
One wet afternoon, some four months earlier than the occurrence
lately narrated, this young lady had been seated alone with a
book. To say that she had a book is to say that her solitude did
not press upon her ; for her love of knowledge had a fertilising
quality and her imagination was strong. There was at this time,
however, a want of lightness in her situation, which the arrival
of an unexpected visitor did much to dispel. The visitor had
not been announced; the girl heard her at last walking about
the adjoining room. It was an old house at Albany — a large,
square, double house, with a notice of sale in the windows of the
parlour* There were two entrances, one of which had long been
out of use, but had never been removed. They were exactly
alike — ^large white doors, with an arched frame and wide side-
lights, perched upon little " stoops " of red stone, which descended
sidewise to the brick pavement of the street. The two houses
together formed a single dwelling, the party-wall having been
removed and the rooms placed in communication. These rooms,
above-stairs, were extremely numerous, and were painted all over
exactly alike, in a yellowish white which had grown sallow with
time. On the third floor there was a sort of arched passage,
connecting the two sides of the house, which Isabel and her
sisters used in their childhood to call the tunnel, and which,
though it was short and well-lighted, always seemed to the girl
to be strange and lonely, especially on winter afternoons. She
had been in the house, at different periods, as a child ; in those
days her grandmother lived there. Then there had been an
absence of ten years, followed by a return to Albany before her
fSather's death. Her grandmother, old Mrs. Archer, had exer-
26 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
cised, chiefly within the limits of the family, a laige hospitality
in the early period^ and the little girls often spent weeks under
her roof — ^weeks of which Isabel had the happiest memory. The
manner of life was different from that of he» own home — ^larger,
more plentiful, more sociable; the discipline of the nursery was
delightfully vague, and the opportunity of listening to the con-
versation of one's elders (which with Isabel was a highly- valued
pleasure) almost unbounded. There was a constant coming and
going ; her grandmother's sons and daughters, and their children,
appeared to be in the enjoyment of standing invitations to stay
with her, so that the house offered, to a certain extent, the appear-
ance of a bustling provincial inn, kept by a gentle old landlady
who sighed a great deal and never presented a bill. Isabel, of
course, knew nothing about bills ; but even as a child she thought
her grandmother^s dwelling picturesque. There was a covered
piazza behind it, furnished with a swing, which was a source of
tremulous interest ; and beyond this was a long garden, sloping
down to the stable, and containing certain capital peach-trees.
Isabel had stayed with her grandmother at various seasons ; but,
somehow, all her visits had a flavour of peaches. On the other
side, opposite, across the street, was an old house that was called
the Dutch House — a peculiar structure, dating from the earliest
colonial time, composed of bricks that had been painted yellow,
crowned with a gable that was pointed out to strangers, defended
by a rickety wooden paling, and standing sidewise to the street
It was occupied by a primary school for children of both sexes,
kept in an amateurish manner by a demonstrative lady, of whom
Isabel's chief recollection was that her hair was puffed out very
much at the temples and that she was the widow of some one
of consequence. The little girl had been offered the opportunity
of laying a foundation of knowledge in this establishment ; but
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having spent a single day in it, she had expressed great disgust
with the place, and had been allowed to stay at home, where in
the September days, when the windows of the Dutch House
were open, she used to hear the hum of childish voices repeating
the multiplication table — an incident in which the elation of
liberty and the pain of exclusion were indistinguishably mingled.
The foundation of her knowledge was really laid in the idleness
of her grandmother's house, where, as most of the other inmates
were not reading people, she had uncontrolled use of a library
full of books with frontiRpieces, which she used to climb upon
a chair to take down. When she had found one to her taste —
she was guided in the selection chiefly by the frontispiece — she
carried it into a mysterious apartment which lay beyond the
library, and which was called, traditionally, no one knew why,
the office. Whose office it had been, and at what period it had
flourished, she never learned ; it was enough for her that it
contained an echo and a pleasant musty smell, and that it was
a chamber of disgrace for old pieces of furniture, whose infirmities
were not always apparent (so that the disgrace seemed unmerited,
and rendered them victims of injustice), and with which, in the
manner of children, she had established relations almost human,
or dramatic. There was an old haircloth sofa, in especial, to
which she had confided a hundred childish sorrows. The place
owed much of its mysterious melancholy to the fact that it was
properly entered from the second door of the house, the door
that had been condemned, and that was fastened by bolts which
a particularly slender little girl found it impossible to slide. She
knew that this silent, motionless portal opened into the street ;
if the sidelights had not been filled with green paper, she might
have looked out upon the little brown stoop and the weU-worn
brick pavement But she had no wish to look out, for this
28 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
would have interfered with her theory that there was a strange,
unseen place on the other side — a place which became, to the
child's imagination, according to its different moods, a region of
delight or of terror.
It was in the " office " still that Isabel was sitting on that
melancholy afternoon of early spring which I have just
mentioned. At this time she might have had the whole house
to choose from, and the room she had selected was the most
joyless chamber it contained. She had never opened the bolted
door nor removed the green paper (renewed by other hands)
from its side-lights; she had never assured herself that the
vulgar street lay beyond it. A crude, cold rain was falling
heavily; the spring-time presented itself as a questionable
improvement. Isabel, however, gave as little attention as
possible to the incongruities of the season ; she kept her eyes
on her book and tried to fix her mind. It had lately occurred
to her that her mind was a good deal of a vagabond, and she
had spent much ingenuity in training it to a military step, and
teaching it to advance, to halt, to retreat, to perform even more
complicated manoeuvres, at the word of command. Just now
she had given it marching orders, and it had been trudging
over the sandy plains of a history of German Thought.
Suddenly she became aware of a step very different from her
own intellectual pace ; she listened a little, and perceived that
some one was walking about the library, which communicated
with the office. It struck her first as the step of a person from
whom she had reason to expect a visit ; then almost immediately
announced itself as the tread of a woman and a stranger — her
possible visitor being neither. It had an inquisitive, experi-
mental quality, which suggested that it would not stop short of
the threshold of the office ; and, in fact, the doorway of this
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 29
apartment was presently occupied by a lady who paused there
and looked very hard at our heroine. She was a plain, elderly
woman, dressed in a comprehensive waterproof mantle : she had
a sharp, but not an unpleasant, face.
" Oh," she said, " is that where you usually sit 1 " And she
looked about at the heterogeneous chairs and tables.
" Not when I have visitors," said Isabel, getting up to
receive the intruder.
She directed their course back to the library, and the visitor
continued to look about her. "You seem to have plenty of
other rooms ; they are in rather better condition. But every-
thing is immensely worn."
** Have you come to look at the house 1 " Isabel asked. " The
seirvant wiU show it to you."
** Send her away ; I don't want to buy it. She has probably
gone to look for you, and is wandering about up-stairs ; she
didn't seem at all intelligent. You had better tell her it is no
matter." And then, while the girl stood there, hesitating and
wondering, this unexpected critic said to her abruptly, "I
suppose you are one of the daughters 1 "
Isabel thought she had very strange manners. " It depends
npon whose daughters you mean."
"The late Mr. Archer's — and my poor sister's."
"Ah," said Isabel, slowly, "you must be our crazy Aunt
Lydia ! "
" Is that what your father told you to call me 1 I am your
Aunt Lydia, but I am not crazy. And which of the daughters
are you 1 "
" I am the youngest of the three, and my name is Isabel."
"Yes; the others are Lilian and Edith. And are you the
prettiest 1 "
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" I have not the least idea," said the girl.
" I think you must be/* And in this way the aunt and the
niece made friends. The aunt had quarrelled, years before, with
her brother-in-law, after the death of her sister, taking him to
task for the manner in which he brought up his three girls.
Being a high-tempered man, he had requested her to mind her
own business; and she had taken him at his word. For many
years she held no communication with him, and after his death
she addressed not a word to his daughters, who had been bred
in that disrespectful view of her which we have just seen Isabel
betray. Mrs. Touchett's behaviour was, as usual, perfectly
deliberate. She intended to go to America to look after her
investments (with which her husband, in spite of his great
financial position, had nothing to do), and would take advantage
of this opportunity to inquire into the condition of her nieces.
There was no need of writing, for she should attach no import-
ance to any account of them that she should elicit by letter ;
she believed, always, in seeing for one's self. Isabel found,
however, that she knew a good deal about them, and knew
about the marriage of the two elder girls ; knew that their poor
father had left very little money, but that the house in Albany,
which had passed into his hands, was to be sold for their
benefit ; knew, finally, that Edmund Ludlow, Lilian's husband,
had taken upon himself to attend to this matter, in consideration
of which the young couple, who had come to Albany during
Mr. Archer's illness, were remaining there for the present, and,
as well as Isabel herself, occupying the mansion.
" How much money do you expect to get for it 1 " Mrs.
Touchett asked of the girl, who had brought her to sit in the
front-parlour, which she had inspected without enthusiasm.
" I haven't the least idea," said the girl.
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" That's the second time yoii have said that to me," her aunt
rejoined. " And yet you don't look at all stupid."
" I am not stupid ; but I don't know anything about money."
" Yes, that's the way you were brought up — as if you were
to inherit a million. In point of fact, what have you in-
herited 1 "
" I really can't tell you. You must ask Edmund and Lilian ;
they will be back in half-an-hour."
** In Florence we should call it a very bad house," said Mrs.
Touchett ; " but here, I suspect, it will bring a high price. It
ought to make a considerable sum for each of you. In addition
to that, you must have something else ; it's most extraordinary
your not knowing. The position is of value, and they will
probably pull it down and make a row of shopa I wonder
you don't do that yourself ; you might let the shops to great
advantage."
Isabel stared ; the idea of letting shops was new to her.
" I hope they won't pull it down," she said ; " I am extremely
fond of it"
"I don't see what makes you fond of it; your father died
here."
" Yes ; but I don't dislike it for that," said the girl, rather
strangely. "I like places in which things have happened —
even if they are sad things. A great many people have died
here ; the place has been full of life."
" Is that what you call being full of life 1 "
" I mean full of experience — of people's feelings and sorrows.
And not of their sorrows only, for I have been very happy here
as a child."
'* You should go to Florence if you like houses in which things
have happened — especially deaths. I live in an old palace in
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which three people have been murdered ; tliree that were known,
and I don't know how many more besides."
*' In an old palace 1 " Isabel repeated.
" Yes, my dear ; a very different affair from this. This is very
bourgeois,**
Isabel felt some emotion, for she had always thought highly
of her grandmother's house. But the emotion was of a kind
which led her to say —
** I should like very much to go to Florence."
" Well, if you will be very good, and do everything I tell you,
I will take you there," Mrs. Touchett rejoined.
The girl's emotion deepened ; she flushed a little, and smiled
at her aunt in silence.
" Do everything you tell me 1 I don't think I can promise
that."
" No, you don't look like a young lady of that sort. You
are fond of your own way; but it's not for me to blame
you."
" And yet, to go to Florence," the girl exclaimed in a moment,
** I would promise almost anything ! "
Edmund and Lilian were slow to return, and Mrs. Touchett
had an hour's uninterrupted talk with her niece, who found her
a strange and interesting person. She was as eccentric as Isabel
had always supposed; and hitherto, whenever the girl had heard
people described as eccentric, she had thought of them as dis-
agreeable. To her imagination the term had always suggested
something grotesque and inharmonious. But her aunt infused a
new vividness into the idea, and gave her so many fresh impres-
sions that it seemed to her she had over-estimated the charms
of conformity. She had never met any one so entertaining as
this little thin-lipped, bright-eyed, foreign-looking woman, who
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retrieved an insignificant appearance by a distinguished manner,
and, sitting there in a well-worn waterproof, talked with striking
familiarity of European courts. There was nothing flighty about
Mrs. Touchett, but she was fond of social grandeur, and she
enjoyed the consciousness of making an impression on a candid
and susceptible mind. Isabel at first had answered a good many
questions, and it was from her answers apparently that Mrs.
Touchett derived a high opinion of her intelligence. But
after this she had asked a good many, and her aunt's answers,
whatever they were, struck her as deeply interesting. Mrs.
Touchett waited for the return of her other niece as long as she
thought reasonable, but as at six o'clock Mrs. Ludlow had not
come in, she prepared to take her departure.
" Your sister must be a great gossip," she said. " Is she
accustomed to staying out for hours 1 "
" You have been out almost as long as she," Isabel answered;
''she can have left the house but a short time before you
came in."
Mrs. Touchett looked al the girl without resentment; she
appeared to enjoy a bold retort, and to be disposed to be gracious
to her niece.
** Perhaps she has not had so good an excuse as I. Tell her,
at any rate, that she must come and see me this evening at that
horrid hotel. She may bring her husband if she likes, but she
needn't bring you. I shall see plenty of you later,"
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34 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
IV.
Mrs. Ludlow was the eldest of the three sisters, and was
usually thought the most sensible; the classification being in
general that Lilian was the practical one, Edith the beauty, and
Isabel the " intellectual " one. Mrs. Keyes, the second sister,
was the wife of an officer in the United States Engineers, and as
our history is not further concerned with her, it will be enough
to say that she was indeed very pretty, and that she formed the
ornament of those various military stations, chiefly in the un-
fashionable West, to which, to her deep chagrin, her husband
was successively relegated. Lilian had married a New York
lawyer, a young man with a loud voice and an enthusiasm for
his profession; the match was not brilliant, any more than
Edith's had been, but Lilian had occasionally been spoken of as
a young woman who might be thankful to marry at all— she
was so much plainer than her sisters. She was, however, very
happy, and now, as the mother of two peremptory little boys,
and the mistress of a house which presented a narrowness of new
brown stone to Fifty-third Street, she had quite justified her
claim to matrimony. She was short and plump, and, as people
said, had improved since her marriage ; the two things in life
of which she was most distinctly conscious were her husband's
force in argument and her sister Isabel's originality. " I have
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never felt like Isabel's sister, and I am sure I never shall," she
Lad said to an intimate friend ; a declaration which made it
all the more creditable that she had been prolific in sisterly
offices.
" I want to see her safely married — that's what I want to see,"
she frequently remarked to her husband.
** Well, I must say I should have no particular desire to marry
her," Edmund Ludlow was accustomed to answer, in an extremely
audible tone.
" I know you say that for argument ; you always take the
opposite ground. I don't see what you have against her, except
that she is so original"
** Well, I don't like originals ; I like translations," Mr. Ludlow
had more than once replied. " Isabel is written in a foreign
tongue. I can't make her out She ought to marry an Armenian,
or a Portujfuese."
" That's just what I am afraid she will do ! " cried Lilian, who
thought Isabel capable of anything.
She listened with great interest to the girl's account of Mrs.
Touchett's visit, and in the evening prepared to comply with her
commands. Of what Isabel said to her no report has remained,
but her sister's words must have prompted a remark that she
made to her husband in the conjugal chamber as the two were
getting ready to go to the hotel
" I do hope immensely she will do something handsome for
Isabel ; she has evidently taken a great fancy to her,"
" Wliat is it you wish her to dol " Edmund Ludlow asked;
" make her a big present 1 "
" No, indeed ; nothing of the sort. But take an interest in
her — ^sympatliise with her. She is evidently just the sort of
person to appreciate Isabel She has lived so much in foreign
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society ; she told Isabel all about it. You know you have
always thought Isabel rather foreign.*'
" You want her to give her a little foreign sympathy, eh 1
Don't you think she gets enough at home 1 "
"Well, she ought to go abroad," said Mrs. Ludlow. " She's
just the person to go abroad."
" And you want the old lady to take her, is that it ] " her
husband asked.
" She has oflPered to take her — she is dying to have Isabel go !
But what I want her to do when she gets her there is to give her
all the advantages. I am sure that all we have got to do," said
Mrs. Ludlow, " is to give her a chance 1 "
" A chance for what 1 "
"A chance to develop."
" Jupiter ! " Edmund Ludlow exclaimed. " I hope she isn't
going to develop any more I "
" If I were not sure you only said that for argument, I should
feel very badly," his wife replied. " But you know you love her."
" Do you know I love you 1 " the young man said, jocosely, to
Isabel a little later, while he brushed his hat.
" I am sure I don't care whether you do or not ! " exclaimed
the girl, whose voice and smile, however, were sweeter than the
words she uttered.
" Oh, she feels so grand since Mrs. Touchett's visit," said
her sister.
But Isabel challenged this assertion with a good deal of
seriousness.
" You must not say that, Lily. I don't feel grand at alL"
" I am sure there is no harm," said the conciliatory Lily.
" Ah, but there is nothing in Mrs. Touchett's visit to make
one feel grand."
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" Oh," exclaimed Ludlow, " she is grander than ever ! "
" Whenever I feel grand," said the girl, " it will be for a better
reason."
Whether she felt grand or no, she at any rate felt busy ; busy,
I mean, with her thoughts. Left to herself for the evening, she
sat a while under the lamp, with empty hands, heedless of her
usual avocations. Then she rose and moved about the room,
and from one room to another, preferring the places where the
vague lamplight expired. She was restless, and even excited ;
at moments she trembled a little. She felt that something had
happened to her of which the importance was out of proportion
to its appearance ; there had really been a change in her life.
What it would bring with it was as yet extremely indefinite ;
but Isabel was in a situation which gave a value to any change.
She had a desire to leave the past behind her, and, as she said
to herself, to begin afresh. This desire, indeed, was not a birth
of the present occasion; it was as familiar as the sound of the
rain upon the window, and it had led to her beginning afresh a
great many times. She closed her eyes as she sat in one of the
dusky comers of the quiet parlour ; but it was not with a desire
to take a nap. On the contrary, it was because she felt too
wide-awake, and wished to check the sense of seeing too many
things at once. Her imagination was by habit ridiculously
active ; if the door were not opened to it, it jumped out of the
window. She was not accustomed, indeed, to keep it behind
bolts ; and, at important moments, when she would have been
thankful to make use of her judgment alone, she paid the penalty
of having given undue encouragement to the faculty of seeing
without judging. At present, with her sense that the note of
change had been struck, came gradually a host of images of the
things she was leaving behind her. The years and hours of her
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life came back to her, and for a long time, in a stillness broken
only by the ticking of the big bronze clock, she passed them in
review. It had been a very happy life and she had been a very
fortunate gui — this was the truth that seemed to emerge most
vividly. She had had the best of everything, and in a world
in which the circumstances of so many people made them unen-
viable, it was an advantage never to have known anything
particularly disagreeable. It appeared to Isabel that the disa-
greeable had been even too absent from her knowledge, for she
had gathered from her acquaintance with literature that it was
often a source of interest, and even of instruction. Her father
had kept it away from her — ^her handsome, much-loved father,
who always had such an aversion to it. It was a great good
fortune to have been his daughter ; Isabel was even proud of her
parentage. Since his death she had gathered a vague impression
that he turned his brighter side to his cliildren, and that he had
not eluded discomfort quite so much in practice as in aspiration.
But this only made her tenderness for him greater; it was
scarcely even painful to have to think that he was too generous,
too good-natured, too indiflferent to sordid considerations. Many
persons thought that he carried this indifference too far ;
especially the large number of those to whom he owed money.
Of their opinions, Isabel was never very definitely informed ;
but it may interest the reader to know that, while they admitted
that the late Mr. Archer had a remarkably handsome head and a
very taking manner (indeed, as one of them had said, he was
always taking something), they declared that he had made a
very poor use of his life. He had squandered a substantial
fortune, he had been deplorably convivial, he was known to
have gambled freely. A few very harsh critics went so far as to
say that he had not even brought up his daughters. They had
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had no regular education and no permanent home; they had
been at once spoiled and neglected; ihey had lived with nurse-
maids and governesses (usually very bad ones), or had been sent
to strange schools kept by foreigners, from which, at the end of
a month, they had been removed in tears. This view of the
matter would have excited Isabel's indignation, for to her own
sense her opportunities had been abundant. Even when her
father had left his daughters for three months at Neufchdtel
with a French bonne, who eloped with a Eussian nobleman,
staying at the same hotel — even in this irregular situation (an
incident of the girl's eleventh year) she had been neither fright-
ened nor asliamed, but had thought it a picturesque episode in a
liberal education. Her father had a large way of looking at life,
of which his restlesuness and even his occasional iucoherency of
conduct had been only a proof. He wished his daughters, even
as child reu, to see as much of the world as possible ; and it was
for this purpose that, betore Isabel was fourteen, he had trans-
ported them three times across the Atlantic, giving them on each
occasion, however, but a few months' view of foreign lands ; a
course which had whetted our heroine's curiosity without
enabliug her to satisfy it. She ought to have been a partisan
of her i'ather, for among his three daughters she was quite his
favourite, and in his last days his general willingness to take
leave of a world in which the difficulty of doing as one liked
appeared to increase as one grew older was sensibly modified by
the pain of separation from his clever, his superior, his remark-
able girl. Later, when the journeys to Europe ceased, he still
had shown his children all sorts of indulgence, and if he had
been troubled about money-matters, nothing ever disturbed their
irreflective consciousness of many possessions. Isabel, though
she danced very well, had not the recollection of having been in
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New York a successful member of the choregraphic circle ; her
sister Edith was, as every one said, so very much more popular.
Edith was so striking an example of success that Isabel could
have no illusions as to what constituted this advantage, or as to
the moderate character of her own triumphs. Nineteen persons
out of twenty (including the younger sister herself) pronounced
Edith infinitely the prettier of the two ; but the twentieth,
besides reversing this judgment, had the entertainment of thinking
all the others a parcel of fools. Isabel had in the depths of
her nature an even more unquenchable desire to please than
Edith ; but the depths of this young lady's nature were a very
out-of-the-way place, between which and the surface communi-
cation was interrupted by a dozen capricious forces. She saw
the young men who came in large numbers to see her sister ;
but as a general thing they were afraid of her; they had a
belief that some special preparation was required for talking
with her. Her reputation of reading a great deal hung about
her like the cloudy envelope of a goddess in an epic ; it was
supposed to engender difficult questions, and to keep the conver-
sation at a low temperature. The poor girl liked to be thought
clever, but she hated to be thought bookish ; she used to read in
secret, and, though her memory was excellent, to abstain from
quotation. She had a great desire for knowledge, but she really
preferred almost any source of information to the printed page ;
she had an immense curiosity about life, and was constantly
staring and wondering. She carried within herself a great fund
of life, and her deepest enjoyment was to feel the continuity
between the movements of her own heart and the agitations of
the world. For this reason she was fond of seeing great crowds
and large stretches of country, of reading about revolutions and
wars, of looking at historical pictures — a class of eflForts to which
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she had often gone so far as to forgive much bad painting for
the sake of the subject While the Civil War went on, she was
still a very young girl ; but she passed months of this long
period in a state of almost passionate excitement, in which she
felt herself at times (to her extreme confusion) stirred almost
indiscriminately by the valour of either army. Of course
the circumspection of the local youth had never gone the
length of making her a social proscript; for the proportion of
those whose hearts, as they approached her, beat only ju»t fast
enough to make it a sensible pleasure, was sufficient to redeem
her maidenly career from failure. She had had everything that
a girl could have : kindness, admiration, flattery, bouquets, the
sense of exclusion from none of the privileges of the world she
lived in, abundant opportunity for dancing, the latest publica-
tions, plenty of new dresses, the London Sjyectator, and a glimpse
of contemporary aesthetics.
These things now, as memory played over them, resolved
themselves into a multitude of scenes and figures. Forgotten
things came back to her ; many others, which she had lately
thought of great moment, dropped out of sight. The result was
kaleidoscopic ; but the movement of the instrument was checked
at last by the servant's coming in with the name of a gentleman.
The name of the gentleman was Caspar Goodwood ; he was a
straight young man from Boston, who had known Miss Archer for
the last twelvemonth, and who, thinking her the most beautiful
young woman of her time, had pronounced the time, according to
the rule T have h in ted at, a foolish period of history. He sometimes
wrote to Isabel, and he had lately written to her from New York.
She had thought it very possible he would come in — had, indeed,
all the rainy day been vaguely expecting him. Nevertheless, now
that she learned he was there, she felt no eagerness to receive
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liim. He was the finest young man she had ever seen, was,
indeed, quite a magnificent young man ; he filled her with a
certain feeling of respect which she had never entertained for
any one else. He was supposed by the world in general to wish
to marry her ; but this of course was between themselves. It
at least may be affirmed that he had travelled from New York
to Albany expressly to see her; having learned in the former
city, where he was spending a few days and where he had hoped
to find her, that she was still at the capital Isabel delayed for
some minutes to go to him ; she moved about the room with a
certain feeling of embarrassment. But at last she presented
herself, and found him standing near the lamp. He was tall,
strong, and somewhat stiff ; he was also lean and brown. He
was not especially good-looking, but his physiognomy had an air
of requesting your attention, which it rewarded or not, according
to the charm you found in a blue eye of remarkable fixedness
and a jaw of the somewhat angular mould,, which is supposed
to bespeak resolution. Isabel said to herself that it bespoke
resolution to-night; but, nevertheless, an hour later, Caspar
Goodwood, who had arrived hopeful as well as resolute, took his
way back to his lodging with the feeling of a man defeated.
He was not, however, a man to be discouraged by a defeat.
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V.
Ealph Touchbtt was a philosopher, but nevertheless he
knocked at his mother's door (at a quarter to seven) with a good
deal of eagerness. Even philosophers have their preferences,
and it must be admitted that of his progenitors his father
ministered most to his sense of the sweetness of filial depend-
ence.' His father, as he had often said to himself, was the more
motherly; his mother, on the other hand, was paternal, and
even, according to the slang of the day, gubernatoriaL She
was nevertheless very fond of her only child, and had always
insisted on his spending three months of the year with her.
Ealph rendered perfect justice to her affection, and knew that in
her thoughts his turn always came after the care of her house
and her conservatory (she was extremely fond of flowers). He
found her completely dressed for dinner, but she embraced her
boy with her gloved hands, and made him sit on the sofa beside
her. She inquired scrupulously about her husband's health and
about the young man's own, and receiving no very brilliant
account of either, she remarked that she was more than ever
convinced of her wisdom in not exposing herself to the English
climate. In this case she also might have broken down. Ealph
smiled at the idea of his mother breaking down, but made no
point of reminding her that his own enfeebled condition was
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not the result of the English climate, from which he absented
himself for a considerable part of each year.
He had been a very small boy when his father, Daniel Tracy
Touchett, who was a native of Rutland, in the State of Vermont,
came to England as subordinate partner in a banking-house, in
which some ten years later he acquired a preponderant interest.
Daniel Touchett saw before him a life-long residence in his
adopted country, of which, from the first, he took a simple,
cheerful, and eminently practical view. But, as he said to him-
self, he had no intention of turning Englishman, nor had he any
desire to convert his only son to the same sturdy faith. It had
been for himself so very soluble a problem to live in England,
and yet not be of it, that it seemed to him equally simple that
after his death his lawful heir should carry on the bank in a
pure American spirit. He took pains to cultivate this spirit,
however, by sending the boy home for .his education. Ralph
spent several terms in an American school, and took a degree
at an American college, after which, as he struck his father on
his return as even redundantly national, he was placed for
some three years in residence at Oxford. Oxford swallowed
up Harvard, and Ralph became at last English enough. His
outward conformity to the manners that surrounded him was
none the less the mask of a mind that greatly enjoyed its
independence, on which nothing long imposed itself, and which,
naturally inclined to jocosity and irony, indulged in a boundless
liberty of appreciation. He began with being a young man of
promise; at Oxford he distinguished himself, to his father's
ineffable satisfaction, and the people about him said it was a
thousand pities so clever a fellow should be shut out from a
career. He might have had a career by returning to his own
country (though this point is shrouded in uncertainty), and even
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if Mr. Touchett had been willing to part with him (which was
not the case), it would have gone hard with him to put the ocean
(which he detested) permanently between himself and the old
man whom he regarded as his best friend. Ralph was not only
fond of his father, but he admired him — he enjoyed the opportunity
of observing him. Daniel Touchett to his perception was a man
of genius, and though he himself had no great fancy for the
banking business, he made a point of learning enough of it to
measure the great figure his father had played. It was not this,
however, he mainly relished, it was the old man's effective
simplicity. Daniel Touchett had been neither at Harvard nor
at Oxford, and it was his own fault if he had put into his son's
hands the key to modem criticism. Ralph, whose head was
full of ideas which his father had never guessed, had a high
esteem for the latter's originality. Americans, rightly or wrongly,
are commended for the ease with which they adopt themselves
to foreign conditions ; but Mr. Touchett had given evidence of
this talent only up to a certain point. He had made himself
thoroughly comfortable in England, but he had never attempted
to pitch his thoughts in the English key. He had retained
many characteristics of Rutland, Vermont ; his tone, as his son
always noted with pleasure, was that of the more luxuriant parts
of New England. At the end of his life, especially, he was a
gentle, refined, fastidious old man, who combined consummate
shrewdness with a sort of fraternising good -humour, and whose
feeling about his own position in the world was quite of the
democratic sort. It was perhaps his want of imagination and of
what is called the historic consciousness; but to many of the
impressions usually made by English life upon the cultivated
stranger his sense was completely closed. There were certain
differences he never perceived, certain habits he never formed,
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seemed to him that the delights of observation had never been
suspected. He was far from the time when he had found it hard
that he should be obliged to give up the idea of distinguishing
himself ; an idea none the less importunate for being vague, and
none the less delightful for having to struggle with a good deal
of native indifference. His friends at present found him
much more cheerful, and attributed it to a theory, over which
they shook their heads knowingly, that he would recover
his health. The truth was that he had simply accepted the
situation.
It was very probable this sweet-tasting property of observation
to which I allude (for he found himself in these last years much
more inclined to notice the pleasant things of the world than the
others) that was mainly concerned in Kalph's quickly-stirred
interest in the arrival of a young lady who was evidently not
insipid. If he were observantly disposed, something told him,
here was occupation enough for a succession of days. It may be
added, somewhat crudely, that the liberty of falling in love had
a place in Ealph Touchett's programme. This was of course a
liberty to be very temperately used ; for though the safest form
of any sentiment is that which is conditioned upon silence, it is
not always the most comfortable, and Ralph had forbidden him-
self the arts of demonstration. But conscious observation of a
lovely woman had struck him as the finest entertainment that
the world now had to offer him, and if the interest should
become poignant, he flattered himself that he could carry it off
quietly, as he had carried other discomforts. He speedily
acquired a conviction, however, that he was not destined to fall
in love with his cousin.
" And now tell me about the young lady," he said to his
mother. " What do you mean to do with her ] *'
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•
Mrs. Toachett hesitated a little. '' I mean to ask your father
to invite her to stay three or four weeks at Gardencourt"
''You needn't stand on any such ceremony as that,** said
Kalph. " My father will ask her as a matter of course. **
" I don't know about that. She is my niece ; she is not his."
'' Good Lord, dear mother ; what a sense of property ! That's
all the more reason for his asking her. But after that — I mean
after three months (for it's absurd asking the poor girl to remain
but for three or four paltry weeks) — what do you mean to do
with her ] "
'' I mean to take her to Paris, to get her some clothes."
" Ah yes, that's of course. But independently of thati "
" I shall invite her to spend the autumn with me in Florence."
" You don't rise above detail, dear mother," said Ralph. " I
should like to know what you mean to do with her in a general
way."
" My duty ! " Mrs. Touchett declared. ** I suppose you pity
her very much," she added.
" No, I don't think I pity her. She doesn't strike me as a
girl that suggests compassion. I think I envy her. Before being
sure, however, give me a hint of what your duty will direct you
to do."
" It will direct mo to show her four European countries — I
shall leave her the choice of two of them — and to give her the
opportunity of perfecting herself in French, which she already
knows very well."
Ealph frowned a little. "That sounds rather dry — even
giving her the choice of two of the countries."
" If it's dry," said his mother with a laugh, " you can leave
Isabel alone to water it ! She is as good as a summer rain, any day."
" Do you mean that she is a gifted being ? "
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" I don't know whether she is a gifted being, but she is a clever
girl, with a strong will and a high temper. She has no idea of
being bored." '
"I can imagine that," said Ealph; and then he added,
abruptly, " How do you two get on ? "
" Do you mean by that that I am a bore 1 I don't think
Isabel finds me one. Some girls might, I know ; but this one is
too clever for that. I think I amuse her a good deal. "We get
on very well, because I understand her ; I know the sort of girl
she is. She is very frank, and I am very frank ; we know just
what to expect of each other."
"Ah, dear mother," Ralph exclaimed, "one always knows
what to expect of you ! You have never surprised me but once,
and that is to-day — in presenting me with a pretty cousin whose
existence I had never suspected."
" Do you think her very pretty 1 "
" Very pretty indeed ; but I don't insist upon that. It's her
general air of being some one in particular that strikes me. Who
is this rare creature, and what is she] Where did you find
her, and how did you make her acquaintance 1 "
" I found her in an old house at Albany, sitting in a dreary
room on a rainy day, reading a heavy book, and boring herself to
death. She didn't know she was bored, but when I told her,
she seemed very grateful for the hint. You may say I shouldn't
have told her — I should have let her alone. There is a good
deal in that ; but I acted conscientiously ; I thought she was
meant for something better. It occurred to me that it would be
a kindness to take her about and introduce her to the world.
She thinks she knows a great deal of it — like most American
girls; but like most American girls she is very much mistaken.
If you want to know, I thought she would do me credit. I lika
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to be well thought of, and for a woman of my age there is no
more becoming ornament than an attractive niece. You know
I had seen nothing of my sister's children for years ; I disap-
proved entirely of the father. But I always meant to do some-
thing for them when he should have gone to his reward. I
ascertained where they were to be found, and, without any
preliminaries, went and introduced myself. There are two other
sisters, both of whom are married; but I saw only the elder,
who has, by the way, a very uncivil husband. The wife, whose
name is Lily, jumped at the idea of my taking an interest
in Isabel; she said it was just what her sister needed — that
some one should take an interest in her. She spoke of her as
you might speak of some young person of genius, in want of
encouragement and patronage. It may be that Isabel is a genius ;
but in that case I have not yet learned her special Hue. Mrs.
Ludlow was especially keen about my taking her to Europe ; they
all regard Europe over there as a sort of land of emigration, a
refuge for their superfluous population. Isabel herself seemed
very glad to come, and the thing was easily arranged. There
was a little difficulty about the money-question, as she seemed
averse to being under pecuniary obligations. But she has a
small income, and she supposes herself to be travelling at her
own expense."
Ealph had listened attentively to this judicious account of his
pretty cousin, by which his interest in her was not impaired.
" Ah, if she is a genius," he said, " we must find out her special
line. Is it, by chance, for flirting 1 **
" I don't think so. Tou may suspect that at first, but you
will be wrong."
"Warburton is wrong, then!" Ealph Touchett exclaimed.
*^ He flatters himself he has made that discovery."
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His mother shook her head. " Lord Warburton won't under-
stand her ; he needn't try."
" He is very intelligent," said Ealph ; " but it's right he should
be puzzled once in a while."
" Isabel will enjoy puzzling a lord," Mrs. Touchett remarked.
Her son frowned a little. " What does she know about
lords 1 "
" Nothing at all ; that will puzzle him all the more."
Ealph greeted these words with a laugh, and looked out of the
window a little. Then — " Are you not going down to see my
father ? " he asked.
" At a quarter to eight," said Mrs. Touchett.
Her son looked at his watch. " You have another quarter of
an hour, then ; tell me some more about Isabel."
But Mrs. Touchett declined his invitation, declaring that he
must find out for himself.
" Well," said Ealph, " she will certainly do you credit. But
won't she also give you trouble ? "
*' I hope not ; but if she does, I shall not shrink from it. I
never do that."
" She strikes me as very natural," said Ealph.
" Natural people are not the most trouble."
" No," said Ealph ; " you yourself ai'e a proof of that. You
are extremely natural, and I am sure you have never troubled
any one. But tell me this ; it just occurs to me. Is Isabel
capable of making herself disagreeable 1 "
" Ah," cried his mother, " you ask too many questions ! Find
that out for yourself."
His questions, however, were not exhausted. ** All this time,"
he said, " you have not told me what you intend to do with
her."
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" Do with her 1 You talk as if she were a yard of calico. I
shall do absolutely nothing with her, and she herself will do
everything that she chooses. She gave me notice of that.''
''What you meant then, in your telegram, was that her
character was independent."
"I never know what I mean by my telegrams — especially
those I send from America. Clearness is too expensive. Come
down to your father."
" It is not yet a quarter to eight," said Ralph.
" I must allow for his impatience," Mrs. Touchett answered.
Kalph knew what to think of his father's impatience ; but
making no rejoinder, he offered his mother his arm. This put
it into his power, as they descended together, to stop her a
moment on the middle landing of the staircase — the broad, low,
wide-armed staircase of time-stained oak which was one of the
most striking ornaments of Gardencourt.
" You have no plan of marrying her ] " he said, smiling.
" Marry her 1 I should be sorry to play her such a trick !
But apart from that, she is perfectly able to marry herself ; she
has every facility."
" Do you mean to say she has a husband picked out 1 "
" I don't know about a husband, but there is a young man in
Boston "
Ealph went on; he had no desire to hear about the young
man in Boston. " As my father says," he exclaimed, " they are
m
always engaged ! "
His mother had told him that he must extract his information
about his cousin from the girl herself, and it soon became evident
to him that he should not .want for opportunity. He had, for
instance, a good deal of talk with her that same evening, when
the two had been left alone together in the drawing-room. Lord
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Warburton, who had ridden over from his own house, some ten
miles distant, remounted and took his departure before dinner ;
and an hour after this meal was concluded, Mr. and Mrs.
Touchett, who appeared to have exhausted each other's convers-
ation, withdrew, under the valid pretext of fatigue, to their
respective apartments. The young man spent an hour with
his cousin ; though she had been travelling half the day she
appeared to have no sense of weariness. She was really tired ;
she knew it, and knew that she should pay for it on the morrow ;
but it was her habit at this period to carry fatigue to the furthest
point, and confess to it only when dissimulation had become
impossible. For the present it was perfectly possible ; she was
interested and excited. She asked Ealph to show her the
pictures ; there were a great many of them in the house, most of
them of his own choosing. The best of them were arranged in
an oaken gaUery of charming proportions, which had a sitting-
room at either end of it, and which in the evening was usually
lighted. The light was insufficient to show the pictures to
advantage, and the visit might have been deferred till the
morrow. This suggestion Ealph had ventured to make ; but
Isabel looked disappointed — smiling still, however — and said,
" If you please, I should like to see them just a little." She
was eager, she knew that she was eager and that she seemed so ;
but she could not help it. " She doesn't take suggestions," Ealph
said to himself ; but he said it without irritation ; her eagerness
amused and even pleased him. The lamps were on brackets, at
intervals, and if the light was imperfect it was genial. It fell
upon the vague squares of rich colour and on the faded gilding
of heavy frames ; it made a shining on the polished floor of the
gallery. Ealph took a candlestick and moved about, pointing
put the things he liked ; Isabel, bending toward one picture after
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another, indulged in little exclamations and munnurs. She was
evidently a judge ; she had a natural taste ; he was struck with
that. She took a candlestick herself and held it slowly here
and there; she lifted it high, and as she did so, he found
himself pausing in the middle of the gallery and bending his
eyes much less upon the pictures than on her figure. He lost
nothing, in truth, by these wandering glances ; for she was better
worth looking at than most works of art. She was thin, and
light, and middling tall; when people had wished to distin-
guish her from the other two Miss Archers, they always called
her the thin one. Her hair, which was dark even to blackness,
had been an object of envy to many women ; her light grey eye,
a little too keen perhaps in her graver moments, had an enchant-
ing softness when she smiled. They walked slowly up one side
of the gallery and down the other, and then she said —
" Well, now I know more than I did when I began ! "
**You apparently have a great passion for knowledge," her
cousin answered, laughing.
" I think I have ; most girls seem to me so ignorant," said
Isabel.
" You strike me as different from most girls."
" Ah, some girls are so nice," murmured Isabel, who preferred
not to talk about herself. Then, in a moment, to change the
subject, she went on, " Please tell me — isn't there a ghost i "
" A ghost 1 "
" A spectre, a phantom ; we call them ghosts in America."
" So we do here, when we see them."
" You do see them, then ? You ought to, in this romantic
old house."
" It*s not a romantic house," said Ealph. " You will be
disappointed if you count on that. It's dismally prosaic ; there
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is no romance here but what you may have brought with
you."
" I have brought a great deal ; but it seems to me I have
brought it to the right place."
" To keep it out of harm, certainly ; nothing will ever happen
to it here, between my father and me."
Isabel looked at him a moment.
" Is there never any one here but your father and you 1 "
" My mother, of course."
** Oh, I know your mother ; she is not romantic. Haven't
you other people 1 "
« Very few."
" I am sorry for that ; I like so much to see people."
"Oh, we will invite all the county to amuse you," said
Kalph.
" Now you are making fun of me," the girl answered, rather
gravely. " Who was the gentleman that was on the lawn when
I arrived 1 "
"A county neighbour ; he doesn't come very often."
" I am sorry for that ; I liked him," said Isabel.
" Why, it seemed to me that you barely spoke to him," Ealph
objected.
" Never mind, I like him all the same. I h'ke your father,
too, immensely."
'* You can't do better than that ; he is a dear old man."
" I am so sorry he is ill," said Isabel
" You must help me to nurse him ; you ought to be a good
nurse."
" I don't think I am ; I have been told I am not ; I am said
to be too theoretic. But you haven't told me about the ghost,"
she added.
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Ealph, however, gave no heed to this observation.
"You like my father, and you like Lord Warburton. I
infer also that you like my mother.''
" I like your mother very much, because — because **
And Isabel found herself attempting to assign a reason for her
affection for Mrs. Touchett.
" Ah, we never know why ! " said her companion, laughing.
" I always know why," the girl answered. " It's because she
doesn't expect one to like her ; she doesn't care whether one
does or not."
" So you adore her, out of perversity 1 Well, I take greatly
after my mother," said Ralph.
" I don't believe you do at all. You wish people to like you,
and you try to make them do it."
" Good heavens, how you see through one ! " cried Ealph,
with a dismay that was not altogether jocular.
"But I like you all the same," his cousin went on.
"The way to clinch the matter will be to show me the
ghost."
Ralph shook his head sadly. " I might show it to you, but
you would never see it. The privilege isn't given to every one ;
it's not enviable. It has never been seen by a young, happy,
innocent person like you. You must have suffered first, have
suffered greatly, have gained some miserable knowledge. In
that way your eyes are opened to it. I saw it long ago," said
Ralph, smiling.
" I told you just now I was very fond of knowledge," the
girl answered.
" Yes, of happy knowledge — of pleasant knowledge. But
you haven't suffered, and you are not made to suffer. I hope
you will never see the ghost ! "
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Isabel had listened to him attentively, with a smile on her
lips, but with a certain gravity in her eyes. Charming as he
found her, she had struck him as rather presumptuous — indeed
it was a part of her charm; and he wondered what she would
say.
" I am not afraid," she said ; which seemed quite presumptuous
enough.
" You are not afraid of suffering ? "
** Yes, I am afraid of suffering. But I am not afraid of ghosts.
And I think people suffer too easily," she added.
" I don't believe you do," said Ealph, looking at her with his
hands in his pockets.
"I don't think that's a fault," she answered. "It is not
absolutely necessary to suffer ; we were not made for that."
" You were not, certainly."
" I am not speaking of myself." And she turned away a
little.
" No, it isn't a fault," said her cousin. " It's a merit to be
strong."
" Only, if you don't suffer, they call you hard," Isabel re-
marked. They passed out of the smaller drawing-room, into
which they had returned from the gallery, and paused in the
hall, at the foot of the staircase. Here Ealph presented his
companion with her bed-room candle, which he had taken from
a niche. " Never mind what they call you," he said. " When
you do suffer, they call you an idiot. The great point is to be
as happy as possible."
She looked at him a little ; she had taken her 'candle, and
placed her foot on the oaken stair. ** Well," she said, " that's
what I came to Europe for, to be as happy as possible. Good
night."
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" Good night ! I wish you all bucccss, and shall be very glad
to contribute to it ! "
She turned away, and he watched her, as she slowly ascended.
Then, with his hands always in his pockets, he went back to the
empty drawing-room.
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VI.
Isabel Archer was a young person of many theories ; her
imagination was remarkably active. It had been her fortune to
possess a finer mind than most of the persons among whom her
lot was cast ; to have a larger perception of surrounding facts,
and to care for knowledge that was tinged with the unfamiliar.
It is true that among her contemporaries she passed for a young
woman of extraordinary profundity ; for these excellent people
never withheld their admiration from a reach of intellect of
which they themselves were not conscious, and spoke of Isabel
as a prodigy of learning, a young lady reputed to have read the
classic authors — in translations. Her paternal aunt, Mrs. Varian,
once spread the rumour that Isabel was writing a book — Mrs.
Varian having a reverence for books — and averred that Isabel
would distinguish herself in print. Mrs. Varian thought highly
of literature, for which she entertained that esteem that is con-
nected with a sense of privation. Her own large house, remark-
able for its assortment of mosaic tables and decorated ceilings,
was unfurnished with a library, and in the way of printed
volumes contained nothing but half-a-dozen novels in paper, on
a shelf in the apartment of one of the Miss Varians. Practically,
Mrs. Variants acquaintance with literature was confined to the
New Yoi'k Interviewer ; as she veryjustly said, after you had read
the Interviewer, you had no time for anything else. Her tendency,
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however, was rather to keep the Interviewer out of the way of
her daughters ; she was determined to bring them up seriously,
and they read nothing at alL Her impression with regard to
Isabel's labours was quite illusory; the girl never attempted
to write a book, and had no desire to be an authoress. She had
no talent for expression, and had none of the consciousness of
genius ; she only had a general idea that people were right when
they treated her as if she were rather superior. Whether or no
she were superior, people were right in admiring her if they
thought her so ; for it seemed to her often that her mind moved
more quickly than theirs, and this encouraged an impatience that
might easily be confounded with superiority. It may be affirmed
without delay that Isabel was probably very liable to the sin of
self-esteem ; she often surveyed with complacency the field of
her own nature; she was in the habit of taking for granted,
on scanty evidence, that she was right ; impulsively, she often
admired herself. Meanwhile her errors and delusions were fre-
quently such as a biographer interested in preserving the dignity
of his heroine must shrink from specifying. Her thoughts
were a tangle of vague outlines, which had never been cor-
rected by the judgment of people who seemed to her to speak
with authority. In matters of opinion she had had her own
way, and it had led her into a thousand ridiculous zigzags.
Every now and then she found out she was wrong, and then
she treated herself to a week of passionate humility. After
this she held her head higher than ever again ; for it was of no
use, she had an unquenchable desire to think well of heraelf.
She had a theory that it was only on this condition that life was
worth living ; that one should be one of the best, should be con-
scious of a line organisation (she could not help knowing her
organisation was fine), should move in a realm of light, of natural
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wisdom, of happy impulse, of inspiration gracefully chronic. It
was almost as unnecessary to cultiv&te douht of oneself as to
cultivate douht of one's best friend; one should try to be one's
own best friend, and to give oneself, in this manner, distinguished
company. The girl had a certain nobleness of imagination which
rendered her a good many services and played her a great manj''
tricks. She spent half her time in thinking of beauty, and
bravery, and magnanimity; she had a fixed determination to
regard the world as a place of brightness, of free expansion, of
irresistible action; she thought it would be detestable to be
afraid or ashamed. She had an infinite hope that she should
never do anything wrong. She had resented so strongly, after
discovering them, her mere errors of feeling (the discovery always
made her tremble, as if she had escaped from a trap which might
have caught her and smothered her), that the chance of inflict-
ing a sensible injury upon another person, presented only as a
contingency, caused her at moments to hold her breath. That
always seemed to her the worst thing that could happen to one.
On the whole, reflectively, she was in no uncertainty about the
things that were wrong. She had no taste for thinking of them,
but whenever she looked at them fixedly she recognised them.
It was wrong to be mean, to be jealous, to be false, to be cruel ;
she had seen very little of the evil of the world, but she had
seen women who lied and who tried to hurt each other. Seeing
such things had quickened her high spirit ; it seemed right to
scorn them. Of course the danger of a high spirit is the danger
of inconsistency — the danger of keeping up the flag after the
place has surrendered ; a sort of behaviour so anomalous as to be
almost a dishonour to the flag. But Isabel, who knew little of
the sorts of artillery to which young ladies are exposed, flattered
herself that such contradictions would never be observed in her
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own conduct Her life should always be in harmony with the
most pleasing impression she should produce ; she would be what
she appeared, and she would appear what she was. Sometimes
she went so far as to wish that she should find herself some
day in a difficult position, so that she might have the pleasure
of being as heroic as the occasion demanded. Altogether, with
her meagre knowledge, her inflated ideals, her confidence at once
innocent and dogmatic, her temper at once exacting and indulg-
ent, her mixture of curiosity and fastidiousness, of vivacity and
indifference, her desire to look very well and to be if possible
even better ; her determination to see, to try, to know ; her
combination of the delicate, desultory, flame-like spirit and the
eager and personal young girl ; she would be an easy victim of
scientific criticism, if she were not intended to awaken on the
reader's part an impulse more tender and more purely expectant.
It was one of her theories that Isabel Archer was very fortun-
ate in being independent, and that she ought to make some very
enlightened use of her independence. She never called it lone-
liness ; she thought that weak ; and besides, her sister Lily con-
stantly urged her to come and stay with her. She had a friend
whose acquaintance she had made shortly before her father's
death, who offered so laudable an example of useful activity that
Isabel always thought of her as a model Henrietta Stackpole
had the advantage of a remarkable talent ; she was thoroughly
launched in journalism, and her letters to the Interviewer y from
Washington, Newport, the White Mountains, and other plaices,
were universally admired. Isabel did not accept them unrestrict-
edly, but she esteemed the courage, energy, and good-humour of
her friend, who, without parents and without property, had
adopted three of the children of an infirm and widowed sister,
and was paying their school-bills out of the proceeds of her
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literary labour. Henrietta was a great radical, and had clear-cut
views on most subjects; her cherished desire had long been to
come to Europe and write a series of letters to the Interviewer
from the radical point of view — an enterprise the less difficult as
she knew perfectly in advance what her opinions would be, and
to how many objections most European institutions lay open.
When she heard that Isabel was coming, she wished to start at
once; thinking, naturally, that it would be delightful the two
should travel together. She had been obliged, however, to post-
pone this enterprise. She thought Isabel a glorious creature, and
had spoken of her, covertly, in some of her letters, though she
never mentioned the fact to her friend, who would not have
taken pleasure in it and was not a regular reader of the Inter-
viewer, Henrietta, for Isabel, was chiefly a proof that a woman
might suffice to herself and be happy. Her resources were of
the obvious kind; but even if one had not the journalistic
talent and a genius for guessing, as Heniietta said, what the
public was going to want, one was not therefore to conclude that
one had no vocation, no beneficent aptitude of any sort, and
resign oneself to being trivial and superficial Isabel was reso-
lutely determined not to be superficial. K one should wait
expectantly and trustfully, one would find some happy work to
one's hand. Of course, among her theories, this young lady was
not without a collection of opinions on the question of marriage.
The first on the list was a conviction that it was very vulgar to
think too much about it. From lapsing into a state of eagerness
on this point she earnestly prayed that she might be delivered ;
she held that a woman ought to be able to make up her life in
singleness, and that it was perfectly possible to be happy with-
out the society of a more or less coarse-minded person of another
sex. The girl's prayer was very sufficiently answered ; some-
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thing pure and proud that there was in her — something cold and
stifif, an' unappreciated suitor with a taste for analysis might have
called it — ^had hitherto kept her from any great vanity of conjee
ture on the subject of possible husbands. Few of the men she
saw seemed worth an expenditure of imagination, and it made
her smile to think that one of them should present himself as au
incentive to hope and a reward of patience. Deep in her soul —
it was the deepest thing there — lay a belief that if a certain
light should dawn, she could give herself completely ; but this
image, on the whoJe, was too formidable to be attractive. Isabel's
thoughts hovered about it, but they seldom rested on it long ;
after a little it ended by frightening her. It often seemed to
her that she thought too much about herself ; you could have
made her blush, any day in the year, by telling her that she was
selfish. She was always planning out her own development,
desiring her own perfection, observing her own progress. Her
nature had for her own imagination a certain garden-like quality,
a suggestion of perfume and murmuring boughs, of shady bowers
and lengthening vistas, which made her feel that introspection
was, after all, an exercise in the open air, and that a visit to the
recesses of one's mind was harmless when one returned from it
with a lapful of roses. But she was often reminded that there
were other gardens in the world than those of her virginal soul,
and that there were, moreover, a great many places that were not
gardens at all— only dusky, pestiferous tracts, planted thick with
ugliness and misery. In the current of that easy eagerness on
which she had lately been floating, which had conveyed her to
this beautiful old England and might carry her much further
still, she often checked herself with the thought of the thousands
of people who were less happy than herself — a thought which
for the moment made her absorbing happiness appear to her a
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kind of immodesty. What should one do with the misery of
the world in a scheme of the agreeable for oneself ? It must be
confessed that this question never held her long. She was too
young, too impatient to live, too unacquainted with pain. She
always returned to her theory that a young woman whom after
all every one thought clever, should begin by getting a general
impression of life. This was necessary to prevent mistakes, and
after it should be secured she might make the unfortunate con-
dition of others an object of special attention.
England was a revelation to her, and she found herself as
entertained as a child at a pantomime. In her infantine excur-
sions to Europe she had seen only the Continent, and seen it
from the nursery window ; Paris, not London, was her father's
Mecca. The impressions of that time, moreover, had become
faint and remote, and the old-world quality in everything that
she now saw had all the charm of strangeness. Her uncle's
house seemed a picture made real ; no refinement of the agree-
able was lost upon Isabel ; the rich perfection of Gardencourt
at once revealed a world and gratified a need. The large, low
rooms, with brown ceilings and dusky comers, the deep em-
brasures and curious casements, the quiet light on dark, polished
panels, the deep greenness outside, that seemed always peep-
ing in, the sense of well-ordered privacy, in the centre of a
" property " — a place where sounds were felicitously accidental,
where the tread was muffled by the earth itself, and in the
thick mild air all shrillness dropped out of conversation — these
things were much to the taste of our young lady, whose taste
played a considerable part in her emotions. She formed a fast
friendship with her uncle, and often sat by his chair when he
had had it moved out to the lawn. He passed hours in the
open air, sitting placidly with folded hands, like a good old
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man who had done his work and received his wages, and was
trying to grow used to weeks aud months made up only of off-
days. Isabel amused him more than she suspected — the effect
she produced upon people was often different from what she
supposed — and he frequently gave himself the pleasure of
making her chatter. It was by this term that he qualified her
conversation, which had much of the vivacity observable in that
of the young ladies of her country, to whom the ear of the world
is more directly presented than to their sisters in other lands.
Like the majority of American girls, Isabel had been encouraged
to express herself ; her remarks had been attended to 3 she had
been expected to have emoticms and opinions. Many of her
opinions had doubtless but a slender value, many of her emotions
passed away in the utterance; but they had left a trace in
giving her the habit of seeming at least to feel and think, and
in imparting, moreover, to her words, when she was really moved,
that artless vividness which so many people had I'egarded as
a sign of superiority. Mr. Toiichett used to think that she re-
minded him of his wife when his wife was in her teens. It was
because she was fresh and natural and quick to understand, to
speak — so many characteristics of her niece — that he had fallen
in love with Mrs. Touchett. He never expressed this analogy to
the girl herself, however ; for if Mrs. Touchett had once been
like Isabel, Isabel was not at all like Mrs. Touchett. l^e old
man was full of kindness for her ; it was a long time, as he said,
since they had had any young life in the house ; and our rustling,
quickly-moving, clear-voiced heroine was as agreeable to his sense
as the sound of flowing water. He wished to do something for
her, he wished she would ask something of him. But Isabel
asked nothing but questions ; it is true that of these she asked
a great many. Her uncle had a great fund of answers, though
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interrogation sometimes came in forms that puzzled him. She
questioned him immensely about England, about the British
constitution, the English character, the state of politics, the
manners and customs of the royal family, the peculiarities of
the aristocracy, the way of living and thinking of his neigh-
bours; and in asking to be enlightened on these points she
usually inquired whether they correspond with the descriptions
in the books. The old man always looked at her a little, with
his fine dry smile, while he smoothed down the shawl that was
spread across his legs.
"The books'?" he once said; "well, I don't know much
about the books. You must ask Ralph about that. I have
always ascertained for myself — got my information in the
natural form. I never asked many questions even ; I just kept
quiet and took notice. Of course, I have had very good oppor-
tunities — better than what a young lady would naturally have.
I am of an inquisitive disposition, though you mightn't think it
if you were to watch me ; however much you might watch me,
I should be watching you more. I have been watching these
people for upwards of thirty-five years, and I don't hesitate to
say that I have acquired considerable information. It's a very
fine country on the whole — ^finer perhaps than what we give it
credit for on the other side. There are several improvements
that I should like to see introduced; but the necessity of them
doesn't seem to be generally felt as yet. When the necessity of
a thing is generally felt, they usually manage to accomplish it ;
but they seem to feel pretty comfortable about waiting till then.
I certainly feel more at home among them than I expected to
when I first came over; I suppose it's because I have had a
considerable degree of success. When you are successful you
naturally feel more at home."
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** Do you suppose that if I am successful I shall feel at home?"
Isabel asked.
" I should think it very probable, and you certainly will be
successful They like American young ladies very much over
here ; they show them a great deal of kindness. But ""you
mustn't feel too much at home, you know."
"Oh, I am by no means sure I shall like it," said Isabel,
somewhat judicially. " I like the place very much, but I am
not sure I shall like the people."
" The people are very good people ; especially if you like them."
" I have no doubt they are good," Isabel rejoined ; " but are
they pleasant in society 1 They won*t rob me nor beat me ; but
will they make themselves agreeable to me ? That^s what I like
people to do. I don't hesitate to say so, because I always
appreciate it. I don't believe they are very nice to girls ; they
are not nice to them in the novels."
" I don't know about the novels," said Mr. Touchett. " I
believe fhe novels have a great deal of ability, but I don't
suppose they are very accurate. We once had a lady who wrote
novels staying here ; she was a friend of Ralph's, and he asked
her down. She was very positive, very positive ; but she was
not the sort of person that you could depend on her testimony.
Too much imagination — I suppose, that was it. She afterwards
published a work of fiction in which she was understood to have
given a representation — something in the nature of a caricature,
as you might say — of my unworthy self. I didn't read it, but
Ralph just handed me the book, with the principal passages
marked. It was understood to be a description of my convers-
ation; American peculiarities, nasal twang, Yankee notions,
stars and stripes. Well, it was not at all accurate ; she couldn't
have listened very attentively. I had no objection to her giving
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a report of my conversation, if she liked ; but I didn't like the
idea that she hadn't taken the trouble to listen to it. Of course
I talk like an American — I can't talk like a Hottentot. How-
ever I talk, I have made them understand me pretty well over
here. But I don't talk like the old gentleman in that ladys*
novel. He wasn't an American; we wouldn't have him over
there ! I just mention that fact to show you that they are not
always accurate. Of course, as I have no daughters, and aa
Mrs. Touchett resides in Florence, I haven't had much chance
to notice about the young ladies. It sometimes appears as if
the young women in the lower class were not very well treated ;
but I guess their position is better in the upper class."
" Dear me ! " Isabel exclaimed ; " how many classes have
they] About fifty, I suppose."
" Well, I don't know that I ever counted them. I never
took much notice of the classes. That's the advantage of being
an American here ; you don't belong to any class."
" I hope so," said Isabel " Imagine one's belonging to an
English class ! "
" Well, I guess some of them are pretty comfortable —
especially towards the top. But for me there are only two
classes : the people I trust, and the people I don't. Of those
two, my dear Isabel, you belong to the first."
" I am much obliged to you," said the young girl, quickly.
Her way of taking compliments seemed sometimes rather dry ;
she got rid of them as rapidly as possible. But as regards this,
she was sometimes misjudged ; she was thought insensible to
them, whereas in fact she was simply unwilling to show how
infinitely they pleased her. To show that was to show too much.
" I am sure the English are very conventional," she added.
'* They have got everything pretty well fixed," Mr. Touchett
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•
admitted. *^ It's all settled beforehand — they don't leave it to
the last moment.''
''I don't like to have everything settled beforehand," said
the girL ** I like more unexpectedness."
Her imcle seemed amused at her distinctness of preference.
^^ Well, it's settled beforehand that you will have great success,"
he rejoined. " I suppose you will like that."
'^ I shall not have success if they are conventional. I am not
in the least conventional I am just the contrary. That's what
they won't like."
" No, no, you are all wrong," said the old man. " You can't
tell what they will like. They are very inconsistent; that's
their principal interest."
** Ah well," said Isabel, standing before her uncle vnth her
hands clasped about the belt of her black dress, and looking up
and down the lawn — " that will suit me perfectly ! "
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VIL
The two amused themselves, time and again, with talking
of the attitude of the British public, as if the young lady had
been in a position to appeal to it ; but in fact the British public
remained for the present profoundly indifferent to Miss Isabel
Archer, whose fortune had dropped her, as her cousin said, into
the dullest house in England. Her gouty uncle received very
little company, and Mrs. Touchett, not having cultivated relations
with her husband's neighbours, was not warranted in expecting
visits from them. She had, however, a peculiar taste; she
liked to receive cards. For what is usually called social inter-
course she had very little relish ; but nothing pleased her more
than to find her hall-table whitened with oblong morsels of
symbolic pasteboard. She flattered herself that she was a very
just woman, and had mastered the sovereign truth that nothing
in this world is got for nothing. She had played no social part
as mistress of Gardencourt, and it was not to be supposed that,
in the surrounding country, a minute account should be kept
of her comings and goings. But it is by no means certain that
she did not feel it to be wrong that so little notice was taken
of them, and that her failure (really very gratuitous) to make
herself important in the neighbourhood, had not much to do
with the acrimony of her allusions to her husband's adopted
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country. Isabel preaently found herself in the singular situation
of defending the British constitution against her aunt; Mrs.
Touchett having formed the habit of sticking pins into this
venerable instrument. Isabel always felt an impulse to pull
out the pins ; not that she imagined they inflicted any damage
on the tough old parchment, but because it seemed to her that
her aunt might make better use of her sharpness. She was very
critical herself — it was incidental to her age, her sex, and her
nationality; but she was very sentimental as well, and there
was something in Mrs. Touchett's dryness that set her own
moral fountains flowing. *
" Now what is your point of viewl" she asked of her aunt.
" When you criticise everything here, you should have a point
of view. Yours doesn^t seem to be American — you thought
everything over there so disagreeable. When I criticise, I have
mine ; it's thoroughly American ! "
" My dear young lady," said Mrs. Touchett, " there are as
many points of view in the world as there are people of sense.
You may say that doesn't make them very numerous ! Ameri-
can ] Never in the world ; that's shockingly narrow. My
point of view, thank God, is personal ! "
Isabel thought this a better answer than she admitted; it
was a tolerable description of her own manner of judging, but
it would not have sounded well for her to say so. On the lips
of a person less advanced in life, and less enlightened by
experience than Mrs. Touchett, such a declaration would savour
of immodesty, even of arrogance. She risked it nevertheless,
in talking with Ealph, with whom she talked a great deal, and
with whom her conversation was of a sort that gave a large
licence to violent statements. Her cousin used, as the phrase
is, to chaff her ; he very soon established with her a reputation
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for treating everything as a joke, and he was not a man to
neglect the privileges such a reputation conferred. She accused
him of an odious want of seriousness, of laughing at all things,
beginning with himself. Such slender faculty of reverence as he
possessed centred wholly upon his father; for the rest, he exercised
his wit indiscriminately upon his father's son, this gentleman's
weak lungs, his useless life, his anomalous mother, his friends
(Lord Warburton in especial), his adopted and his native country,
his charming new-found cousin. " I keep a band of music in my
ante-room," he said once to her. " It has orders to play without
stopping ; it renders me two excellent services. It keeps the
sounds of the world from reaching the private apartments, and
it makes the world think that dancing is going on within." It
was dance-music indeed that you usually heard when you came
within ear-shot of Ealph's band ; the liveliest waltzes seemed to
float upon the air. Isabel often found herself irritated by this
perpetual fiddling; she would have liked to pass through the
ante-room, as her cousin called it, and enter the private apart-
ments. It mattered little that he had assured her that they
were a very dismal place ; she would have been glad to under-
take to sweep them and set them in order. It was but half-
hospitality to let her remain outside ; to punish him for which,
Isabel administered innumerable taps with the ferrule of her
straight young wit. It must be said that her wit was exercised
to a large extent in self-defence, for her cousin amused himself
with calling her " Columbia,'' and accusing her of a patriotism
so fervid that it scorched. He drew a caricature of her, in
which she was represented as a very pretty young woman,
dressed, in the height of the prevailing fashion, in the folds of
the national banner. Isabel's chief dread in life, at this period
of her development, was that she should appear narrow-minded ;
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yrhat she feared next afterwards was that she should he so.
But she nevertheless made no scruple of abounding in her
cousin's sense, and pretending to sigh for the charms of her
native land. She would be as American as it pleased him to
regard her, and if he chose to laugh at her, she would give him
plenty of occupation. She defended England against his
mother, hut when Ealph sang its praises, on purpose, as she
said, to torment her, she found herself able to differ from him
on a variety of points. In tact, the quality of this small ripe
country seemed as sweet to her as the taste of an October pear ;
and her satisfaction was at the root of the good spirits which
enabled her to take her cousin's chaff and return it in kind. If
her good-humour flagged at moments, it was not because she
thought herself ill-used, but because she suddenly felt sorry for
Ealph. It seemed to her that he was talking as a blind and
had little heart in what he said.
" I don't know what is the matter with you," she said to him
once ; " but I suspect you are a great humbug."
" That's your privilege," Ralph answered, who had not been
used to being so crudely addressed.
" I don't know what you care for ; I don't think you care for
anything. You don't really care for England when you praise it ;
you don't care for America even when you pretend to abuse it."
'* I care for nothing but you, dear cousin," said Ealph.
" If I could believe even that, I should be very glad."
'^ Ah, well, I should hope so ! " the young man exclaimed.
Isabel might have believed it, and not have been far from
the truth. He thought a great deal about her; she was
constantly present to his mind. At a time when his thoughts
had been a good deal of a burden to him^ her sudden arrival,
which promised nothing and was an open-handed gift of
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fate, had refreshed and quickened them, given them wings and
something to fly for. Poor Ealph for many weeks had heen
steeped in melancholy ; his out-look, hahitually somhre, lay
under the shadow of a deeper cloud. He had grown anxious
about his father, whose gout, hitherto confined to his legs, had
begun to ascend into regions more vital. The old man had
been gravely ill in the spring, and the doctors had whispered
to Ralph that another attack would be less easy to deal with.
Just now he appeared tolerably comfortable, but Ealph could
not rid himself of a suspicion that this was a subterfuge of the
enemy, who was waiting to take him off his guard. If the
manoeuvre should succeed, there would be little hope of any
great resistance. Ealph had always taken for granted that his
father would survive him — that his own name would be the
first called. The father and son had been close companions,
and the idea of being left alone with the remnant of a tasteless
life on his hands was not gratifying to the young man, who had
always and tacitly counted upon his elder's help in making the
best of a poor business. At the prospect of losing his great
motive, Ealph was indeed mightily disgusted. If they might
die at the same time, it would be all very well ; but without
the encouragement of his father's society he should barely have
patience to await his own turn. He had not the incentive
of feeling that he was indispensable to his mother; it was
a rule with his mother to have no regrets. He bethought
himself, of course, that it had been a small kindness to his
father to wish that, of the two, the active rather than the
passive party should know the pain of loss; he remembered
that the old man had always treated his own forecast of an
uncompleted career as a clever fallacy, which he should be
delighted to discredit so far as he might by dying first. But
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of the two triumphs, that of refuting a sophistical son and that
of holding on a while longer to a state of being which, with all
abatements, he enjoyed, Ealph deemed it no sin to hope that
the latter might be vouchsafed to Mr. Touchett.
These were nice questions, but Isabers arrival put a stop to
his puzzling over them. It even suggested that there might be
a compensation for the intolerable ennui of surviving his genial
sire. He wondered whether he were falling in love with this
spontaneous young woman from Albany ; but he decided that
on the whole he was not. After he had known her for a week,
he quite made up his mind to this, and every day he felt a little
more sure. Lord Warburton had been right about her ; she was
a thoroughly interesting woman. Ealph wondered how Lord
Warburton had found it out so soon ; and then he said it was
only another proof of his friend's high abilities, which he had
always greatly admired. If his cousin were to be nothing more
than an entertainment to him, Ealph was conscious that she was
an entertainment of a high order. " A character like that," he
said to himself, **is the finest thing in nature. It is finer than
the finest work of art — than a Greek bas-relief, than a great
Titian, than a Gothic cathedral. It is very pleasant to be so
well-treated where one least looked for it. I had never been
more blue, more bored, than for a week before she came ; I had
never expected less that something agreeable would happen.
Suddenly I receive a Titian, by the post, to hang on my wall —
a Greek bas-relief to stick over my chimney-piece. The key of
a beautiful edifice is thrust into my hand, and I am told to walk
in and admire. My poor boy, you have been sadly ungrateful,
and now you had better keep very quiet and never grumble
again." The sentiment of these reflections was very just ; but it
was not exactly true that Ealph Touchett had had a key put
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into his hand. His cousin was a very brilliant girl, who would
take, as he said, a good deal of knowing ; but she needed the
knowing, and his attitude with regard to her, though it was
contemplative and critical, was not judicial. He surveyed the
edifice from the outside, and admired it greatly ; he looked in at
the windows^ and received an impression of proportions equally
fair. But he felt that he saw it only by glimpses, and that he
had not yet stood under the roof. The door was fastened, and
though he had keys in his pocket he had a conviction that none
of them would fit. She was intelligent and generous ; it was a
fine free nature ; but what was she going to do with herself ?
This question was irregular, for with most women one had no
occasion to ask it. Most women did with themselves nothing at
all ; they waited, in attitudes more or less gracefully passive, for
a man to come that way and furnish them with a destiny. Isa-
bel's originality was that she gave one an impression of having
intentions of her own. "Whenever she executes them," said
Ealph, " may I be there to see I "
It devolved upon him of course to do the honours of the place.
Mr. Touchett was confined to his chair, and his wife's position
was that of a rather grim visitor ; so that in the line of conduct
that opened itself to Ealph, duty and inclination were harmoni-
ously mingled. He was not a great walker, but he strolled
about the grounds with his cousin — a pastime for which the
weather remained favourable with a persistency not allowed for
in Isabel's somewhat lugubrious prevision of the climate ; and in
the long afternoons, of which the length was but the measure of
her gratified eagerness, they took a boat on the river, the dear
little river, as Isabel called it, where the opposite shore seemed
still a part of the foreground of the landscape ; or drove over the
country in a phaeton — a low, capacious, thick-wheeled phaeton
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formerly much used by Mr. Touchett, but which he had now
ceased to enjoy. Isabel enjoyed it largely, and, handling the
reins in a manner which approved itself to the groom as
"knowing/* was never weary of driving her uncle's capital
horses through winding lanes and byways full of the rural
incidents she had confidently expected to find ; past cottages
thatched and timbered, past ale-houses latticed and sanded, past
patches of ancient common and glimpses of empty parks, between
hedgerows made thick by midsummer. When they reached
home, they usually found that tea had been served upon the
lawn, and that Mrs. Touchett had not absolved herself from the
obligation of handing her husband his cup. But the two for the
most part sat silent ; the old man with his head back and his
eyes closed, his wife occupied with her knitting, and wearing
that appearance of extraordinary meditation with which some
ladies contemplate the movement of their needles.
One day, however, a visitor had arrived. The two young
people, after spending an hour upon the river, strolled back to
the house and perceived Lord Warburton sitting under the trees
and engaged in conversation of which even at a distance the
desultory character was appreciable, with Mrs. Touchett. He
had driven over from his own placa with a portmanteau, and
had asked, as the father and son often invited him to do, for a
dinner and a lodging. Isabel, seeing him for half-an-hour on
the day of her arrival, had discovered in this brief space that she
liked him ; he had made indeed a tolerably vivid impression on
her mind, and she had thought of him several times. She had
hoped that she should see him again — ^hoped too that she should
see a few others. Gardencourt was not dull ; the place itself
was so delightful, her uncle was such a perfection of an uncle,
and lialph was so unlike any cousin she had ever encountered —
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her view of cousins being rather monotonous. Then her impres-
sions were still so fresh and so quickly renewed that there was
as yet hardly a sense of vacancy in the prospect. But Isabel
had need. to remind herself that she was interested in human
nature, and that her foremost hope in coming abroad had been
that she should see a great many people. When Ralph said to
her, as he had done several times — "I wonder you find this
endurable ; you ought to see some of the neighbours and some
of our friends — because we have really got a few, though you
would never suppose it" — when he offered to invite what he
called a " lot of people," and make the young girl acquainted
with English society, she encouraged the hospitable impulse and
promised, in advance, to be delighted. Little, however, for the
present, had come of Ralph's offers, and it may be confided to
the reader that, if the young man delayed to carry them out, it
was because he found the labour of entertaining his cousin by
no means so severe as to require extraneous help. Isabel had
spoken to him very often about '^ specimens " ; it was a word
that played a considerable part in her vocabulary; she had
given him to understand that she wished to see English
society illustrated by figures.
"Well now, there's a specimen," he said to her, as they
walked up from the river-side, and he recognised Lord Warburton.
" A specimen of what 1 " asked the girl.
" A specimen of an English gentleman."
" Do you mean they are all like him 1 "
" Oh no ; they are not all like him."
" He's a favourable specimen, then," said Isabel ; " because I
am sure he is good."
" Yes, he is very good. And he is very fortunate."
The fortunate Lord Warburton exchanged a handshake with
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our heroine, and hoped she was very well. " But I needn't ask
that," he said, " since you have been handling the oars."
" I have been rowing a little," Isabel answered ; " but how
should you know it ? "
" Oh, I know he doesn't row j he's too lazy," said his lordship,
indicating Ealph Touchett, with a laugh.
" He has a good excuse for his laziness," Isabel rejoined,
lowering her voice a little.
"Ah, he has a good excuse for everything!" cried Lord
Warburton, still with his deep, agreeable laugh.
" My excuse for not rowing is that my cousin rows so well,"
said Ealph. " She does everything welL She touches nothing
that she doesn't adorn ! "
"It makes one want to be touched, Miss Archer," Lord
Warburton declared.
" Be touched in the right sense, and you will never look the
worse for it," said Isabel, who, if it pleased her to hear it said
that her accomplishments were numerous, was happily able to
reflect that such complacency was not the indication of a feeble
mind, inasmuch as there were several things in which she
excelled. Her desire to think well of herself alwavs needed to
be supported by proof; though it is possible that this fact is not
the sign of a milder egotism.
Lord Warburton not only spent the night at Gardencourt, but
he was persuaded to remain over the second day ; and when the
second day was ended, he determined to postpone his departure
till the morrow. During this period he addressed much of his
conversation to Isabel, who accepted this evidence of his esteem
with a very good grace. She found herself liking him extremely ;
the first impression he had made upon her was pleasant, but at
the end of an evening spent in his society she thought him quite
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" Pray do ; but I don't say I shall always think your
remonstrance just."
" Very likely not. You are too fond of your liberty."
" Yes, I think I am very fond of it. But I always want to
know the things one shouldn't do."
" So as to do them 1 " asked her aunt.
*•' So as to choose," said Isabel.
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VIII.
As she was mucli interested in the picturesque, Lord War-
burton ventured to express a hope that she would come some
day and see his house, which was a very curious old place. He
extracted from Mrs. Touchett a promise that she would bring
her niece to Lockieigh, and Ralph signified his willingness to
attend upon the ladies if his father should be able to spare him.
Lord Warburton assured our heroine that in the mean time his
sisters would come and see her. She knew something about his
sisters, having interrogated him, during the hours they spent
together while he was at Gardencourt, on many points connected
with his famUy. When Isabel was interested, she asked a great
many questions, and as her companion was a copious talker, she
asked him on this occasion by no means in vain. He told her
that he had four sisters and two brothers, and had lost both his
parents. The brothers and sisters were very good people — ^^ not
particularly clever, you know,'* he said, " but simple and respect-
able and trustworthy ; " and he was so good as to hope that Miss
Archer should know them well. One of the brothers was in the
Church, settled in the parsonage at Lockieigh, which was rather
a largeish parish, and was an excellent fellow, in spite of his
thinking differently from himself on every conceivable topic.
And then Lord Warburton mentioned some of the opinions held
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by his brother, which were opinions that Isabel had often heard
expressed and that she supposed to be entertained by a consider-
able portion of the human family. Many of them, indeed, she
supposed she had held herself, till he assured her that she was
quite mistaken, that it was really impossible, that she had
doubtless imagined she entertained them, but that she might
depend that, if she thought them over a little, she would find
there was nothing in them. When she answered that she had
already thought several of them over very attentively, he declared
that she was only another example of what he had often been
struck with — the fact that, of all the people in the world, the
Americans were the most grossly superstitious. They were rank
Tories and bigots, every one of them ; there were no conserva-
tives like American conservatives. Her uncle and her cousin
were there to prove it ; nothing could be more mediaeval than
many of their views ; they had ideas that people in England
now-a-days were ashamed to confess to ; and they had the impud-
ence, moreover, said his lordship, laughing, to pretend they know
more about the needs and dangers of this poor dear stupid old
England than he who was bom in it and owned a considerable
part of it — ^the more shame to him ! From all of which Isabel
gathered that Lord Warburton was a nobleman of the newest
pattern, a reformer, a radical, a contemner of ancient ways. His
other brother, who was in the army in India, was rather wild
and pig-headed, and had not been of much use as yet but to
make debts for Warburton to pay — one of the most precious
privileges of an elder brother. " I don't think I will pay any
more," said Warburton ; " he lives a monstrous deal better than
I do, enjoys unheard-of luxuries, and thinks himself a much finer
gentleman than I. As I am a consistent radical, I go in only
for equality ; I don't go in for the superiority of the younger
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brothers." Two of his four sisters, the second and fourth, were
married, one of them having 4one very well, as they said, the
other only so-so. The husband of the elder, Lord Haycock, was
a very good fellow, but unfortunately a horrid Tory; and his
wife, like all good English wives, was worse than her husband.
The other had espoused a smallish squire in Norfolk^ and, though
she was married only the other day, had already live children.
This information, and much more. Lord Warburton imparted to
his young American listener, taking pains to make many things
clear and to lay bare to her apprehension the peculiarities of
English life. Isabel was often amused at his explicitness and
at the small allowance he seemed to make either for her own
experience or for her imagination. "He thinks I am a bar-
barian,'* she said, "and that I have never seen forks and spoons;*'
and she used to ask him artless questions for the pleasure of
hearing him answer seriously. Then when he had fallen into
the trap — " It's a pity you can't see me in my war-paint and
feathers," she remarked ; " if I had known how kind you are
to the poor savages, I would have brought over my national
costume ! " Lord Warburton had travelled through the United
States, and knew much more about them than Isabel ; he was
so good as to say that America was the most charming country
in the world, but his recollections of it appeared to encourage
the idea that Americans in England would need to have a great
many things explained to them. " If I had only had you to
explain things to me in America ! " he said. " I was rather
puzzled in your country ; in fact, I was quite bewildered, and
the trouble was that the explanations only puzzled me more.
You know I think they often gave me the wrong ones on
purpose ; they are rather clever about that over there. But
when I explain, you can trust me ; about what I tell you there
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is no mistake." There was no mistake at least about his being
very intelligent and cultivated, and knowing almost everything
in the world. Although he said the most interesting and
entertaining things, Isabel perceived that he never said them to
exhibit himseH, and though he had a great good fortune, he was
as far as possible from making a merit of it. He had enjoyed
the best things of life, but they had not spoiled his sense of
proportion. His composition was a mixture of good-humoured
manly force and a modesty that at times was almost boyish ;
the sweet and wholesome savour of which — it was as agreeable
as something tasted — lost nothing from the addition of a tone
of kindness which was not boyish, inasmuch as there was a
good deal of reflection and of conscience in it.
*' I like your specimen English gentleman very much," Isabel
said to Ralph, after Lord Warburton had gone.
"I like him too — I love him well," said Ralph. "But I
pity him more."
Isabel looked at him askance.
"Why, that seems to me his only fault — ^that one can't
pity him a little. He appears to have everything, to know
everything, to be everything."
" Oh, he's in a bad way," Ralph insisted.
*' I suppose you don't mean in health 1 "
" No, as to that, he's detestably robust. What I mean is
that he is a man with a great position, who is playing all sorts
of tricks with it. He doesn't take himself seriously."
" Does he regard himself as a joke ? "
" Much worse ; he regards himself as an imposition — as an
abuse."
" Well, perhaps he is," said Isabel
"Perhaps he is — though on the whole I don't think so.
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But in that case, what is more pitiable than a sentient, self-
conscious abuse, planted by other hands, deeply rooted, but
aching with a sense of its injustice? For me, I could take the
poor fellow very seriously ; he occupies a position that appeals
to my imaginaiion. Great responsibilities, great opportunities,
great consideration, great wealth, great power, a natural share in
the public affairs of a great country. But he is all in a muddle
about himself, his position, his power, and everything elae. He
is the victim of a critical age ; he has ceased to believe in him-
self, and he doesn't know what to believe in. When I attempt
to tell him (because if I were he, I know very well what I
should believe in), he calls me an old-fashioned and narrow-
minded person. I believe he seriously thinks me an awful
Philistine ; he says I don't understand my time. I understand
it certainly better than he, who can neither abolish himself as a
nuisance nor maintain himself as an institution."
" He doesn't look very wretched," Isabel observed.
" Possibly not ; though, being a man of imagination, I think
he often has uncomfortable hours. But what is it to say of a
man of his opportunities that he is not miserable 1 Besides, I
believe he is."
" I don't," said Isabel.
" Well/' her cousin rejoined, " if he is not, he ought to be ! "
In the afternoon she spent an hour with her uncle on the
lawn, where the old man sat, as usual, with his shawl over his
legs and his large cup of diluted tea in his hands. In the course
of conversation he asked her what she thought of their late visitor.
" I think he is charming," Isabel answered.
"He's a fine fellow," said Mr. Touchett, "but I don't
recommend you to fall in love with him."
'*I shall not do it then; I shall never fall in love but on
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your recommendation. Moreover," Isabel added, "my cousin
gives me a rather sad account of Lord Warburton."
" Oh, indeed ] I don't know what there may be to say, but
you must remember that Kalph is rather fanciful."
"He thinks Lord Warburton is too radical — or not radical
enough ! I don't quite understand which," said Isabel.
The old man shook his head slowly, smiled, and put down
his cup.
" I don't know which, either. He goes very far, but it is
quite possible he doesn't go far enougL He seems to want to do
away with a good many things, but he seems to want to remain
himself. I suppose that is natural ; but it is rather inconsistent."
" Oh, I hope he will remain himself," said Isabel. " If he
were to be done away with, his friends would miss him sadly."
" Well," said the old man, " I guess he'll stay and amuse his
friends. I should certainly miss him very much here at Garden-
court. He always amuses me when he comes over, and I think
he amuses himself as well. There is a considerable number like
him, round in society ; they are very fashionable just now. I
don't know what they are trying to do — whether they are trying
to get up a revolution ; I hope at any rate they will put it off
till after I am gone. You see they want to disestablish every-
thing ; but I'm a pretty big landowner here, and I don't want
to be disestablished. I wouldn't have come over if I had
thought they were going to behave like that," Mr. Touchett
went on, with expanding hilarity. " I came over because I
thought England was a safe country. ^ I call it a regular fraud,
if they are going to introduce any considerable changes; there'll
be a large number disappointed in that case."
" Oh, I do hope they will make a revolution ! " Isabel
exclaimed. " I should delight in seeing a revolution."
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" Let me see," said her uncle, with a humorous intention ;
" I forget whether you are a liheral or a conservative. I have
heard you take such opposite views."
" I am both. I think I am- a little of everything. In a
revolution — after it was well begun — I think I should be a
conservative. One sympathises more with them, and they have
a chance to behave so picturesquely."
"I don't know that I understand what you mean by
behaving picturesquely, but it seems to me that you do that
always, my dear."
**0h, you lovely man, if I could believe that!" the girl
interrupted.
" I am afraid, after all, you won't have the pleasure of seeing
a revolution here just now," Mr. Touchett went on. " If you
want to see one, you must pay us a long visit. You see, when
you come to the point, it wouldn't suit them to be taken at
their word."
" Of whom are you speaking 1 "
" Well, I mean Lord Warburton and his friends — the radicals
of the upper class. Of course I only know the way it strikes
me. They talk about changes, but I don't think they quite
realise. You and I, you know, we know what it is to have
lived under democratic institutions ; I always thought them
very comfortable, but I was used to them from the first. But
then, I ain't a lord ; you're a lady, my dear, but I ain't a lord.
Now, over here, I don't think it quite comes home to them.
It's a matter of every day and every hour, and I don't think
many of them would find it as pleasant as what they've got.
Of course if they want to try, it's their own business ; but I
expect they won't try very hard."
" Don't you think they are sincere 1 " Isabel asked.
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" Well, they are very conscientious," Mr. Touchett allowed ;
" but it seems as if they took it out in theories, mostly. Their
radical views are a kind of amusement ; they have got to have
some amusement, and they might have coarser tastes than that.
You see they are very luxurious, and these progressive ideas are
about their biggest luxury. They make them feel moral, and
yet they don't affect their position. They think a great deal of
their position; don't let one of them ever persuade you he
doesn't, for if you were to proceed on that basis, you would be
pulled up very short."
Isabel followed her uncle's argument, which he unfolded with
his mild, reflective, optimistic accent, most attentively, and
though she was unacquainted with the British aristocracy, she
found it in harmony with her general impressions of human
nature. But she felt moved to put in a protest on Lord
Warburton's behalf.
" I don't believe Lord Warburton's a humbug," she said ; " I
don't care what the others are. I should like to see Lord
Warburton put to the test."
" Heaven deliver me from my friends ! " Mr. Touchett
answered. " Lord Warburton is a very amiable young man — a
very fine young man. He has a hundred thousand a year. He
owns fifty thousand acres of the soil of this little island. He
has half-a-dozen houses to live in. He has a seat in Parliament
as I have one at my own dinner-table. He has very cultivated
tastes — cares for literature, for art, for science, for charming
young ladies. The most cultivated is his taste for the new
views. It affords him a great deal of entertainment — more
perhaps than anything else, except the young ladies. His old
house over there — what does he call it, Lockleighl — ^is very
attractive; but I don't think it is as pleasant as this. That
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doesn't matter, however — he has got so many others. His views
don't hurt any one as far as I can see ; they certainly don't hurt
himself. And if there were to be a revolution, he would come
off very easily ; they wouldn't touch him, they would leave him
as he is ; he is too much liked."
" Ah, he couldn't be a martyr even if he wished ! " Isabel
exclaimed. " That's a very poor position."
" He will never be a martyr unless you make him one," said
the old man.
Isabel shook her head; there might have been something
laughable in the fact that she did it with a touch of sadness.
" I shall never make any one a martyr."
" You will never be one, I hope."
" I hope not. But you don't pity Lord Warburton, then, as
Kalph does 1 "
Her uncle looked at her a while, with genial acuteness.
" Yes, I do, after all ! "
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IX.
The two Misses Molyneux, this nobleman's sisters, came
presently to call upon her, and Isabel took a fancy to the young
ladies, who appeared to her to have a very original stamp. It is
true that, when she spoke of them to her cousin as original, he
declared that no epithet could be less applicable than this to the
two Misses Molyneux, for that there were fifty thousand young
women in England who exactly resembled them. Deprived of
this advantage, however, Isabel's visitors retained that of an
extreme sweetness and shyness of demeanour, and of having, as
she thought, the kindest eyes in the world.
"They are not morbid, at any rate, whatever they are," our
heroine said to herself ; and she deemed this a great charm, for
two or three of the friends of her girlhood had been regrettably
open to the charge (they would have been so nice without it), to
say nothing of Isabel's having occasionally suspected that it
might become a fault of her own. The Misses Molyneux were
not in their first youth, but they had bright, fresh complexions,
and something of the smile of childhood. Their eyes, which
Isabel admired so much, were quiet and contented, and their
figures, of a generous roundness, were encased in sealskin
jackets. Their friendliness was great, so great that they were
almost embarrassed to. show it; they seemed somewhat afraid of
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the young lady from the other side of the world, and rather
looked than spoke their good wishes. But they made it clear to
her that they hoped she would come to lunch at Lockleigh,
where they lived with their brother, and then they might see her
very, very often. They wondered whether she wouldn't come
over some day and sleep ; they were expecting some people on
the twenty-ninth, and perhaps she would come while the people
were there.
" I'm afraid it isn't any one very remarkable," said the elder
sister ; " but I daresay you will take us as you find us."
" I shall find you delightful ; I think you are enchanting just
as you are," replied Isabel, who often praised profusely.
Her visitors blushed, and her cousin told her, after they were
gone, that if she said such things to those poor girls, they would
think she was quizzing them ; he was sure it was the first time
they had been called enchanting.
" I can't help it," Isabel answered. " I think it's lovely to be so
quiet, and reasonable, and satisfied. I should like to be like that."
" Heaven forbid ! " cried Kalph, with ardour.
" I mean to try and imitate them," said Isabel '* I want very
much to see them at home."
She had this pleasure a few days later, when, with Kalph and
his mother, she drove over to Lockleigh. She found the Misses
Molyneux sitting in a vast drawing-room (she perceived after-
wards it was one of several), in a wilderness of faded chintz ;
they were dressed on this occasion in black velveteen. Isabel
liked them even better at home than she had done at Garden-
court, and was more than ever struck with the fact that they
were not morbid. It had seemed to her before that, if they had
a fault, it was a want of vivacity ; but she presently saw that
they were capable of deep emotion. Before lunch she was alone
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with them, for some time, on one side of the room, while Lord
Warburton, at a distance, talked to Mrs. Touchett.
"Is it true that your brother is such a great radical ? " Isabel
asked. She knew it was true, but we have seen that her interest
in human nature was keen, and she had a desire to draw the
Misses Molyneux out.
" Oh dear, yes ; he*s immensely advanced," said Mildred, the
younger sister.
** At the same time, Warburton is very reasonable," Miss
Molyneux observed.
Isabel watched him a moment, at the other side of the room ;
he was evidently trying hard to make himself agreeable to
Mrs. Touchett. Ralph was playing with one of the dogs before
the fire, which the temperature of an English August, in the
ancient, spacious room, had not made an impertinence. "Do
you suppose your brother is sincere 1 " Isabel inquired with a
smile.
" Oh, he must be, you know ! " Mildred exclaimed, quickly ;
while the elder sister gazed at our heroine in silence.
" Do you think he would stand the test 1 "
" The test 1 "
" I mean, for instance, having to give up all this ! "
" Having to give up Lockleigh ? " said Miss Molyneux, finding
her voice.
" Yes, and the other places ; what are they called 1 "
The two sisters exchanged an almost frightened glance. "Do
you mean — do you mean on account of the expense 1 " the younger
one asked.
" I daresay he might let one or two of his houses," said the
other.
" Let them for nothing 1 " Isabel inquired.
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" I can't fancy his giving up his property/' said Miss
Molyneux.
" Ah, I am afraid he is an impostor ! " Isabel exclaimed,
" Don't you think it's a false position 1 "
Her companions, evidently, were rapidly getting bewildered.
" My brother's position 1 *' Miss Moljmeux inquired.
" It's thought a very good position," said the younger sister.
" It's the first position in the county."
" I suspect you think me very irreverent,'* Isabel took occa-
sion to observe. " I suppose you revere your brother, and are
rather afraid of him."
" Of course one looks up to one's brother," said Miss Molyneux,
simply.
" If you do that, he must be very good — because you, evi-
dently, are very good."
" He is most kind. It will never be known, the good he does. "
" His ability is known," Mildred added ; " every one thinks
it*s immense."
**0h, I can see that," said Isabel "But if I were he, I
should wish to be a conservative. I should wish to keep every-
thing."
** I think one ought to be liberal," Mildred argued, gently.
" We have always been so, even from the earliest times."
" Ah well," said Isabel, " you have made a great success of it ; I
don't wonder you like it. I see you are very fond of crewels."
When Lord Warburton showed her the house, after lunch, it
seemed to her a matter of course that it should be a noble pic-
ture. Within, it had been a good deal modernised — some of its
best points had lost their purity ; but as they saw it from the
gardens, a stout, grey pile, of the softest, deepest, most weather-
fretted hue, rising from a broad, still moat, it seemed to Isabel
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a castle in a fairy-tale. The day was cool and rather lustreless ;
the first note of autumn had been struck ; and the watery sun-
shine rested on the walls in blurred and desultory gleams, wash-
ing them, as it were, in places tenderly chosen, where the ache
of antiquity was keenest. Her host's brother, the Vicar, had
come to lunch, and Isabel had had five minutes' talk with him —
time enough to institute a search for theological characteristics
and give it up as vain. The characteristics of the Vicar of
Lockleigh were a big, athletic figure, a candid, natural counten-
ance, a capacious appetite, and a tendency to abundant laughter.
Isabel learned afterwards from her cousin that, before taking
orders, he had been a mighty wrestler, and that he was still, on
occasion — in the privacy of the family circle as it were — quite
capable of flooring his man. Isabel liked him — she was in the
mood for liking everything; but her imagination was a good
deal taxed to think of him as a source of spiritual aid. The
whole party, on leaving lunch, went to walk in the grounds ; but
Lord Warburton exercised some ingenuity in engaging his
youngest visitor in a stroll somewhat apart from the others.
" I vidsh you to see the place properly, seriously," he said.
" You can't do so if your attention is distracted by irrelevant
gossip." His own conversation (though he told Isabel a good
deal about the house, which had a very curious history) was not
purely archaeological ; he reverted at intervals to matters more
personal — matters personal to the young lady as well as to him-
self. But at last, after a pause of some duration, returning for
a moment to their ostensible theme, " Ah, well," he said, " I
am very glad indeed you like the old house. I wish you could
see more of it — that you could stay here a while. My sisters
have taken an immense fancy to you — if that would be any
inducement."
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" There is no want of inducements/* Isabel answered ; " but
I am afraid I can't make engagements. I am quite in my
aunt's hands."
" Ah, excuse me if I say I don't exactly believe that. I am
pretty sure you can do whatever you want."
" I am soiTy if I make that impression on you ; I don't think
it's a nice impression to make."
"It has the merit of permitting me to hope." And Lord
Warburton paused a moment.
" To hope what 1 "
" That in future I may see you often."
" Ah," said Isabel, " to enjoy that pleasure, I needn't be so
terribly emancipated."
" Doubtless not ; and yet, at the same time, I don't think your
uncle likes me."
" You are very much mistaken. I have heard him speak very
highly of you."
" I am glad you have talked about me," said Lord Warburton.
" But, all the same, I don't think he would like me to keep
coming to Gardencourt."
"I can't answer for my uncle's tastes," the girl rejoined,
" though I ought, as far as possible, to take them into account.
But, for myself, I shall be very glad to see you."
" Now that's what I like to hear you say. I am charmed
when you say that."
" You are easily charmed, my lord," said Isabel.
" No, I am not easily charmed ! " And then he stopped a
moment. "But you have charmed me, Miss Archer," he
added.
These words were uttered with an indefinable sound which
startled the girl; it struck her as the prelude to something
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grave ; she had heard the sound before, and she recognised it.
She had no wish, however, that for the moment such a prelude
should have a sequel, and she said, as gaily as possible and as
quickly as an appreciable degree of agitation would allow her, " I
am afraid there is no prospect of my being able to come here
again."
" Never 1 " said Lord Warburton.
" I won't say * never ' ; I should feel very melodramatic."
" May I come and see you then some day next week 1 "
" Most assuredly. What is there to prevent it 1 "
" Nothing tangible. But with you I never feel safe. I have
a sort of sense that you are always judging people."
" You don't of necessity lose by that."
" It is very kind of you to say so ; but even if I gain, stern
justice is not what I most love. Is Mrs. Touchett going to t&ke
you abroad 1 "
" I hope so."
" Is England not good enough for you 1 "
" That's a very Machiavellian speech ; it doesn't deserve an
answer. I want very much to see foreign lands as welL"
'^ Then you will go on judging, I suppose."
" Enjoying, I hope, too."
" Yes, that's what you enjoy most ; I can't make out what you
are up to," said Lord Warburton. " You strike me as having
mysterious purposes — ^vast designs ! "
" You are so good as to have a theory about me which I don't
at all fill out. Is there anything mysterious in a purpose enter-
tained and executed every year, in the most public manner, by
fifty thousand of my fellow-countrymen — the purpose of improving
one's mind by foreign travel 1 "
** You can't improve your mind, Miss Archer," her companion
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declared. '' It's already a most formidable instrument. It looks
down on us all ; it despises us."
" Despises you 1 You are making fun of me," said Isabel,
seriously.
" Well, you think us picturesque — that's the same thing. I
won't be thought picturesque, to begin with ; I am not so in the
least. I protest."
** That protest is one of the most picturesque things I have
ever heard," Isabel answered with a smile.
Lord Warburton was silent a moment. " You judge only from
the outside — ^you don't care," he said presently. "You only
care to amuse yourself ! " The note she had heard in his voice
a moment before reappeared, and mixed with it now was an
audible strain of bitterness — a bitterness so abrupt and inconse-
quent that the girl was afraid she had hurt him. She had often
heard that the English were a highly eccentric people ; and she
had even read in some ingenious author that they were, at bottom,
the most romantic of races. Was Lord Warburton suddenly
turning romantic — was he going to make a scene, in his own
house, only the third time they had met 1 She was reassured,
quickly enough, by her sense of his great good manners, which
was not impaired by the fact that he had already touched the
furthest limit of good taste in expressing his admiration of a ^
young lady who had confided in his hospitality. She was
right in trusting to his good manners, for he presently went on,
laughing a little, and without a trace of the accent that had dis-
composed her — " I don't mean, of course, that you amuse yourself
with trifles. You select great materials ; the foibles, the afflic-
tions of human nature, the peculiarities of nations ! "
"As regards that," said Isabel, "I should find in my own,
nation entertainment for a lifetime. But we have a long drive,
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and my aunt will soon wish to start." She turned back toward
the others, and Lord Warbnrton walked beside her in silence.
But before they reached the others — " I shall come and see you
next week," he said.
She had received an appreciable shock, but as it died away
she felt that she could not pretend to herself that it was alto-
gether a painful one. Nevertheless, she made answer to this
declaration, coldly enough, "Just as you please." And her
coldness was not coquetry — ^a quality that she possessed in a
much smaller degree than would have seemed probable to many
critics j it came from a certain fear.
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X. -
The day after her visit to Lockleigh she received a note from
her friend, Miss Stackpole — a note of which the envelope,
exhibiting in conjunction the postmark of Liverpool and the
neat calligraphy of the quick-fingered Henrietta, caused her some
liveliness of emotion. " Here I am, my lovely friend," Miss
Stackpole wrote ; " I managed to get off at last. I decided only
the night before I left New York — ^the Intei'vieioer having come
round to my figure. I put a few things into a bag, like a veteran
journalist, and came down to the steamer in a street-car. Where
are you, and where can we meet 1 I suppose you are visiting at
some castle or other, and have already acquired the correct
accent. Perhaps, even, you have married a lord ; I almost hope
you have, for I want some introductions to the first people, and
shall count on you for a few. The Interviewer wants some light
on the nobility. My first impressions (of the people at large)
are not rose-coloured ; but I wish to talk them over with you,
and you know that whatever I am, at least I am not superficial.
I have also something very particular to tell you. Do appoint a
meeting as quickly as you can ; come to London (I should like
so much to visit the sights with you), or else let me come to you,
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everything interests me, and I wish to see as much as possible of
the inner life."
Isabel did not show this letter to her uncle ; but she acquainted
him with its purport, and, as she expected, he begged her
instantly to assure Miss Stackpole, in his name, that he should
be delighted to receive her at Gardencourt, " Though she is a
literary lady," he said, ** I suppose that, being an American, she
won't reproduce me, as that other one did. She has seen others
like me."
" She has seen no other so delightful ! " Isabel answered ; but
she was not altogether at ease about Henrietta's reproductive
instincts, which belonged to that side of her friend's character
which she regarded with least complacency. She wrote to Miss
Stackpole, however, that she would be very welcome under Mr.
Touchett's roof; and this enterprising young woman lost no time
in signifying her intention of arriving. She had gone up to
London, and it was from the metropolis ^that she took the train
for the station nearest to Gardencourt, where Isabel and Ralpli
were in waiting to receive the visitor.
"Shall I love her, or shall I hate herl" asked Ealph,
while they stood on the platform, before the advent of the
train.
"Whichever you do will matter very little to her," said
Isabel. " She doesn't care a straw what men think of her."
" As a man I am bound to dislike her, then. She must be a
kind of monster. Is she very ugly 1 "
" No, she is decidedly pretty."
" A female interviewer — a reporter in petticoats 1 I am very
curious to see her," Kalph declared.
"It is very easy to laugh at her, but it is not easy to be as
brave as she."
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" I should think not ; interviewing requires bravery. ]3o you
suppose she will interview me 1 "
"Never in the world. She will not think you of enough
importance."
" You will see," said Ralph. " She will send a description of
us all, including Bunchie, to her newspaper."
" I shall ask her not to," Isabel answered.
** You think she is capable of it, then."
" Perfectly."
" And yet you have made her your bosom-friend 1 *'
" I have not made her my bosom-friend ; but I like her, in
spite of her faults."
"Ah, well," said Ealph, "I am afraid I shall dislike her, in
spite of her merits."
" You will probably fall in love with her at the end of three
days."
"And have my love-letters published in the Interviewer?
Never ! " cried the young man.
The train presently arrived, and Miss Stackpole, promptly
descending, proved to be, as Isabel had said, decidedly pretty.
She was a fair, plump person, of mediimi stature, with a round
face, a small mouth, a delicate complexion, a bunch of light
brown ringlets at the back of her head, and a peculiarly open,
surprised-looking eye. The most striking point in her appear-
ance was the remarkable fixedness of this organ, which rested
without impudence or defiance, but as if in conscientious exercise
of a natural right, upon every object it happened to encounter.
It rested in this manner upon Ealph himself, who was somewhat
disconcerted by Miss Stackpole's gracious and comfortable aspect,
which seemed to indicate that it would not be so easy as be had
assumed to disapprove of her. She was very well dressed, in
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fresh, dove-coloured draperies, and Ealph saw at a glance that
she was scrupulously, fastidiously neat. From top to toe she
carried not an ink-stain. She spoke in a clear, high voice — a
voice not rich, but loud, though after she had taken her place,
with her companions, in Mr. Touchett's carriage, she struck him,
rather to his surprise, as not an abundant talker. She answered
the inquiries made of her by Isabel, however, and in which the
young man ventured to join, with a great deal of precision and
distinctness ; and later, in the library at Gardencourt, when she
had made the acquaintance of Mr. Touchett (his wife not having
thought it necessary to appear), did more to give the measure of
her conversational powers.
" Well, I should like to know whether you consider yourselves
American or English," she said. " If once I knew, I could talk
to you accordingly."
"Talk to us anyhow, and we shall be thankful," Ralph
answered, liberally.
She fixed her eyes upon him, and there was something in
their character that reminded him of large, polished buttons ; he
seemed to see the reflection of surrounding objects upon the
pupiL The expression of a button is not usually deemed human,
but there was something in Miss Stackpole's gaze that made him,
as he was a very modest man, feel vaguely embarrassed and
uncomfortable. This sensation, it must be added, after he had
spent a day or two in her company, sensibly diminished, though
it never wholly disappeared. "I don't suppose that you are
going to undertake to persuade me that you are an American,"
she said.
" To please you, I will be an Englishman, I will be a Turk ! "
"Well, if you can change about that way, you are very
welcome," Miss Stackpole rejoined.
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" I am sure you understand everything, and that diflferences
of nationality are no barrier to you/* Ralph went on.
Miss Stackpole gazed at him stilL " Do you mean the foreign
languages 1 "
" The languages are nothing. I mean the spirit — ^the genius."
" I am not sure that I understand you," said the correspondent
of the Inter inewer ; " but I expect I shall before I leave."
" He is what is called a cosmopolitan," Isabel suggested.
" That means he's a little of everything and not much of any.
I must "-say I think patriotism is like charity — it begins at
home."
" Ah, but where does home begin, Miss Stackpole 1 " Ralph
inquired.
" I don't know where it begins, but I know where it ends.
It ended a long time before I got here."
" Don't you like it over here 1 " asked Mr. Touchett, with his
mild, wise, aged, innocent voice.
" Well, sir, I haven't quite made up my mind what ground I
shall take. I feel a good deal cramped. I felt it on the journey
from Liverpool to London."
" Perhaps you were in a crowded carriage," Ralph suggested.
" Yes, but it was crowded with friends — a party of Americans
whose acquaintance I had made upon the steamer > a most lovely
group, from Little Rock, Arkansas. In spite of that I felt
cramped — I felt something pressing upon me; I couldn't tell
what it was. I felt at the very commencement as if I were not
going to sympathise with the atmosphere. But I suppose I
shall make my own atmosphere. Your surroundings seem very
attractive."
"Ah, we too are a lovely group!" said Ralph. "Wait a
little and you will see."
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this place, don't you know some place I can describe 1 " Isabel
promised she would bethink herself, and the next day, in con-
versation with her friend, she happened to mention her visit to
Lord Warburton's ancient house. "Ah, you must take me
there — that is just the place for me ! " Miss Stackpole exclaimed.
" I must get a glimpse of the nobility."
"I can't take you," said Isabel; "but Lord Warburton is
coming here, and you will have a chance to see him and observe
him. Only if you intend to repeat his conversation, I shall
certainly give him warning."
" Don't do that," her companion begged ; " I want him to
be natural"
" An Englishman is never so natural as when he is holding
his tongue," Isabel rejoined.
It was not apparent, at the end of three days, that his cousin
had fallen in love with their visitor, though he had spent a good
deal of time in her society. They strolled about the park
together, and sat under the trees, and in the afternoon, when
it was delightful to float along the Thames, Miss Stackpole
occupied a place in the boat in which hitherto Ralph had had
but a single companion. Her society had a less insoluble quality
than Ralph had expected in the natural perturbation of his sense
of the perfect adequacy of that of his cousin ; for the corre-
spondent of the Interviewer made him laugh a good deal, and he
had long since decided that abundant laughter should be the
embellishment of the remainder of his days. Henrietta, on her
side, did not quite justify Isabel's declaration with regard to her
indifference to masculine opinion ; for poor Ralph appeared to
have presented himself to her as an irritating problem, which it
would be superficial on her part not to solve.
" What does he do for a living % " she asked of Isabel, the
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evening of her arrivaL " Does he go round all day with his
hands in his pockets ] ''
" He does nothing," said Isabel, smiling ; " he's a gentleman
of leisure."
" Well, I call that a shame — when I have to work like a cotton-
mill," Miss Stackpole replied. " I should like to show him up."
" He is in wretched health ; he is quite unfit for work," Isabel
urged.
" Pshaw ! don't you believe it. I work when I am sick,"
cried her friend. Later, when she stepped into the boat, on
joining the water-party, she remarked to Kalph that she sup-
posed he hated her — he would like to drown her.
" Ah, no," said Ealph, " I keep my victims for a slower
torture. And you would be such an interesting one ! "
" Well, you do torture me, I may say that. But I shock all
your prejudices ; that's one comfort."
" My prejudices ] I haven't a prejudice to bless myself with.
There's intellectual poverty for you."
" The more shame to you ; I have some delicious prejudices.
Of course I spoil your flirtation, or whatever it is you call it,
with your cousin ; but I don't care for that, for I render your
cousin the service of drawing you out. She will see how thin
you are."
" Ah, do draw me out ! " Ealph exclaimed. " So few people
will take the trouble."
Miss Stackpole, in this undertaking, appeared to shrink from
no trouble ; resorting largely, whenever the opportunity offered,
to the natural expedient of interrogation. On the following day
the weather was bad, and in the afternoon the young man, by
way of providing in-door amusement, offered to show her the
pictures. Henrietta strolled through the long gallery in his
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society, while he pointed out its principal ornaments and men-
tioned the painters and subjects. Miss Stackpole looked at the
pictures in perfect silence, committing herself to no opinion, and
Ralph was gratified by the fact that she delivered herself of none
of the little ready-made ejaculations of delight of which the
visitors to Grardencourt were so frequently lavish. This young
lady, indeed, to do her justice, was but little addicted to the
use of conventional phrases ; there was something earnest and
inventive in her tone, which at times, in its brilliant deliberation,
suggested a person of high culture speaking a foreign language.
Ralph Touchett subsequently learned that she had at one time
ojB&ciated as art-critic to a Transatlantic journal ; but she appeared,
in spite of this fact, to carry in her pocket none of the small
change of admiration. Suddenly, just after he had called her
attention to a charming Constable, she turned and looked at him
as if he himself had been a picture.
" Do you always spend your time like this 1 " she demanded.
" I seldom spend it so agreeably," said RalpL
" Well, you know what I mean — without any regular occu-
pation."
" Ah," said Ralph, " I am the idlest man living."
Miss Stackpole turned her gaze to the Constable again, and
Ralph bespoke her attention for a small Watteau hanging near
it, which represented a gentleman in a pink doublet and hose and
a ruff, leaning against the pedestal of the statue of a nymph in a
garden, and playing the guitar to two ladies seated on the grass.
" That's my ideal of a regular occupation," he said.
Miss Stackpole turned to him again, and though her eyes had
rested upon the picture, he saw that she had not apprehended
the subject She was thinking of something much more
serious.
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" I don't see how you can reconcile it to your conscience,"
she said.
" My dear lady, I have no conscience ! "
"Well, I advise you to cultivate one. You will need it the
next time you go to America.'*
" I shall probably never go again."
" Are you ashamed to show yourself 1 "
Ealph meditated, with a gentle smile.
" I suppose that, if one has no conscience, one has no shame."
*' Well, you have got plenty of assurance," Henrietta declared.
" Do you consider it right to give up your country 1 "
" Ah, one doesn't give up one's country any more than one
gives up one's grandmother. It's antecedent to choice."
" I suppose that means that you would give it up if you
could ? What do they think of you over here 1 "
" They delight in me."
" That's because you truckle to them."
" Ah, set it down a little to my natural charm ! " Ealph urged.
" I don't know anything about your natural charm. If you
have got any charm, it's quite unnatural. It's wholly acquired
— or at least you have tried hard to acquire it, living over here.
I don't say you have succeeded. It's a charm that I don't
appreciate, any way. Make yourself useful in some way, and
then we will talk about it."
" Well now, tell me what I shall do," said Ealph.
" Go right home, to begin with."
" Yes, I see. And then 1 "
" Take right hold of something."
" WeU, now, what sort of thing 1 "
" Anything you please, so long as you take hold. Some new
idea, some big work"
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*^ Ib it yerj difBcnlt to take hold 1 " Balph inquiied.
" Not if you put your heart into it."
^* Ah, my heart,'' said Balph. ** If it depends upon my
heart "
" Haven't you got any 1 **
*^ I had one a few days ago, but I have lost it since."
''You are not serious," Miss Stackpole remarked; ''thafs
whaf s the matter with you." But for all this, in a day or two
she again permitted him to fix his attention, and on this
occasion assigned a different cause to his mysterious perversity.
'' I know what's the matter with you, Mr. Touchett," she said.
*' You think you are too good to get married."
'' I thought so till I |knew you. Miss Stackpole," Ralph
answered; **and then I suddenly changed my mind."
'' Oh, pshaw ! " Henrietta exclaimed impatiently.
" Then it seemed to me,*' said Ralph, " that I was not good
enough."
" It would improve you. Besides, it's your duty."
" Ah," cried the young man, " one has so many duties ! Is ^
that a duty tool"
" Of course it is — did you never know that before \ It's
every one's duty to get married."
Ralph meditated a moment ; he was disappointed. There
was something in Miss Stackpole he had begun to like ; it
seemed to him that if she was not a charming woman she
was at least a very good feUow. She was wanting in dis-
tinction, but, as Isabel had said, she was byave, and there
is always something fine about that. He had not supposed
her to be capable of vulgar arts ; but these last words struck
him as a false note. When a marriageable young woman
urges matrimony upon an unencumbered young man, the most
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obvious explanation of her conduct is not the altruistic
impulse.
" Ah, well now, there is a good deal to be said about that,"
Ralph rejoined.
" There may be, but that is the principal thing. I must say
I think it looks very exclusive, going round all alone, as if you
thought no woman was good enough for you. Do you think
you are better than any one else in the world ] In America it's
usual for people to marry."
" If it's my duty," Ralph asked, " is it not, by analogy, youra
as well!"
Miss Stackpole's brilliant eyes expanded still further.
" Have you the fond hope of finding a flaw in my reason-
ing 1 Of course I have got as good a right to marry as any one
else."
" Well then," said Ralph, " I won't say it vexes me to see
you single. It delights me rather."
" You are not serious yet. You never will be."
" Shall you not believe me to be so on the day that I tell
you I desire to give up the practice of going round alone 1 "
Miss Stackpole looked at him for a moment in a manner
which seemed to announce a reply that might technically be
called encouraging. But to his great surprise this expression
suddenly resolved itself into an appearance of alarm, and even
of resentment.
" No, not even then," she answered, dryly. After which she
walked away.
" I have not fallen in love with your friend," Ralph said that
evening to Isabel, " though we talked some time this morning
about it."
"And you said something she didn't like," the girl replied.
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Ralph stared. " Has she complained of me 1 "
" She told me she thinks there is something very low in the
tone of Europeans towards women."
** Does she call me a European 1 "
** One of the worst. She told me you had said to her some-
thing that an American never would have said. But she didn't
repeat it."
Ralph treated himself to a burst of resounding laughter.
" She is an extraordinary combination. Did she think I
was making love to her 1 "
" No ; I believe even Americans do that. But she apparently
thought you mistook the intention of something she had said,
and put an unkind construction on it."
" I thought she was proposing marriage to me, and I accepted
her. Was that unkind 1 "
Isabel smiled. "It was unkind to me. I don't want you
to marry."
" My dear cousin, what is one to do among you all 1 " Ralph
demanded. " Miss Stackpole tells me it's my bounden duty,
and that it's hers to see I do mine ! "
" She has a' great sense of duty," said Isabel, gravely. " She
has, indeed, and it's the motive of everything she says. That's
what I like her for. She thinks it's very frivolous for you to
be single; that's what she meant to express to you. If you
thought she was trying to — to attract you, you were very
wrong."
" It is true it was an odd way ; but I did think she was
trying to attract me. Excuse my superficiality."
" You are very conceited. She had no interested views, and
never supposed you would think she had."
" One must be very modest, then, to talk with such women,"
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Ralph said, humbly. " But it's a very strange type. She is
too personal — considering that she expects other people not to
be. She walks in without knocking at the door."
" Yes," Isabel admitted, " she doesn't sufficiently recognise the
existence of knockers ; and indeed I am not sure that she
doesn't think them a rather pretentious ornament. She thinks
one's door should stand ajar. But I persist in liking her."
** I persist in thinking her too familiar," Ralph rejoined,
naturally somewhat uncomfortable under the sense of having
been doubly deceived in Miss Stackpole.
" Well," said Isabel, smiling, " I am afraid it is because she
is rather vulgar that I like her."
" She would be flattered by your reason ! "
" If I should tell her, I would not express it in that way. I
should say it is because there is something of the ' people ' in
her."
" What do you know about the people 1 and what does she,
for that matter ] "
" She knows a great deal, and I know enough to feel that she
is a kind of emanation of the great democracy — of the continent,
the country, the nation. I don't say that she sums it all up,
that would be too much to ask of her. But she suggests it ;
she reminds me of it."
" You like her then for patriotic reasons. I am afraid it is
on those very grounds that I object to her."
" All," said Isabel, with a kind of joyous sigh, " I like so
many things ! If a thing strikes me in a certain way, I like it.
I don't want to boast, but I suppose I am rather versatile. I
like people to be totally difl^rent from Henrietta — in the style
of Lord Warburton's sisters, for instance. So long as I look at
the Misses Molyneux, they seem to me to answer a kind of ideal
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Then Henrietta presents herself, and I am immensely struck
with her ; not so much for herself as what stands behind her.**
" Ah, you mean the back view of her," Ralph suggested.
"What she says is true," his cousin answered; "you will never
be serious. I like the great country stretching away beyond
the rivers and across the prairies, blooming and smiling and
spreading, till it stops at the blue Pacific ! A strong, sweet,
fresh odour seems to rise from it, and Henrietta— excuse my
simile — has something of that odour in her garments."
Isabel blushed a little as she concluded this speech, and the
blush, together with the momentary ardour she had thrown into
it, was so becoming to her that Ealph stood smiling at her for a
moment after she had ceased speaking.
" I am not sure the Pacific is blue," he said ; " but you are a
woman of imagination. Henrietta, however, is fragrant — Hen-
rietta is decidedly fragrant ! "
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XL
He took a resolve after this not to misinterpret lier words,
even when Miss Stackpole appeared to strike the personal note
most strongly. He bethought himself that persons, in her view,
were simple and homogeneous organisms, and that he, for his
own part, was too perverted a representative of human nature to
have a right to deal with her in strict reciprocity. He carried
out his resolve with a great deal of tact, and the young lady
found in her relations with him no obstacle to the exercise of
that somewhat aggressive frankness which was the social expres-
sion of her nature. Her situation at Gardencourt, therefore,
appreciate as we have seen her to be by Isabel, and full of
appreciation herself of that fine freedom of composition which,
to her sense, rendered Isabel's character a sister-spirit, and of
the easy venerableness of Mr. Touchett, whose general tone, as
she said, met with her full approval — ^her situation at Garden-
court would have been perfectly comfortable, had she not con-
ceived an irresistible mistrust of the little lady to whom she had
at first supposed herself obliged to pay a certain deference as
mistress of the house. She presently discovered, however, that
this obligation was of the lightest, and that Mrs. Touchett cared
very little how Miss Stackpole behaved. Mrs. Touchett had
spoken of her to Isabel as a ** newspaper-woman,'* and expressed
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some surprise at her niece's having selected such a friend ; but
she had immediately added that she knew IsabeFs friends were
her own affair, and that she never undertook to like them all,
or to restrict the girl to those she liked.
" If you could see none but the people I like, my dear, you
would have a very small society," Mrs. Touchett frankly
admitted; " and I don't think I like any man or woman well
enough to recommend them to you. When it comes to recom-
mending, it is a serious affair. I don't like Miss Stackpole — I
don't like her tone. She talks too loud, and she looks at me
too hard. I am sure she has lived all her life in a boarding-
house, and I detest the style of manners that such a way of
living produces. If you ask me if I prefer my own manners,
which you doubtless think very bad, I will tell you that I
prefer them immensely. Miss Stackpole knows that I detest
boarding-house civilisation, and she detests me for detesting it,
because she thinks it is the highest in the world. She would
like Gardencourt a great deal better if it were a boarding-house.
For me, I find it almost too much of one ! We shall never get
on together, therefore, and there is no use trying."
Mrs. Touchett was right in guessing that Henrietta disap-
proved of her, but she had not quite put her finger on the reason.
A day or two after Miss Stackpole's arrival she had made some
invidious reflections on American hotels, which excited a vein
of counter-argument on the part of the correspondent of the
Interviewer^ who in the exercise of her profession had acquired
a large familiarity with the technical hospitality of her country.
Henrietta expressed the opinion that American hotels were the
best in the world, and Mrs. Touchett recorded a conviction that
they were the worst. Ealph, with his experimental geniality,
suggested, by way of healing the breach, that the truth lay
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between the two extremes, and that the establishments in
question ought to be described as fair middling. This contribu-
tion to the discussion, however. Miss Stackpole rejected with
scorn. Middling, indeed ! If they were not the best in the
world, they were the worst, but there was nothing middling
about an American hotel
" We judge from different points of view, evidently," said
Mrs. Touchett. " I like to be treated as an individual ; you
like to be treated as a * party.' "
** I don't know what you mean," Henrietta replied. " I like
to be treated as an American lady."
" Poor American ladies ! " cried Mrs. Touchett, with a laugh.
**They are the slaves of slaves."
" They are the companions of freemen," Henrietta rejoined.
"They are the companions of their servants — the Irish
chambermaid and the negro waiter. ^ They share their work."
" Do you call the domestics in an American household
* slaves ' ] " Miss Stackpole inquired. " If that's the way you
desire to treat them, no wonder you don't like America."
" If you have not good servants, you are miserable," Mrs.
Touchett said, serenely. " They are very bad in America, but
I have five perfect ones in Florence."
" I don't see what you want with five," Henrietta could not
help observing. " I don't think I should like to see five persons
surrounding me in that menial position."
" I like them in that position better than in some others,"
cried Mrs. Touchett, with a laugh.
" Should you like me better if I were your butler, dear 1 " her
husband asked.
"I don't think I should; you would make a very poor
butler."
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" The companions of freemen — I like that, Mias JStaokpole,"
said Ealph. " It's a beautiful description."
** When I said freemen, I didn't mean you, sir 1 "
And this was the only reward that Ealph got for his compli-
ment. Miss Stackpole was baffled ; she evidently thought there
was something treasonable in Mrs. Touchett's appreciation of a
class which she privately suspected of being a mysterious survival
of feudalism. It was perhaps because her mind was oppressed
with this image that she suffered some days to elapse before she
said to Isabel in the morning, while they were alone together,
" My dear friend, I wonder whether you are growing faith-
less r'
" Faithless 1 Faithless to you, Henrietta 1 '*
" No, that would be a great pain ; but it is not that."
" Faithless to my country, then ] "
"Ah, that I hope will never be. When I wrote to you
from Liverpool, I said I had something particular to tell you.
You have never asked me what it is. Is it because you have
suspected ] "
" Suspected whati As a rule, I don't think I suspect,'*
said Isabel. "I remember now that phrase in your letter,
but I confess I had forgotten it. What have you to tell
meV
Henrietta looked disappointed, and her steady gaze betrayed it
" You don't ask that right — as if you thought it important.
You are changed — ^you are thinking of other things."
" Tell me what you mean, and I will think of that."
" Will you really think of it ] That is what I wish to be
sure of."
" I have not much control of my thoughts, but I will do my
best," said Isabel
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Henrietta gazed at her, in silence, for a period of time which
tried Isabers patience, so that our heroine said at last —
" Do you mean that you are going to be married 1 **
" Not till I have seen Europe ! " said Miss Stackpole. " What
are you laughing at ] " she went on. " What I mean is, that Mr.
Goodwood came out in the steamer with me."
" Ah ! *' Isabel exclaimed, quickly.
^' You say that right. I had a good deal of talk with him ;
he has come after you."
" Did he tell you so 1 "
"No, he told me nothing; that's how I knew it," said
Henrietta, cleverly. " He said very little about you, but I spoke
of you a good deal"
Isabel was silent a moment. At the mention of Mr. Good-
wood's name she had coloured a little, and now her blush was
slowly fading.
" I am very sorry you did that," she observed at last.
'' It was a pleasure to me, and I liked the way he listened.
I could have talked a long time to such a listener; he was
so quiet, so intense ; he drank it all in."
" What did you say about me ? " Isabel asked.
" I said you were on the whole the finest creature I know.";, I
" I am very sorry for that. He thinks too well of me already ;
he ought not to be encouraged."
" He is dying for a little encouragement. I see his face now,
and his earnest, absorbed look, while I talked. I never saw an
ugly man look so handsome ! "
*'He is very simple-minded," said Isabel. "And he is not
so ugly."
" There is nothing so simple as a great passion."
" It is not a great passion ; I am very sure it is not that."
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" You don't say that as if you were sure."
Isabel gave rather a cold smile.
" I shall say it better to Mr. Goodwood himself ! "
" He will soon give you a chance," said Henrietta.
Isabel offered no answer to this assertion, which her com-
panion made with an air of great confidence.
** He will find you changed," the latter pursued. " You have
been affected by your new surroundings."
** Very likely. I am affected by everything."
" By everything but Mr. Goodwood ! " Miss Stackpole ex-
claimed, with a laugL
Isabel failed even to smile in reply ; and in a moment she
said —
" Did he ask you to speak to me 1 "
"Not in so many words. But his eyes asked it — and his
handshake, when he bade me good-bye."
" Thank you for doing so." And Isabel turned away.
" Yes, you are changed ; you have got new ideas over here,"
her friend continued.
" I hope so," said Isabel ; " one should get as many new ideas
as possible."
" Yes ; but they shouldn't interfere with the old ones."
Isabel turned about again. " If you mean that I had
any idea with regard to Mr. Goodwood " And then
she paused; Henrietta's bright eyes seemed to her to grow
enormous.
" My dear child, you certainly encouraged him," said Miss
Stackpole.
Isabel appeared for the moment to be on the point of denying
this charge, but instead of this she presently answered — " It
is very true; I did encourage him." And then she inquired
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whether her companion had learned from Mr. Goodwood what
he intended to do. This inquiry was a concession to curiosity,
for she did not enjoy discussing the gentleman with Henrietta
Stackpole, and she thought that in her treatment of the suhject
this faithful friend lacked delicacy.
" I asked him, and he said he meant to do nothing," Miss
Stackpole answered. " But I don't helieve that ; .he*s not a man
to do nothing. He is a man of action. Whatever happens to
him, he will always do something, and whatever he does will
he right."
"I quite helieve that," said Isahel. Henrietta might he
wanting in delicacy ; hut it touched the girl, all the same, to
hear this rich assertion made.
" Ah, you do care for him," Henrietta murmured.
" Whatever he does will he right," Isahel repeated. " When
a man is of that supernatural mould, what does it matter to him
whether one cares for him ? "
" It may not matter to him, but it matters to one's self."
" Ah, what it matters to me, that is not what we are discuss-
ing," said Isabel, smiling a little.
This time her companion was grave. " Well, I don't care ;
you have changed," she replied. " You are not the girl you
were a few short weeks ago, and Mr. Goodwood will see it. I
expect him here any day."
" I hope he will hate me, then," said Isabel.
" I believe that you hope it about as much as I believe that
he is capable of it."
To this observation our heroine made no rejoinder ; she was
absorbed in the feeling of alarm given her by Henrietta's intim-
ation that Caspar Goodwood would present himself at Garden -
court. Alarm is perhaps a violent term to apply to the uneasiness
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with which she regarded this contingency ; but her uneasiness
was keen, and there were various good reasons for it. She
pretended to herself that she thought the event impossible, and,
later, she communicated her disbelief to her friend ; but for the
next forty-eight hours, nevertheless, she stood prepared to hear
the young man's name announced. The feeling was oppressive ;
it made the air sultry, as if there were to be a change of
weather;- and the weather, socially speaking, had been so agree-
able during Isabel's stay at Grardeucourt that any change would
be for the worse. Her suspense, however, was dissipated on the
second day. She had walked into the park, in company with
the sociable Bunchie, and after strolling about for some time, in
a manner at once listless and restless, had seated herself on a
garden-bench, within sight of the house, beneath a spreading
beech, where, in a white dress ornamented with black ribbons,
she formed, among the flickering shadows, a very graceful and
harmonious image. She entertained herself for some moments
with talking to the little terrier, as to whom the proposal of an
ownership divided with her cousin had been applied as impar-
tially as possible — as impartially as Bunchie's own somewhat
fickle and inconstant sympathies would allow. But she was
notified for the first time, on this occasion, of the finite character
of Bunchie's intellect; hitherto she had been mainly struck with
its extent. It seemed to her at last that she would do well to
take a book ; formerly, when she felt heavy-hearted, she had
been able, with the help of some well-chosen volume, to transfer
the seat of consciousness to the organ of pure reason. Of late,
however, it was not to be denied, literature seemed a fading
light, and even after she had reminded herself that her uncle's
library was provided with a complete set of those authors which
no gentleman's collection should be without, she sat motionless
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and empty-handed, with her eyes fixed upon the cool green turf
of the lawn. Her meditations were presently interrupted by
the arrival of a servant, who handed her a letter. The letter
bore the London postmark, and was addressed in a hand that
she knew — that she seemed to know all the better, indeed, as
the writer had been present to her mind when the letter was
delivered. This document proved to be short, and I may give
it entire.
**My dear Miss Arohbr — I don't know whether you will
have heard of my coming to England, but even if you have not,
it will scarcely be a surprise to you. You will remember that
when you gave me my dismissal at Albany three months ago, I
did not accept it. I protested against it. You in fact appeared
to accept my protest, and to admit that I had the right on my
side. I had come to see you with the hope that you would let
me bring you over to my conviction ; my reasons for entertaining
this hope had been of the best. But you dbappointed it ; I
found you changed, and you were able to give me no reason for
the change. You admitted that you were unreasonable, and it
was the only concession you would make ; but it was a very
cheap one, because you are not unreasonable. No, you are not,
and you never will be. Therefore it is that I believe you will
let me see you again. You told me that I am not disagreeable
to you, and I believe it ; for I don't see why that should be. I
shall always think of you ; I shall never think of any one else.
I came to England simply because you are here ; I couldn't stay
at home after you had gone ; I hated the country because you
were not in it. If I like this country at present, it is only
because you are here. I have been to England before, but I
have never enjoyed it much. May I not come and see you
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for half-an-hourl This at present is the dearest wish of, yours
faithfully,
" Caspar Goodwood."
Isabel read Mr. Goodwood's letter with such profound atten-
tion that she had not perceived an approaching tread on the soft
grass. Looking up, however, as she mechanically folded the
paper, she saw Lord Warburton standing before her.
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She put the letter into her pocket, and offered her visitor a
smile of welcome, exhibiting no trace of discomposure, and half
surprised at her self-possession.
** They told me you were out here," said Lord Warburton ;
" and as there was no one in the drawing-room, and it is really
you that I wish to see, I came out with no more ado."
Isabel had got up ; she felt a wish, for the moment, that he
should not sit down beside her. " I was just going in-doors,"
she said.
"Please don't do that; it is much pleasanter here; I have
ridden over from Lockleigh ; it's a lovely day." His smile was
peculiarly friendly and pleasing, and his whole person seemed to
emit that radiance of good-feeling and good fare which had
formed the charm of the girl's first impression of him. It
surrounded him like a zone of fine June weather.
"We will walk about a little, then," said Isabel, who could
not divest herself of the sense of an intention on the part of her
visitor, and who wished both to elude the intention and to satisfy
her curiosity regarding it. It had flashed upon her vision once
before, and it had given her on that occasion, as we know, a
certain alarm. This alarm was composed of several elements, not
all of which were disagreeable ; she had indeed spent some days
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in analysing them, and had succeeded in separating the pleasant
part of this idea of Lord Warhurton*s making love to her from
the painful. It may appear to some readers that the young lady
was hoth precipitate and unduly fastidious; but the latter of
these facts, if the charge be true, may serve to exonerate her from
the discredit of the former. She was not eager to convince her-
self that a territorial magnate, as she had heard Lord Warburton
called, was smitten with her charms ; because a declaration from
such a source would point more questions than it would answer.
She had received a strong impression of Lord Warburton*s being
a personage, and she had occupied herself in examining the idea.
At the risk of making the reader smile, it must be said that there
had been moments when the intimation that she was admired by
a " personage " struck her as an aggression which she would
rather have been spared. She had never known a personage
before ; there were no personages in her native land. When she
had thought of such matters as this, she had done so on the basis
of character — of what one liked in a gentleman's mind and in
his talk. She herself was a character — she could not help being
aware of that ; and hitherto her visions of a completed life had
concerned themselves largely with moral images — things as to
which the question would be whether they pleased her soul.
Lord Warburton loomed up before her, largely and brightly, as a
collection of attributes and powers which were not to be measured
by this simple rule, but which demanded a diiSerent sort of
appreciation — an appreciation which the girl, with her habit of
judging quickly and freely, felt that she lacked the patience to
bestow. Of course, there would be a short cut to it, and, as Lord
Warburton was evidently a very fine fellow, it would probably
also be a safe cut. Isabel was able to say all this to herself, but
she was unable to feel the force of it. What she felt was that a
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territorial, a political, a social magnate had conceived the design
of drawing her into the system in which he lived and moved. A
certain instinct, not imperious, but persuasive, told her to resist
— it murmured to her that virtually she had a system and an
orbit of her own. It told her other things besides— things which
both contradicted and confirmed each other ; that a girl might
do much worse than trust herself to such a man as Lord War-
burton, and that it would be very interesting to see something of
his system from his own point of view ; that, on the other hand,
however, there was evidently a great deal of it which she should
regard only as an incumbrance, and that even in the whole there
was something heavy and rigid which would make it unaccept-
able. Furthermore, there was a young man lately come from
America who had no system at all ; but who had a character of
which it was useless for her to try to persuade herself that the
impression on her mind had been light. The letter that she
carried in her pocket sufficiently reminded her of the contrary.
Smile not, however, I venture to repeat, at this simple young
lady from Albany, who debated whether she should accept
an English peer before he had offered himself, and who
was disposed to believe that on the whole she could do better.
She was a person of great good faith, and if there was a great
deal of folly in her wisdom, those who judge her severely may
have the satisfaction of finding that, later, she became consist-
ently wise only at the cost of an amount of folly which will
constitute almost a direct appeal to charity.
Lord Warburton seemed quite ready to walk, to sit, or to do
anything that Isabel should propose, and he gave her this assur-
ance with his usual air of being particularly pleased to exercise a
social virtue. But he was, nevertheless, not in command of his
emotions, and as he strolled beside her for a moment, in silence,
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looking at her without letting her know it, there was something
emharrassed in his glance and his misdirected laughter. Yes,
assuredly — as we have touched on the point, we may return to
it for a moment again — ^the English are the most romantic people
in the world, and Lord Warburton was ahout to give an example
of it. He was about to take a step which would astonish aUr his
friends and displease a great many of them, and which, superfici-
ally, had nothing to recommend it. The young lady who trod
the turf beside him had come from a queer country across the
sea, which he knew a good deal about ; her antecedents, her
associations, were very vague to his mind, except in so far as they
were generic, and in this sense they revealed themselves with a
certain vividness. Miss Archer had neither a fortune nor the sort
of beauty that justifies a man to the multitude, and he calculated
that he had spent about twenty-six hours in her company. He
had summed up all this — the perversity of the impulse, which
had declined to avail itself of the most liberal opportunities to
subside, and the judgment of mankind, as exemplified particularly
in the more quickly-judging half of it; he had looked these
things well in the face, and then he had dismissed them from his
thoughts. He cared no more for them than for the rosebud in
his button-hole. It is the good fortune of a man who for the
greater part of a lifetime has abstained without effort from
making himself disagreeable to his friends, that when the need
comes for such a course it is not discredited by irritating
associations.
" I hope you had a pleasant ride," said Isabel, who observed
her companion's hesitancy.
" It would have been pleasant if for nothing else than that it
brought me here,'' Lord Warburton answered.
" Are you so fond of Gardencourt 1 " the girl asked ; more
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and more sure that he meant to make some demand of her ;
wishing not to challenge him if he hesitated, and yet to keep
all the quietness of her reason if he proceeded. It suddenly
came upon her that her situation was one which a few weeks
ago she would have deemed deeply romantic ; the park of an
old English country-house, with the foreground embellished by
a local nobleman in the act of making love to a young lady
who, on careful inspection, should be found to present remarkable
analogies with herself. But if she were now the heroine of the
situation, she succeeded scarcely the less in looking at it from
the outside.
" I care nothing for Gardencourt," said Lord Warburton ; ** I
care only for you."
" You have known me too short a time to have a right to
say that, and I cannot believe you are serious."
These words of IsabeFs were not perfectly sincere, for she
had no doubt whatever that he was serious. They were simply
a tribute to the feict, of which she was perfectly aware, that
those he himself had just uttered would have excited surprise
on the part of the public at large. And, moreover, if anything
beside the sense she had already acquired that Lord Warburton
was not a frivolous person had been needed to convince her, the
tone in which he replied to her would quite have served the
purpose.
" One's right in such a matter is not measured by the time,
Miss Archer ; it is measured by the feeling itself. If I were to
wait three months, it would make no difference ; I shall not be
more sure of what I mean than I am to-day. Of course I have
seen you very little; but my impression dates from the very
first hour we met. I lost no time ; I fell in love with you
then. It was at first sight, as the novels say; I know now
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that is not a fancy-phrase, and I shall think better of novels
for evermore. Those two days I spent here settled it ; I don't
know whether you suspected I was doing so, but I paid —
mentally speaking, I mean — the greatest possible attention to.
you. Nothing you said, nothing you did, was lost upon me.
When you came to Gardencourt the other day — or rather, when
you went away — I was perfectly sure. Nevertheless, I made
up my mind to think it over, and to question myself narrowly.
I have done so ; all these days I have thought of nothing else.
I don't make mistakes about such things; I am a very
judicious fellow. I don't go off easily, but when I am touched,
it's for life. It's for life. Miss Archer, it's for life," Lord
Warburton repeated in the kindest, tenderest, pleasantest voice
Isabel had ever heard, and looking at her with eyes that shone
with the light of a passion that had sifted itself clear of the
baser parts of emotion — the heat, the violence, the unreason —
and which burned as steadily as a lamp in a windless place.
By tacit consent, as he talked, they had walked more and
more slowly, and at last they stopped, and he took her hand.
" Ah, Lord Warburton, how little you know me ! " Isabel said,
very gently ; gently, too, she drew her hand away.
" Don't taunt me with that ; that I don't know you better
makes me unhappy enough already ; it's all my loss. But that
is what I want, and it seems to me I am taking the best way.
If you will be my wife, then I shall know you, and when I tell
you all the good I think of you, you will not be able to say it
is from ignorance."
" If you know me little, I know you even less," said IsabeL
"You mean that, unlike yourself, I may not improve on
acquaintance? Ah, of course, that is very possible. But
think, to speak to you as I do, how determined I must be
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to try and give satisfaction! You do like me rather, don't
you 1 "
" I like you very much, Lord Warhurton," the girl answered ;
and at this moment she liked him immensely.
" I thank you for saying that ; it shows you don't regard me
as a stranger. I really believe I have filled all the other
relations of life very creditably, and I don't see why I should
not fill this one — ^in which I offer myself to you — seeing that I
care so much more about it. Ask the people who know me
well ; I have friends who will speak for me."
"I don't need the recommendation of your friends,'* said
Isabel.
"Ah now, that is delightful of you. You believe in me
yourself."
" Completely," Isabel declared ; and it was the truth.
The light in her companion's eyes turned into a smile, and he
gave a long exhalation of joy.
, "If you are mistaken. Miss Archer, let me lose all I
possess ! "
She wondered whether he meant this for a reminder that he
was rich, and, on the instant, felt sure that he did not. He
was sinking that, as he would have said himself; and indeed
he might safely leave it to the memory of any interlocutor,
especially of one to whom he was offering his hand. Isabel
had prayed that she might not be agitated, and her mind was
tranquil enough, even while she listened and asked herself what
it was best she should say, to indulge^ in this incidental
criticism. What she should say, had she asked herself 1 Her
foremost wish was to say something as nearly as possible as
kind as what he had said to her. His words had carried
perfect conviction with them ; she felt that he loved her.
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"I thank you more than I can say for your offer/' she
rejoined at last ; " it does me great honour."
" Ah, don*t say that ! " Lord Warburton broke out. " I was
afraid you would say something like that. I don't see what
you have to do with that sort of thing. I don't see why you
should thank me — ^it is I who ought to thank you, for listening
to me ; a man whom you know so little, coming down on you
with such a thumper ! Of course it's a great question ; I must
tell you that I would rather ask it than have it to answer
myself. But the way you have listened — or at least your
having listened at all — ogives me some hope."
" Don't hope too much," Isabel said.
" Oh, Miss Archer ! " her companion murmured, smiling
again in his seriousness, as if such a warning might perhaps be
taken but as the play of high spirits — ^the coquetry of elation.
" Should you be greatly surprised if I were to beg you not to
hope at all ? " Isabel asked.
" Surprised 1 I don't know what you mean by surprise. It
wouldn't be that ; it would be a feeling very much worse."
Isabel walked on again ; she was silent for some minutes.
" I am very sure that, highly as I already think of you, my
opinion of you, if I should know you well, would only rise.
But I am by no means sure that you would not be disappointed.
And I say that not in the least out of conventional modesty ;
it is perfectly sincere."
"I am willing to risk it, Miss Archer," her companion
answered.
" It's a great question, as you say ; it's a very difl&cult
question."
" I don't expect you, of course, to answer it outright. Think
it over as long as may be necessary. If I can gain by waiting,
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I will gladly wait a long time. Only remember that in the end
my dearest happiness depends upon your answer."
" I should be very sorry to keep you in suspense," said
Isabel.
" Oh, don't mind. I would much rather have a good answer
six months hence than a bad one to-day."
" But it is very probable that even six months hence I should
not be able to give you one that you would think good."
" Why not, since you really like me 1 "
" Ah, you must never doubt of that," said Isabel.
,; ," Well, then, I don't see what more you ask ! "
" It is not what I ask ; it is what I can give. I don't think
I should suit you ; I really don't think I should."
"You needn't bother about that; that's my affair. You
needn't be a better royalist than the king."
" It is not only that," said Isabel ; " but I am not sure I wish
to marry any one."
"Very likely you don't. I have no doubt a great many
women begin that way," said his lordship, who, be it averred,
did not in the least believe in the axiom he thus beguiled his
anxiety by uttering. " But they are frequently persuaded."
" Ah, that is because they want to be ! "
And Isabel lightly laughed.
Her suitor's countenance fell, and he looked at her for a
whHe in silence.
" I'm afraid it's my being an Englishman that makes you
hesitate," he saidj presently. " I know your uncle thinks you
ought to marry in your own country."
Isabel listened to this assertion with some interest; it had
never occurred to her that Mr. Touchett was Hkely to discuss
her matrimonial prospects with Lord Warburton.
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" Has he told you that 1 " she asked.
" I remember his making the remark ; he spoke perhaps of
Americans generally."
" He appears himself to have found it very pleasant to live in
England," said Isabel, in a manner that might have seemed a
little perverse, but which expressed both her constant perception
of her uncle's pictorial circumstances and her general dis-
position to elude any obligation to take a restricted view.
It gave her companion hope, and he immediately exclaimed,
warmly —
*' Ah, my dear Miss Archer, old England is a very good sort
of country, you know ! And it will be still better when we
have furbished it up a little."
"Oh, don't furbish it, Lord Warburton; leave it alone; I
like it this way."
" Well, then, if you like it, I am more and more unable to
see your objection to what I propose."
" I am afraid I can't make you understand."
" You ought at least to try ; I have got a fair intelligence.
Are you afraid — afraid of the climate? We can easily live
elsewhere, you know. You can pick out your climate, the
whole world over."
These words were uttered with a tender eagerness which
went to Isabel's heart, and she would have given her little
finger at that moment, to feel, strongly and simply, the
impulse to answer, "Lord Warburton, it is impossible for
a woman to do better in this world than to commit herself
to your loyalty," But though she could conceive the impulse,
she could not let it operate; her imagination was charmed,
but it was not led captive. What she finally bethought
herself of saying was something very different — something
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which altogether deferred the need of answering, " Don't
think me unkind if I ask you to say no more about this to-day."
" Certainly, certainly 1 " cried Lord Warburton. " I wouldn't
bore you for the world."
" You have given me a great deal to think about, and I
promise you I will do it justice."
"That's all I ask of you, of course — and that you will
remember that my happiness is in your hands."
Isabel listened with extreme respect to this admonition,
but she said after a minute — "I must tell you that what
I shall think about is some way of letting you know that what
you ask is impossible, without making you miserable."
" There is no way to do that. Miss Archer. I won't say that,
if you refuse me, you will kill me ; I shall not die of it. But I
shall do worse ; I shall live to no purpose."
" You will live to marry a better woman than I."
" Don't say that, please," said Lord Warburton, very gravely.
" That is fair to neither of us."
" To marry a worse one, then."
" K there are better women than you, then I prefer the bad
ones ; that's all I can say," he went on, with the same gravity.
" There is no accounting for tastes."
His gravity made her feel equally grave, and she showed it
by again requesting him to drop the subject for the present.
" I will speak to you myself, very soon," she said. " Perhaps
I shall write to you."
" At your convenience, yes," he answered. " Whatever time
you take, it must seem to me long, and I suppose I must make
the best of that."
" I shall not keep you in suspense ; I only want to collect
my mind a little."
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He gave a melancholy sigh and stood looking at her a
moment, with his hands behind him, giving short nervous
shakes to his hunting-whip. " Do you know I am very much
afraid of it — of that mind of yours 1 "
Our heroine's biographer can scarcely tell why, but the
question made her start and brought a conscious blush to her
cheek. She returned his look a moment, and then, with a note
in her voice that might almost have appealed to his compassion
— " So am I, my lord ! " she exclaimed.
His compassion was not stirred, however ; all that he possessed
of the faculty of pity was needed at home. " Ah ! be merciful,
be merciful," he murmured.
^* I think you had better go," said Isabel. " I will write to you."
" Very good ; but whatever you write, I will come and see
you." And then he stood reflecting, with his eyes fixed on the
observant countenance of Bunchie, who had the air of having
understood all that had been said, and of pretending to carry
oft* the indiscretion by a simulated fit of curiosity as to the roots
of an ancient beech. "There is one thing more," said Lord
Warburton. " You know, if you don't like Lockleigh — if you
think it's damp, or anything of that sort — you need never go
within fifty miles of it. It is not damp, by the way ; I have
had the house thoroughly examined ; it is perfectly sanitary.
But if you shouldn't fancy it, you needn't dream of living in it.
There is no difficulty whatever about that ; there are plenty of
houses. I thought I would just mention it; some people don't
like a moat, you know. Good-bye."
" I delight in a moat," said Isabel. " Good-bye."
He held out his hand, and she gave him hers a moment
— a moment long enough for him to bend his head and
kiss it. Then, shaking his hunting-whip with little quick
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strokes, he walked rapidly away. He was evidently very
nervous.
Isabel herself was nervous, but she was not affected as she
would have imagined. What she felt was not a great responsi-
bility, a great difficulty of choice ; for it appeared to her that
there was no choice in the question. She could not marry Lord
Warburton; the idea failed to correspond to any vision of
happiness that she had hitherto entertained, or was now capable
of entertaining. She must write this to him, she must convince
him, and this duty was comparatively simple. But what
disturbed her, in the sense that it struck her with wonderment,
was this very fact that it cost her so little to refuse a great
opportunity. With whatever qualifications one would. Lord
Warburton had offered her a great opportunity; the situation
might have discomforts, might contain elements that would
displease her, but she did her sex no injustice in believing that
nineteen women out of twenty would accommodate themselves
to it with extreme zeal. Why then upon her also should it not
impose itself 1 Who was she, what was she, that she should
hold herself superior? What view of life, what design upon
fate, what conception of happiness, had she that pretended to be
larger than this large occasion 1 If she would not do this, then
she must do great things, she must do something greater. Poor
Isabel found occasion to remind herself from time to time that
she must not be too proud, and nothing could be more sincere
than her prayer to be delivered from such a danger; for the
isolation and loneliness of pride had for her mind the horror
of a desert place. If it were pride that interfered with her
accepting Lord Warburton, it was singularly misplaced ; and she
was so conscious of liking him that she ventured to assure
herself it was not. She liked him too much to marry him, that
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•was the point; something told her that she should not be
satisfied, and to inflict upon a man who offered so much a
wife with a tendency to criticise Vould be a peculiarly discredit-
able act. She had promised him that she would consider
his proposal, and when, after he had left her, she wandered
back to the bench where he had found her, and lost herself
in meditation, it might have seemed that she was keeping her
word. But this was not the case ; she was wondering whether
she were not a cold, hard girl; and when at last she got up
and rather quickly went back to the house, it was because,
as she had said to Lord Warburton, she was really frightened
at herself.
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XIII.
It was this feeling, and not the wish to ask advice — she had
no desire whatever for that — that led her to speak to her uncle
of what Lord Warburton had said to her. She wished to speak
to some one ; she should feel more natural, more human, and her
uncle, for this purpose, presented himself in a more attractive
light than either her aunt or her friend Henrietta. Her cousin,
of course, was a possible confidant; but it would have been
disagreeable to her to confide this particular matter to Ealph.
So, the next day, after breakfast, she sought her occasion. Her
uncle never left his apartment till the afternoon ; but he received
his cronies, as he said, in his dressing-room. Isabel had quite
taken her place in the class so designated, which, for the rest,
included the old man's son, his physician, his personal servant,
and even Miss Stackpole. Mrs. Touchett did not figure in the
list, and this was an obstacle the less to Isabel's finding her
uncle alone. He sat in a complicated mechanical chair, at the
open window of his room, looking westward over the park and
the river, with his newspapers and letters piled up beside him,
his toilet freshly and minutely made, and his smooth, speculative
face composed to benevolent expectation.
Isabel approached her point very directly. " I think I ought
to let you know that Lord Warburton has asked me to marry
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him. I suppose I ought to tell my aunt ; but it seems best to
tell you first."
The old man expressed no surprise, but thanked her for the
confidence she showed him. " Do you mind telling me whether
you accepted him ? " he added.
"I have not answered him definitely yet; I have taken ^a
little time to think of it, because that seems more respectful.
But I shall not accept him."
Mr. Touchett made no comment upon this ; he had the air of
thinking that whatever interest he might take in the matter
from the point of view of sociability, he had no active voice
in it. "Well, I told you you would be a success over here.
Americans are highly appreciated."
"Very highly indeed," said Isabel "But at the cost of
seeming ungrateful, 1 don't think I can marry Lord Warburton."
"Well," her uncle went on, "of course an old man can't
judge for a young lady. I am glad you didn't ask me before
you made up your mind. I suppose I ought to tell you," he
added slowly, but as if it were not of much consequence, " that
I have known all about it these three days."
" About Lord Warburton's state of mind 1 "
" About his intentions, as they say here. He wrote me a very
pleasant letter, telling me all about them. Should you like to
see it 1 " the old man asked, obligingly.
"Thank you; I don't think I care about that. But I am
glad he wrote to you ; it was right that he should, and he would
be certain to do what was right."
" Ah, well, I guess you do like him ! " Mr. Touchett declared.
" You needn't pretend you don't."
*^ I like him extremely ; I am very free to admit that. But I
don't wish to marry any one just now."
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"You think some one ^lay come along whom you may
like better. Well, that's very likely," said Mr. Touchett, who
appeared to wish to show his: kindness to the girl hy easing off
her decision, as it were, and finding cheerful reasons for it.
" I don't care if I don't meet any one else ; I like Lord
Warburton quite well enough," said Isabel, with that appearance
of a sudden change of point of view with which she sometimes
startled and even displeased her interlocutors.
Her uncle, however, seemed proof against either of these
sensations.
" He's a very fine man," he resumed, in a tone which might
have passed for that of encouragement. " His letter was one of
the pleasantest letters I have received in some weeks. I suppose
one of the reasons I liked it was that it was all about you ; that
is, all except the part which was about himself. I suppose he
told you all that."
" He would have told me everything I wished to ask him,"
Isabel said.
" But you didn't feel curious ? "
" My curiosity would have been idle — once I had determined
to decline his offer."
"You didn't find it sufficiently attractive 1" Mr. Touchett
inquired.
The girl was silent a moment.
"I suppose it was that," she presently admitted. "But I
don't know why."
" Fortunately, ladies are not obliged to give reasons," said her
uncle. "There's a great deal that's attractive about such an
idea ; but I don't see why the English should want to entice us
away from our native land. I know that we try to attract them
over there; but that's because our population is insufficient.
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Here, you know, they are rather crowded. However, I suppose
there is room for charming young ladies everywhere."
" There seems to have been room here for you," said Isabel,
whose eyes had been wandering over the large pleasure-spaces of
the park.
Mr. Touchett gave a shrewd, conscious smile.
" There is room everywhere, my dear, if you will pay for it.
I sometimes think I have paid too much for this. Perhaps you
also might have to pay too much."
" Perhaps I might,'' the girl replied.
This suggestion gave her something more definite to rest upon
than she had found in her own thoughts, and the fact of her
uncle's genial shrewdness being associated with her dilemma
seemed to prove to her that she was concerned with the natural
and reasonable emotions of life, and not altogether a victim to
intellectual eagerness and vague ambitions — ambitions reaching
beyond Lord Warburton's handsome offer to something inde-
finable and possibly not commendable. In so far as the
indefinable had an influence upon Isabel's behaviour at this
juncture, it was not the conception, however unformulated, of
a union with Caspar Goodwood ; for however little she might
have felt warranted in lending a receptive ear to her English
suitor, she was at least as far removed from the disposition to
let the young man from Boston take complete possession of her.
The sentiment in which she ultimately took refuge, after reading
his letter, was a critical view of his having come abroad ; for
it was part of the influence he had upon her that he seemed
to take from her the sense of freedom. There was something
too forcible, something oppressive and restrictive, in the manner
in which he presented himself. She had been haunted at
moments by the image of his disapproval, and she had wondered
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— a consideration she had never paid in one equal degree to any
one else — whether he would like what she did. The difl&culty
was that more than any man she had ever known, more than
poor Lord Warburton (she had begun now to give his lordship
the benefit of this epithet), Caspar Goodwood gave her an
impression of energy. She might like it or not, but at any
rate there was something very strong about him ; even in one's
usual contact with him one had to reckon with it. The idea of
a diminished liberty was particularly disagreeable to Isabel at
present, because it seemed to her that she had just given a sort
of personal accent to her independence by making up her mind
to refuse Lord Warburton. Sometimes Caspar Goodwood had
seemed to range himself on the side of her destiny, to be the
stubbornest fact she knew ; she said to herself at such moments
that she might evade him for a time, but that she must make
terms with him at last — terms which would be certain to be
favourable to himself. Her impulse had been to avail herself of
the things that helped her to resist such an obligation ; and this
impulse had been much concerned in her eager acceptance of her
aunt's invitation, which had come to her at a time when she
expected from day to day to see Mr. Goodwood, and when she
was glad to have an answer ready for something she was sure he
woTild say to her. When she had told him at Albany, on the
evening of Mrs. Touchett's visit, that she could not now discuss
difficult questions, because she was preoccupied with the idea of
going to Europe with her aunt, he declared that this was no
answer at all ; and it was to obtain a better one that he followed
her across the seas. To say to herself that he was a kind of
fate was well enough for a fanciful young woman, who was able
to take much for granted in him ; but the reader has a right to
demand a description less metaphysical.
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He was the son of a proprietor of certain well-known cotton-
mills in Massachusetts — a gentleman who had accumulated a
considerahle fortune in the exercise of this industry. Caspar
now managed the establishment, with a judgment and a brilliancy
which, in spite of keen competition and languid years, had kept
its prosperity from dwindling. He had received the better part
of his education at Harvard University, where, however, he had
gained more renown as a gymnast and an oarsman than as a
votary of culture. Later, he had become reconciled to culture,
and though he was still fond of sport, he was capable of showing
an excellent understanding of other matters. He had a remark-
able aptitude for mechanics, and had invented an improvement
in the cotton-spinning process, which was now largely used and
was known by his name. You might have seen his name in
the papers in connection with this fruitful contrivance ; assur-
ance of which he had given to Isabel by showing her in the
columns of the New York Interviewer an exhaustive article on
the Goodwood patent — an article not prepared by Miss Stackpole,
friendly as she had proved herself to his more sentimental
interests. He had great talent for business, for administration^
and for making people execute his purpose and carry out his
views — for managing men, as the phrase was ; and to give its
complete value to this faculty, he had an insatiable, an almost
fierce, ambition. It always struck people who knew him that
he might do greater things than carry on a cotton-factory ; there
was nothing cottony about Caspar Goodwood, and his friends
took for granted that he would not always content himself with
that. He had once said to Isabel that, if the United States
were only not such a confoundedly peaceful nation, he would
find his proper place in the army. He keenly regretted that
the Civil War should have terminated just as he had grown old
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enough to wear shoulder-straps, and was sure that if something
of the same kind would only occur again, he would make a
display of striking militarj' talent. It pleased Isahel to believe
that he had the qualities of a famous captain, and she answered
that, if it would help him on, she shouldn't object to a war —
a speech which ranked -among the three or four most encouraging
ones he had elicited from her, and of which the value was not
diminished by her subsequent regret at having said anything so
heartless, inasmuch as she never communicated this regret to
him. She liked at any rate this idea of his being potentially a
commander of men — liked it much better than some other points
in his character and appearance. She cared nothing about his
cotton-mill, and the Goodwood patent left her imagination
absolutely cold. She wished him not an inch less a man than
he was ; but she sometimes thought he would be rather nicer if
he looked, for instance, a little differently. His jaw was too
square and grim, and his figure too straight and stiff; these
things suggested a want of easy adaptability to some of the
occasions of life. Then she regarded with disfavour a habit he
had of dressing always in the same manner ; it was not appar-
ently that he wore the same clothes continually, for, on the
contrary, his garments had a way of looking rather too new.
But they all seemed to be made of the same piece ; the pattern,
the cut, was in every case identical. She had reminded herself
more than once that this was a frivolous objection to a man of
Mr. Goodwood's importance; and then she had amended the
rebuke by saying that it would be a frivolous objection if she
were in love with him. She was not in love with him, and
therefore she might criticise his small defects as well as his great
ones — which latter consisted in the collective reproach of his
being too serious, or, rather, not of his being too serious, for one
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could never be that, but of his seeming so. He showed his
seriousness too simply, too artlessly ; when one was alone with
him he talked too much about the same subject, and when other
people were present he talked too little about anything. And
yet he was the strongest man she had ever known, and she
believed that at bottom he was the cleverest It was very
strange; she was far from understanding the contradictions
among her own impressions. Caspar Goodwood had never
corresponded to her idea of a delightful person, and she supposed
that this was why he was so unsatisfactory. When, however,
Lord Warburton, who not only did correspond with it, but gave
an extension to the term, appealed to her approval, she found
herself still unsatisfied. It was certainly strange.
Such incongruities were not a help to answering Mr. Good-
wood's letter, and Isabel determined to leave it a while unanswered.
If he had determined to persecute her, he must take the conse-
quences ; foremost among which was his being left to perceive
that she did not approve of his coming to Gardencourt. She
was already liable to the incursions of one suitor at this place,
and though it might be pleasant to be appreciated in opposite
quarters, Isabel had a personal shrinking from entertaining
two lovers at once, even in a case where the entertainment
should consist of dismissing them. She sent no answer to
Mr. Goodwood ; but at the end of three days she wrote to Lord
Warburton, and the letter belongs to our history. It ran as
follows.
" Dear Lord Warburton — A great deal of careful reflection
has not led me to change my mind about the suggestion you
were so kind as to make me the other day. I do not find myself
able to regard you in the light of a husband, or to regard your
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home — your various homes — in the light of my own. These
things cannot he reasoned ahout, and I very earnestly entreat
you not to return to the suhject we discussed so exhaustively.
We see our lives from our own point of view ; that is the privi-
lege of the weakest and humblest of us ; and I shall never be
able to see mine in the manner you proposed. Kindly let this
suffice you, and do me the justice to believe that I have given
your proposal the deeply respectful consideration it deserves.
It is with this feeling of respect that I remain very truly
yours,
"Isabel Archer."
While the author of this missive was making up her mind to
despatch it, Henrietta Stackpole formed a resolution which was
accompanied by no hesitation. She invited Kalph Touchett to
take a walk with her in the garden, and when he had assented
with that alacrity which seemed constantly to testify to his high
expectations, she informed him that she had a favour to ask of
him. It may be confided to the reader that at this information
the young man flinched ; for we know that Miss Stackpole had
struck him as indiscreet. The movement was unreasonable,
however ; for he had measured the limits of her discretion as
little as he had explored its extent ; and he made a very civil
profession of the desire to serve her. He was afraid of her, and
he presently told her so.
" When you look at me in a certain way," he said, " my knees
knock together, my faculties desert me ; I am filled with trepid-
ation, and I ask only for strength to execute your commands.
You have a look which I have never encountered in any
woman."
" WeU," Henrietta replied, good-humouredly, " if I had not
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known before that you were trying to turn me into ridicule, I
should know it now. Of course I am easy game — I was brought
up with such different customs and ideas. I am not used to
your arbitrary standards, and I have never been spoken to in
America as you have spoken to me. If a gentleman conversing
with me over there, were to speak to me like that, I shouldn't
know what to make of it. We take everything more naturally
over there, and, after all, we are a great deal more simple.
I admit that ; I am very simple myself. Of course, if you choose
to laugh at me for that, you are very welcome; but I think
on the whole I would rather be myself than you. I am quite
content to be myself; I don't want to change. There are plenty
of people that appreciate me just as I am ; it is true they are
only Americans ! " Henrietta had lately taken up the tone of
helpless innocence and large concession. " I want you to assist
me a little," she went on. "I don't care in the least whether I
amuse you while you do so ; or, rather, I am perfectly wOling
that your amusement should be your reward. I want you to
help me about Isabel."
" Has she injured you 1 " Kalph asked.
" If she had I shouldn't mind, and I should never tell you.
What I am afraid of is that she will injure herself."
" I think that is very possible," said Ealph.
His companion stopped in the garden-walk, fixing on him a
gaze which may perhaps have contained the quality that caused
his knees to knock together. " That, too, would amuse you, I
suppose. The way you do say things I I never heard any one
so indifferent."
" To Isabel 1 Never in the world."
" Well, you are not in love with her, I hope."
" How can that be, when I am in love with another 1 "
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" You are in love with yourself, that's the other ! " Miss
Stackpole declared. " Much good may it do you ! But if you
wish to be serious once in your life, here's a chance ; and if you
really care for your cousin, here is an opportunity to prove it. I
don't expect you to understand her ; that's too much to ask.
But you needn't do that to grant my favour. I will supply the
necessary intelligence."
*' I shall enjoy that immensely ! " Ralph exclaimed. " I will
be Caliban, and you shall be Ariel."
" You are not at all like Caliban, because you are sophisti-
cated, and Caliban was not. But I am not talking about
imaginary characters ; I am talking about Isabel. Isabel is
intensely real. What I wish to tell you is that I find her
fearfully changed."
" Since you came, do you mean ? "
" Since I came, and before I came. She is not the same as
she was."
" As she was in America 1 "
" Yes, in America. I suppose you know that she comes from
there. She can't help it, but she does."
** Do you want to change her back again ? "
" Of course I do ; and I want you to help me."
" Ah," said Ralph, " I am only Caliban ; I am not Prospero."
" You were Prospero enough to make her what she has
become. You have acted on Isabel Archer since she came here,
Mr. Touchett."
"I, my dear Miss Stackpole? Never in the world. Isabel
Archer has acted on me — ^yes ; she acts on every one. But I
have been absolutely passive."
" You are too passive, then. You had better stir yourself and
be caref uL Isabel is changing every day ; she is drifting away —
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right out to sea. I have watched her and I can see it. She is
not the bright American girl she was. She is taking different
views, and turning away from her old ideals. I want to save
those ideals, Mr. Touchett, and that is where you come in."
" Kot surely as an ideal 1 "
" Well, I hope not," Henrietta replied, promptly. " I have
got a fear in my heart that she is going to marry one of these
Europeans, and I want to prevent it."
" Ah, I see," cried Ealph ; " and to prevent it, you want me
to step in and marry her ^ "
" Not quite ; that remedy would be as bad as the disease, for
you are the typical European from whom I wish to rescue her.
No ; I wish you to take an interest in another person — a young
man to whom she once gave great encouragement, and whom she
now doesn't seem to think good enough. He's a noble feUow,
and a very dear friend of mine, and I wish very much you
would invite him to pay a visit here."
Ealph was much puzzled by this appeal, and it is perhaps not
to the credit of his purity of mind that he failed to look at it at
first in the simplest light. It wore, to his eyes, a tortuous air,
and his fault was that he was not quite sure that anything in the
world could really be as candid as this request of Miss Stack-
pole's appeared. That a young woman should demand that a
gentleman whom she described as her very dear friend should
be furnished with an opportunity to make himself agreeable to
another young woman, whose attention had wandered and whose
charms were greater — ^this was an anomaly which for the moment
challenged all his ingenuity of interpretation. To read between
the lines was easier than to follow the text, and to suppose that
Miss Stackpole wished the gentleman invited to Gardencourt on
her own account was the sign not so much of a vulgar, as of an
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embarrassed, mind. Even from this venial act of vulgarity,
however, Ralph was saved, and saved by a force that I can
scarcely call anything less than inspiration. With no more out-
ward light on the subject than he already possessed, he suddenly
acquired the conviction that it would be a sovereign injustice to
the correspondent of the Interviewer to assign a dishonourable
motive to any act of hers. This conviction passed into his mind
with extreme rapidity; it was perhaps kindled by the pure
radiance of the young lady's imperturbable gaze. He returned
this gaze a moment, consciously, resisting an inclination to frown,
as one frowns in the presence of larger luminaries. " Who is
the gentleman you speak of] "
"Mr. Caspar Goodwood, from Boston.- He has been extremely
attentive to Isabel — just as devoted to her as he can live. He
has followed her out here, and he is at present in London. I
don't know his address, but I guess I can obtain it."
" I have never heard of him," said Ralph.
" Well, I suppose you haven't heard of every one. I don't
believe he has ever heard of you ; but that is no reason why
Isabel shouldn't marry him."
Ralph gave a small laugh. **What a rage you have for
marrying people ! Do you remember how you wanted to marry
me the other day ? "
" I have got over that. You don't know how to take such
ideas. Mr. Goodwood does, however ; and that's what I like
about him. He's a splendid man and a perfect gentleman : and
Isabel knows it."
" Is she very fond of him 1 "
" If she isn't she ought to be. He is simply wrapped up in
her."
" And you wish me to ask him here," said Ralph, reflectively.
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" It would be an act of true hospitality."
" Caspar Goodwood," Kalph continued — " it's rather a striking
name."
" I don't care anything about his name. It might be Ezekiel
Jenkins, and I should say the same. He is the only man I have
ever seen whom I think worthy of IsabeL"
" You are a very devoted friend," said Ealph.
" Of course I am. If you say that to laugh at me, I
don't care."
" I don't say it to laugh at you ; I am very much struck
with it."
" You are laughing worse than ever ; but I advise you not to
laugh at Mr. Goodwood."
" I assure you I am very serious ; you ought to understand
that," said Ealph.
In a moment his companion understood it. "I believe you
are ; now you are too serious."
" You are difficult to please."
" Oh, you are very serious indeed. You won't invite Mr.
Goodwood."
" I don't know," said Ealph. " I am capable of strange
things. Tell me a little about Mr. Goodwood. What is he
like ] "
"He is just the opposite of you. He is at the head of a
cotton factory ; a very fine one."
" Has he pleasant manners ] " asked Ealph.
" Splendid manners — in the American style."
" "Would he be an agreeable member of our little circle 1 "
" I don't think he would care much about our little circle.
He would concentrate on IsabeL"
" And how would my cousin like that 1 '*
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" Very possibly not at aU. But it will be good for her. It
will call back her thoughts."
" Call them back — from where 1 "
"From foreign parts and other unnatural places. Three
months ago she gave Mr. Goodwood every reason to suppose
that he was acceptable to her, and it is not worthy of Isabel to
turn her back upon a real friend simply because she has changed
the scene. I have changed the scene too, and the effect of it
has been to make me care more for my old associations than
ever. Ifs my belief that the sooner Isabel changes it back again
the better. I know her well enough to know that she would
never be truly happy over here, and I wish her to form some
strong American tie that will act as a preservative."
" Are you not a little too much in a hurry ] " Ealph inquired.
** Don't you think you ought to give her more of a chance in
poor old England?"
" A chance to ruin her bright young life ] One is never too much
in a hurry to save a precious human creature from drowning."
** As I understand it, then," said Ealph, " you wish me to
push Mr. Goodwood overboard after her. Do you know," he
added, " that I have never heard her mention his name 1 "
Henrietta Stackpole gave a brilliant smile. " I am delighted
to hear that ; it proves how much she thinks of him."
Ealph appeared to admit that there was a good deal in this,
and he surrendered himself to meditation, while his companion
watched him askance. " If I should invite Mr. Goodwood," he
said, " it would be to quarrel with him."
" Don't do that ; he would prove the better man."
" You certainly are doing your best to make me hate him ! I
really don't think I can ask him. I should be afraid of being
rude to him."
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" It* 8 just as you please," said Henrietta. "I had no idea
you were in love with her yourself."
" Do you really believe that ] " the young man asked, with
lifted eyebrows.
" That's the most natural speech I have ever heard you make !
Of course I believe it," Miss Stackpole answered, ingeniously.
" Well," said Ealph, " to prove to you that you are wrong, I
will invite him. It must be, of course, as a friend of yours."
" It will not be as a friend of mine that he will come ; and it
will not be to prove to me that I am wrong that you will ask
him — but to prove it to yourself ! "
These last words of Miss Stackpole' s (on which the two pre-
sently separated) contained an amount of truth which Ralph
Touchett was obliged to recognise ; but it so far took the edge
from too sharp a recognition that, in spite of his suspecting that
it would be rather more indiscreet to keep his promise than it
would be to break it, he wrote Mr. Goodwood a note of six lines,
expressing the pleasure it would give Mr. Touchett the elder that
he should join a little party at Gardencourt, of which Miss
Stackpole was a valued member. Having sent his letter (to the
care of a banker whom Henrietta suggested) he waited in some
suspense. He had heard of Mr. Caspar Goodwood by name for
the first time ; for when his mother mentioned to him on her
arrival that there was a story about the girl's having an
" admirer " at home, the idea seemed deficient in reality, and
Ralph took no pains to ask questions, the answers to which
would suggest only the vague or the disagreeable. Now, how-
ever, the native admiration of which his cousin was the object
had become more concrete ; it took the form of a yoimg man
who had followed her to London; who was interested in a
cotton-mill, and had manners in the American style. Ralph had
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two theories about this young man. Either his passion was a
sentimental fiction of Miss Stackpole's (there was always a sort
of tacit understanding among women, born of the solidarity of
the sex, that they should discover or invent lovers for each
other), in which case he was not to be feared, and would pro-
bably not accept the invitation ; or else he would accept the
invitation, and in this event would prove himself a creature too
irrational to demand further consideration. The latter clause of
Ralph's argument might have seemed incoherent ; but it em-
bodied his conviction, that if Mr. Goodwood were interested in
Isabel in the serious manner described by Miss Stackpole, he
would not care to present himself at Gardencourt on a summons
from the latter lady. " On this supposition," said Ralph, " he
must regard her as a thorn on the stem of his rose ; as an inter-
cessor he must find her wanting in tact.*'
Two days after he had sent his invitation he received a very
short note from Caspar Goodwood, thanking him for it, regret-
ting that other engagements made a visit to Gardencourt impos-
sible, and presenting many compliments to Miss Stackpole.
Ralph handed the note to Henrietta, who, when she had read it,
exclaimed —
" Well, I never have heard of anything so stiff ! "
" I am afraid he doesn't care so much about my cousin as you
suppose," Ralph observed.
" No, it's not that ; it's some deeper motive. His nature is
very deep. But I am determined to fathom it, and I will write
to him to know what he means."
His refusal of Ralph's overtures made this young man vaguely
uncomfortable ; from the moment he declined to come to Garden-
court Ralph began to think him of importance. He asked him-
self what it signified to him whether Isabel's admirers should be
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desperadoes or laggards ; they were not rivals of his, and were
perfectly welcome to act out their genius. Nevertheless he felt
much curiosity as to the result of Miss Stackpole's promised
inquiry into the causes of Mr. Goodwood's stiffness — a curiosity
for the present ungratified, inasmuch as when he asked her
three days later whether she had written to London, she was
obliged to confess that she had written in vain. Mr. Goodwood
had not answered her.
" I suppose he is thinking it over,'* she said ; " he thinks
everything over ; he is not at all impulsive. But I am accus-
tomed to having my letters answered the s^me day."
Whether it was to pursue her investigations, or whether it was
in compliance with still larger interests, is a point which remains
somewhat uncertaiu ; at all events, she presently proposed to
Isabel that they should make an excursion to London together.
" If I must tell the truth," she said, " I am not seeing much
at this place, and I shouldn't think you were either. I have not
even seen that aristocrat — what's his name ? — Lord "Washburton.
He seems to let you severely alone."
" Lord Warburton is coming to-morrow, I happen to know,"
replied Isabel, who had received a note from the master of Lock-
leigh in answer to her own letter. "You will have every
opportunity of examining him."
" Well, he may do for one letter, but what is one letter when
you want to write fifty 1 I have described all the scenery in this
vicinity, and raved about all the old women and donkeys. You
may say what you please, scenery makes a thin letter. I must
go back to London and get some impressions of real life. I was
there but three days before I came away, and that is hardly time
to get started."
As Isabel, on her journey from New York to Gardencourt, had
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seen even less of the metropolis than this, it appeared a happy-
suggestion of Henrietta's that the two should go thither on a
visit of pleasure. The idea struck Isabel as charming ; she had
a great desire to see something of London, which had always
been the city of her imagination. They turned over their scheme
together and indulged in visions of aesthetic hours. They would
stay at some picturesque old inn — one of the inns described by
Dickens — ^and drive over the town in those delightful hansoms.
Henrietta was a literary woman, 6ind the great advantage of being
a literary woman was that you could go everywhere and do
everything. They would dine at a coffee-house, and go after-
wards to the play; they would frequent the Abbey and the
British Museum, and find out where Doctor Johnson had -lived,
and Goldsmith and Addison. Isabel grew eager, and presently
mentioned these bright intentions to Ralph, who burst into a
fit of laughter, which did not express the sympathy she had
desired.
" It's a delightful plan," he said. " I advise you to go to the
Tavistock Hotel in Covent Garden, an easy, informal, old-
fashioned place, and I will have you put down at my club."
**Do you mean it's improper 1" Isabel asked. "Dear me,
isn't anything proper here ? With Henrietta, surely I may go
anywhere ; she isn't hampered in that way. She has travelled
over the whole American continent, and she can surely find her
way about this simple little island."
" Ah, then," said Ralph, " let me take advantage of her pro-
tection to go up to town as well. I may never have a chance to
travel so safely ! "
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XIV.
Miss Staokpolb would have prepared to start for London
immediately ; but Isabel, as we have seen, had been notified that
Lord Warburton would come again to Gardencourt, and she
believed it to be her duty to remain there and see him. For four
or five days he had made no answer to her letter ; then he had
written, very briefly, to say that he would come to lunch two
days later. There was something in these delays and postpone-
ments that touched the girl, and renewed her sense of his desire
to be considerate and patient, not to appear to urge her too
grossly ; a discretion the more striking that she was so sure he
really liked her. Isabel told her uncle that she had written to
him, and let Mr. Touchett know of Lord Warburton' s intention
of coming ; and the old man, in consequence, left his room earlier
than usual, and made his appearance at the lunch-table. This
was by no means an act of vigilance on his part, but the fruit of
a benevolent beHef that his being of the company might help to
cover the visitor's temporary absence, in case Isabel should find
it needful to give Lord Warburton another hearing. This per-
sonage drove over from Lockleigh, and brought the elder of his
sisters with him, a measure presumably dictated by considerations
of the same order as Mr. Touchett's. The two visitors were
introduced to Miss Stackpole, who, at luncheon, occupied a seat
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adjoining Lord Warburton's. Isabel, who was nervous, and had
no relish of the prospect of again arguing the question he had so
precipitately opened, could not help admiring his good-humoured
self-possession, which quite disguised the symptoms of that
admiration it was natural she should suppose him to feel. He
neither looked at her nor spoke to her, and the only sign of his
emotion was that he avoided meeting her eye. He had plenty
of talk for the others, however, and he appeared to eat his
luncheon with discrimination and appetite. Miss Molyneux,
who had a smooth, nun-like forehead, and wore a large silver
cross suspended from her neck, was evidently preoccupied with
Henrietta Stackpole, upon whom her eyes constantly rested in a
manner which seemed to denote a conflict between attention and
alienation. Of the two ladies from Lockleigh, she was the one
that Isabel had liked best ; there was such a world of hereditary
quiet in her. Isabel was sure, moreover, that her mild forehead
and:SLlver cross had a romantic meaning — that she was a mem-
ber of a High Church sisterhood, had taken some picturesque
vows. She wondered what Miss Molyneux would think of her
if she knew Miss Archer had refused her brother ; and then she
felt sure that Miss Molyneux would never know — that Lord
Warburton never told her such things. He was fond of her and
kind to her, but on the whole he told her little. Such, at least,
was Isabel's theory ; when, at table, she was** not occupied in
conversation, she was usually occupied in forming theories about
her neighbours. According to Isabel, if Miss Molyneux should
ever learn what had passed between Miss Archer and Lord
Warburton, she would probably be shocked at the young lady'3
indifiference to such an opportunity ; or no, rather (this was
our heroine's last impression) she would impute to the young
American a high sense of general fitness.
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Whatever Isabel might have made of her opportunities,
Henrietta Stackpole was by no means disposed to neglect those
in which she now found herself immersed.
'*Do you know you are the first lord I have ever seen?" she
said, very promptly, to her neighbour. " I suppose you think I
am awfully benighted."
" You have escaped seeing some very ugly men," Lord
Warburton answered, looking vaguely about the table and
laughing a little.
"Are they very ugly? They try to make us believe in
America that they are all handsome and magnificent, and that
they wear wonderful robes and crowns."
" Ah, the robes and crowns have gone out of fashion," said
Lord Warburton, " like your tomahawks and revolvers."
"I am sorry for that; I think an aristocracy ought to be
splendid," Henrietta declared. "If it is not that, what is
it?"
" Oh, you know, it isn't much, at the best," Lord Warburton
answered. " Won't you have a potato ? "
" I don't care much for these European potatoes. I shouldn't
know you from an ordinary American gentleman."
" Do talk to me as if I were one," said Lord Warburton.
** I don't see how you manage to get on without potatoes ; you
must find so few things to eat over here."
Henrietta was silent a moment ; there was a chance that he
was not sincere.
" I have had hardly any appetite since I have been here," she
went on at last ; " so it doesn't much matter. I don't approve
of yoUy you know ; I feel as if I ought to tell you that."
" Don't approve of me ? "
" Yes, I don't suppose any one ever said such a thing to you
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before, did they 1 I don't approve of lords, as an institution.
I think the world has got beyond that — far beyond."
" Oh, so do I. I don't approve of myself in the least.
Sometimes it comes over me — how I should object to myself if
I were not myself, don't you know 1 But that's rather good, by
the way — not to be vainglorious."
'* Why don't you give it up, then?" Miss Stackpole inquired.
" Give up — a — ^ " asked Lord Warburton, meeting her harsh
inflection with a very mellow one.
" Give up being a lord."
" Oh, I am so little of one ! One would really forget all
about it, if you wretched Americans were not constantly remind-
ing one. However, I do think of giving up — the little there is
left of it — one of these days."
" I should like to see you do it," Henrietta exclaimed, rather
grimly.
" I will invite you to the ceremony ; we will have a supper
and a dance."
" Well," said Miss Stackpole, " I like to see all sides. I
don't approve of a privileged class, but I like to hear what they
have got to say for themselves."
" Mighty little, as you see ! "
"I should like to draw you out a little more," Henrietta
continued. " But you are always looking away. You are
afraid of meeting my eye. I see you want to escape me."
" No, I am only looking for those despised potatoes."
" Please explain about that young lady — your sister — then.
I don't understand about her. Is she a Lady 1 "
" She's a capital good girl."
"I don't like the way you say that — ^as if you wanted to
change the subject. Is her position inferior to yours 1 "
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" We neither of us have any position to speak of ; but she is
better ofif than I, because she has none of the bother."
" Yes, she doesn*t look as if she had much bother. I wish I
had as little bother as that. You do produce quiet people
over here, whatever you may do.*'
" Ah, you see one takes life easUy, on the whole," said Lord
Warburton. " And then you know we are very dull. Ah, we
can be dull when we try ! "
**I should advise you to try something else. I shouldn't
know what to talk to your sister about ; she looks so different.
Is that silver cross a badge ? "
"A badge ]"
" A sign of rank."
Lord Warburton' s glance had wandered a good deal, but at
this it met the gaze of his neighbour.
"Oh, yes," he answered, in a moment; "the women go in
for those things. The silver cross is worn by the eldest
daughters of Yiscounts."
This was his harmless revenge for having occasionally had
his credulity too easily engaged in America.
After lunch he proposed to Isabel to come into the gallery
and look at the pictures; and though she knew that he had
seen the pictures twenty times, she complied without criticising
this pretext. Her conscience now was very easy ; ever since
she sent him her letter she had felt particularly light of spirit.
He walked slowly to the end of the gallery, staring at the
paintings and saying nothing; and then he suddenly broke
out —
" I hoped you wouldn't write to me that way."
" It was the only way, Lord Warburton," said the girL ** Do
try and believe that."
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" If I could believe it, of course I should let you alone. But
we can't believe by willing it; and I confess I don't understand.
I could understand your disliking me ; that I could understand
welL But that you should admit what you do "
"What have I admitted]" Isabel interrupted, blushing a
little.
" That you think me a good fellow ; isn't that it 1 " She
said nothing, and he went on — " You don't seem to have any
reason, and that gives me a sense of injustice."
" I have a reason. Lord Warburton," said the girl ; and she
said it in a tone that made his heart contract.
** I should like very much to know it."
" I will tell you some day when there is more to show for it."
" Excuse my saying that in the meantime I must doubt of
it."
" You make me very unhappy," said Isabel
" I am not sorry for that ; it may help you to know how I
feel. Will you kindly answer me a question 1 " Isabel made
no audible assent, but he apparently saw something in her eyes
which gave him courage to go on. " Do you prefer some one
elsel"
"That's a question I would rather not answer."
" Ah, you do then I " her suitor murmured with bitterness.
The bitterness touched her, and she cried out —
" You are mistaken ! I don't."
He sat down on a bench, unceremoniously, doggedly, like a
man in trouble; leaning his elbows on his knees and staring
at the floor.
"I can't even be glad of that," he said at last, throwing
himself back against the wall, " for that would be an excuse."
Isabel raised her eyebrows, with a certain eagerness.
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" An excuse 1 Must I excuse myself] "
He paid, however, no answer to the question. Another idea
had come into his head.
" Is it my political opinions 1 Do you think I go too
far 1 "
" I can't object to your political opinions, Lord Warburton,"
said the girl, " because I don't understand them.'*
" You don't care what I think," he cried, getting up. ** It's
all the same to you."
Isabel walked away, to the other side of the gallery, and
stood there, showing him her charming back, her light slim
figure, the length of her white neck as she bent her head, and
the density of her dark braids. She stopped in front of a small
picture, as if for the purpose of examining it ; and there was
something young and flexible in her movement, which her
companion noticed. Isabel's eyes, however, saw nothing; they
had suddenly been suffused with tears. In a moment he fol-
lowed her, and by this time she had brushed her tears away ;
but when she turned round, her face was pale, and the expression
of her eyes was strange.
" That reason that I wouldn't tell you," she said, ** I will tell
it yon, after all. It is that I can't escape my fate."
"Your fate]"
" I should try to escape it if I should marry you."
" I don't understand. Why should not that be your fate, as
well as anything else 1 "
" Because it is not," said Isabel, femininely. " I know it is
not. It's not my fate to give up — I know it can't be."
Poor Lord "Warburton stared, with an interrogative point in
either eye.
" Do you call marrying me giving up 1 "
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" Not in the usual sense. It is getting — getting — getting a
great deal. But it is giving up other chances."
Other chances 1 " Lord "Warburton repeated, more and more
puzzled.
" I don't mean chances to marry/' said Isabel, her colour
rapidly coming back to her. And then she stooped down with
a deep frown, as if it were hopeless to attempt to make her
meaning clear.
" I don't think it is presumptuous in me to say that I think
you will gain more than you will lose," Lord Warburton
observed.
" I can't escape unhappiness," said Isabel. " In marrying
you, I shall be trying to."
" I don't know whether you would try to, but you certainly
would : that I must in candour admit ! " Lord Warburton
exclaimed, with an anxious laugh.
" I must not — I can't ! " cried the girl.
" Well, if you are bent on being miserable, I don't see why
you should make me so. Whatever charms unhappiness may
have for you, it has none for me."
" I am not bent on being miserable," said Isabel. " I Imve
always been intensely determined to be happy, and I have orten
believed I should be. I have told people that ; you can ask
them. But it comes over me every now and then that I can
never be happy in any extraordinary way ; not by turning
away, by separating myself."
" By separating yourself from what 1 "
" From life. From the usual chances and dangers, from what
most people know and suffer."
Lord Warburton broke into a smile that almost denoted hape.
" Why, my dear Miss Archer," he began to explain, with the
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most considerate eagerness, " I don't offer you any exoneration
from life, or from any chances or dangers whatever. I wish. I
conld; depend upon it I would ! For what do you take me, pray 1
Heaven help me, I am not the Emperor of China ! All I offer
you is the chance of taking the common lot in a comfortable sort
of way. The common lot 1 Why, I am devoted to the common
lot ! Strike an alliance with me, and I promise you that you
shall have plenty of it. You shall separate from nothing what-
ever — not even from your friend Miss Stackpole."
" She would never approve of it," said Isabel, trying to smile
and take advantage of this side-issue ; despising herseK too, not
a little, for doing so.
"Are we speaking of Miss Stackpolel" Lord Warburton
asked, impatiently. " I never saw a person judge things on
such theoretic grounds."
" Now I suppose you are speaking of me," said Isabel, with
humility; and she turned away again, for she saw Miss
Molyneux enter the gallery, accompanied by Henrietta and
by Ealph.
Lord Warburton's sister addressed him with a certain timidity,
and reminded him that she ought to return home in time for tea,
as she was expecting some company. He made no answer —
apparently not having heard her; he was preoccupied — with
good reason. Miss Molyneux looked lady-like and patient, and
awaited his pleasure.
" Well, I never. Miss Molyneux ! " said Henrietta Stackpole.
" If I wanted to go, he would have to go. If I wanted my
brother to do a thing, he would have to do it."
" Oh, Warburton does everything one wants," Miss Molyneux
answered, with a quick, shy laugh. " How very many pictures
you have ! " she went on, turning to Ealph.
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" They look a good many, because they are all put together,"
said Ralph. " But it's really a bad way."
" Oh, I think it's so nice. I wish we had a gallery at Lock-
leigh. I am so very fond of pictures," Miss Molyneux went on,
persistently, to Ralph, as if she were afraid that Miss Stackpole
would address her again. Henrietta appeared at once to fascinate
and to frighten her.
" Oh yes, pictures are very indispensable," said Ralph, who
appeared to know better what style of reflection was acceptable
to her.
" They are so very pleasant when it rains," the young lady
continued. " It rains so very often."
"I am sorry you are going away, Lord "Warburton," said
Henrietta. " I wanted to get a great deal more out of you."
" I am not going away," Lord Warburton answered.
" Your sister says you must. In America the gentlemen obey
the ladies."
" I am afraid we have got some people to tea," said Miss
Molyneux, looking at her brother.
" Yery good, my dear. We'll go."
" I hoped you would resist ! " Henrietta exclaimed. " I
wanted to see what Miss Molyneux would do."
" I never do anything," said this young lady.
** I suppose in your position it's sufficient for you to exist ! "
Miss Stackpole rejoined. " I should like very much to see you
at home."
" You must come to Lockleigh again," said Miss Molyneux,
very sweetly, to Isabel, ignoring this remark of IsabePs friend.
Isabel looked into her quiet eyes a moment, and for that
moment seemed to see in their grey depths the reflection of
everything she had rejected in rejecting Lord Warburton — ^the
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peace, the kindness, the honour, the possessions, a deep security
and a great exclusion. She kissed Miss Molyneux, and then
she said —
" I am afraid I can never come again."
" Never again 1 '*
" I am afraid I am going away."
" Oh, I am so very sorry," said Miss Molyneux. " I think
that's so very wrong of you."
Lord Warburton watched this little passage ; then he turned
away and stared at a picture. Kalph, leaning against the rail
before the picture, with his hands in his pockets, had for the
moment been watching him.
" I should like to see you at home," said Henrietta, whom
Lord Warburton found beside him. " I should like an hour's
talk with you ; there are a great many questions I wish to ask
you."
" I shall be delighted to see you," the proprietor of Lockleigh
answered ; " but I am certain not to be able to answer many of
your questions. Wlien will you come ? "
" Whenever Miss Archer will take me. We are thinking of
going to London, but we will go and see you first. I am
determined to get some satisfaction out of you."
"If it depends upon Miss Archer, I am afraid you won't get
much. She will not come to Lockleigh ; she doesn't like the place."
" She told me it was lovely ! " said Henrietta.
Lord Warburton hesitated a moment.
" She won't come, all the same. You had better come alone,"
he added.
Henrietta straightened herself, and her large eyes expanded.
"Would you make that remark to an English ladyl" she
inquired, with soft asperity.
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Lord Warburton stared.
" Yes, if I liked her enough."
"You would be careful not to like her enough. If Miss
Archer won't visit your place again, it's because she doesn't
want to take me. I know what she thinks of me, and I
suppose you think the same — that I oughtn't to bring in
individuals."
Lord Warburton was at a loss ; he had not been made
acquainted with Miss Stackpole's professional character, and did
not catch her allusion.
" Miss Archer has been warning you ! " she went on.
** Warning me 1 "
" Isn't that why she came off alone with you here — to put
you on your guard 1 "
" Oh, dear no," said Lord Warburton, blushing ; " our talk
had no such solemn character as that."
" Well, you have been on your guard — intensely. I suppose
it's natural to you ; that's just what I wanted to observe. And
so, too. Miss Molyneux — she wouldn't commit herself. You
have been warned, anyway," Henrietta continued, addressing
this young lady, " but for you it wasn't necessary."
" I hope not," said Miss Molyneux, vaguely.
" Miss Stackpole takes notes," Ralph explained, humorously.
" She is a great satirist ; she sees through us all, and she works
us up."
" WeU,' I must say I never have had such a collection of bad
material ! " Henrietta declared, looking from Isabel to Lord
Warburton, and from this nobleman to his sister and to Ralph.
** There is something the matter with you all; you are as dismal
as if you had got a bad telegram."
" You do see through us, Miss Stackpole," said Ralph in a
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low tone, giving her a little intelligent nod, as he led the
party out of the galleiy. " There is something the matter with
us all."
Isabel came behind these two; Miss Molyneux, who decidedly
liked her immensely, had taken her arm, to walk beside her
over the polished floor. Lord Warburton strolled on the other
side, with his hands behind him, and his eyes lowered. For
some moments he said nothing ; and then —
" Is it true that you are going to London 1 " he asked.
" I believe it has been arranged."
" And when shall you come back 1 "
" In a few days ; but probably for a very short time. I am
going to Paris with my aunt."
" When, then, shall I see you again 1 "
" Not for a good while," said Isabel ; " but some day or
other, I hope."
" Do you really hope it 1 "
"Very much."
He went a few steps in silence ; then he stopped, and put
out his hand.
" Good-bye."
" Good-bye," said Isabel.
Miss Molyneux kissed her again, and she let the two depart ;
after which, without rejoining Henrietta and Ealph, she re-
treated to her own room.
In this apartment, before dinner, she was found by Mrs.
Touchett, who had stopped on her way to the drawing-
room.
" I may as well tell you," said her aunt, " that your uncle has
informed me of your relations with Lord Warburton."
Isabel hesitated an instant.
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" Relations 1 They are hardly relations. That is the strange
part of it ; he has seen me but three or four times."
"Why did you tell your uncle rather than me]" Mrs.
Touchett inquired, dryly, but dispassionately.
Again Isabel hesitated.
" Because he knows Lord Warburton better."
" Yes, but I know you better."
" I am not sure of that," said Isabel, smiling.
" Neither am I, after all ; especially when you smile that
way. One would think you had carried off a prize ! I suppose
that when you refuse an offer like Lord Warburton*s it*s
because you expect to do something better."
"Ah, my uncle didn't say that !" cried Isabel, smiling stilL
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XV.
It had been arranged that the two young ladies should proceed
to London under Ealph's escort, though Mrs. Touchett looked
with little favour upon the plan. It was just the sort of plan,
she said, that Miss Stackpole would be sure to suggest, and she
inquired if the correspondent of the Intei'viewer was to take the
party to stay at a boarding-house.
" I don't care where she takes us to stay, so long as there is
local colour," said Isabel "That is what we are going to
London for."
" I suppose that after a girl has refused an English lord she
may do anything," her aunt rejoined. " After that one needn't
stand on trifles."
" Should you have liked me to marry Lord Warburton ? "
Isabel inquired.
" Of course I should."
" I thought you disliked the English so much."
" So I do ; but it's all the more reason for making use of
them."
" Is that your idea of marriage 1 " And Isabel ventured to
add that her aunt appeared to her to have made very little use
of Mr. Touchett.
" Your uncle is not an English nobleman," said Mrs. Touchett,
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" though even if he had been, I should still probably have taken
up my residence in Florence."
**Do you think Lord Warburton could make me any better
than I am ? " the girl asked, with some animation. " I
don't mean that I am too good to improve. I mean — I
mean that I don't love Lord Warburton enough to marry
hun."
" You did right to refuse him, then," said Mrs. Touchett, in
her little spare voice. " Only, the next great offer you get, I
hope you will manage to come up to your standard."
"We had better wait till the offer comes, before we talk
about it. I hope very much that I may have no more offers for
the present. They bother me fearfully."
" You probably won't be troubled with them if you adopt
permanently the Bohemian manner of life. However, I have
promised Ealph not to criticise the affair."
" I will do whatever Ealph says is right," Isabel said. "I
have unbounded confidence in Ralph."
** His mother is much obliged to you ! " cried this lady, with
a laugL
" It seems to me she ought to be," Isabel rejoined, smiling.
Kalph had assured her that there would be no violation of
decency in their paying a visit — the little party of three — to the
sights of the metropolis ; but Mrs. Touchett took a different
view. Like many ladies of her country who have lived a long
time in Europe, she had completely lost her native tact on such
points, and in her reaction, not in itself deplorable, against
the liberty allowed to young persons beyond the seas, had fallen
into gratuitous and exaggerated scruples. Ralph accompanied
the two young ladies to town and established them at a quiet
inn in a street that ran at right angles to Piccadilly. His first
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idea had been to take them to his father's house in Winchester
Square, a large, dull mansion, which at this period of the year
was shrouded in silence and brown hoUand ; but he bethought
himself that, the cook being at Gardencourt, there was no one
in the house to get them their meals ; and Pratt's Hotel accord-
ingly became their resting-place. Ralph, on his side, found
quarters in Winchester Square, having a " den " there of which
he was very fond, and not being dependent on the local cuisine.
He avaUed himself largely indeed of that of Pratt's Hotel,
beginning his day with an early visit to his fellow-travellers,
who had Mr. Pratt in person, in a large bulging white waistcoat,
to remove their dish-covers. Ealph turned up, as he said, after
breakfast, and the little party made out a scheme of entertain-
ment for the day. As London does not wear in the month
of September its most brilliant face, the young man, who
occasionally took an apologetic tone, was obliged to remind his
companion, to Miss Stackpole's high irritation, that there was
not a creature in town.
"I suppose you mean that the aristocracy are absent," Hen-
rietta answered ; " but I don't think you could have a better
proof that if they were absent altogether they would not be
missed. It seems to me the place is about as full as it can be.
There is no one here, of course, except three or four millions of
people. What is it you call them — the lower-middle class %
They are only the population of London, and that is of no
consequence."
Ralph declared that for him the aristocracy left no void that
Miss Stackpole herself did not fill, and that a more contented
man was nowhere at that moment to be found. In this he
spoke the truth, for the stale September days, in the huge half-
empty town, borrowed a charm from his circumstances. When
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he went home at night to the empty hou8e in Winchester Square,
after a day spent with his inquisitive countrywomen, he wandered
into the big dusky dining-room, where the candle he took from
the hall-table, after letting himself in, constituted the only
illumination. The square was still, the house was still ; when
he raised one of the windows of the dining-room to let in the
air, he heard the slow creak of the boots of a solitary policeman.
His own step, in the empty room, seemed loud and sonorous ;
some of the carpets had been raised, and whenever he moved he
roused a melancholy echo. He sat down in one of the arm-
chairs ; the big, dark, dining table twinkled here and there in
the small candle-light ; the pictures on the wall, all of them
very brown, looked vague and incoherent. There was a ghostly
presence in the room, as of dinners long since digested, of table-
talk that had lost its actuality. This hint of the supernatural
perhaps had something to do with the fact that Ealph's imagin-
ation took a flight, and that he remained in his chair a long time
beyond the hour at which he should have been in bed ; doing
nothing, not even reading the evening paper. I say he did
nothing, and I maintain the phrase in the face of the fact that
he thought at these moments of Isabel. To think of Isabel
could only be for Ralph an idle pursuit, leading to nothing and
profiting little to any one. His cousin had not yet seemed to
him so charming as during these days spent in sounding, tourist-
fashion, the deeps and shallows of the metropolitan element.
Isabel was constantly interested and often excited ; if she had
come in search of local colour she found it everywhere. She
asked more questions than he could answer, and launched little
theories that he was equally unable to accept or to refute. The
party went more than once to the British Museum, and to tliat
brighter palace of art which reclaims for antique variety so large
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180 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
an area of a monotonous suburb ; they spent a morning in the
Abbey and went on a penny-steamer to the Tower ; they looked
at pictures both in public and private collections, and sat on
various occasions beneath the great trees in Kensington Gardens.
Henrietta Stackpole proved to be an indefatigable sight-seer and
a more good-natured critic than Ealph had ventured to hope.
She had indeed many disappointments, and London at large
suffered from her vivid remembrance of many of the cities of
her native land ; but she made the best of its dingy peculiarities
and only heaved an occasional sigh, and uttered a desultory
" Well ! " which led no further and lost itself in retrospect.
The 'truth was that, as she said herself, she was not in her
element. " I have not a sympathy "with inanimate objects," she
remarked to Isabel at the National Gallery ; and she continued
to suffer from the meagreness of the glimpse that had as yet been
vouchsafed to her of the inner life. Landscapes by Turner and
Assyrian bulls were a poor substitute for the literary dinner-
parties at which she had hoped to meet the genius and renown
of Great Britain.
" Where are your public men, where are your men and women
of intellect 1 " she inquired of Ealph, standing in the middle of
Trafalgar Square, as if she had supposed this to be a place where
she would naturally meet a few. " That's one of them on the
top of the column, you say — Lord Nelson ] Was he a lord too 1
Wasn't he high enough, that they had to stick him a hundred
feet in the air 1 That's the past — I don't care about the past ;
I want to see some of the leading minds of the present. I won't
say of the future, because I don't believe much in your future."
Poor Ealph had few leading minds among his acquaintance, and
rarely enjoyed the pleasure of button-holding a celebrity; a
state of things which appeared to Miss Stackpole to indicate a
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deplorable want of enterprise. " If I were on the other side I
should call," she said, "and tell the gentleman, whoever he
might be, that I had heard a great deal about him and had come
to see for myself. But I gather from what you say that this is
not the custom here. You seem to have plenty of meaningless
customs, and none of those that one really wants. We are in
advance, certainly. I suppose I shall have to give up^the social
side altogether ; " and Henrietta, though she went about with her
guide-book and pencil, and wrote a letter to the Interviewer about
the Tower (in which she described the execution of Lady Jane
Grey), had a depressing sense of falling below her own standard.
The incident which had preceded Isabel's departure from
Gardencourt left a painful trace in the girl's mind; she took
no pleasure in recalling Lord Warburton's magnanimous dis-
appointment. She could not have done less than what she
did ; this was certainly true. But her necessity, all the same,
had been a distasteful one, and she felt no desire to take
credit for her conduct. Nevertheless, mingled with this ab-
sence of ^an intellectual relish of it, was a feeling of freedom
which in itself was sweet, and which, as she wandered through
the great city with her ill-matched companions, occasionally
throbbed into joyous excitement. When she walked in Ken-
sington Gardens, she stopped the children (mainly of the poorer
sort) whom she saw playing on the grass ; she asked them their
names and gave them sixpence, and when they were pretty she
kissed them. Ealph noticed such incidents ; he noticed every-
thing that Isabel did.
One afternoon, by way of amusing his companions, he invited
them to tea in Winchester Square, and he had the house set in
order as much as possible, to do honour to their visit. There
was another guest, also, to meet the ladies, an amiable bachelor,
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an old friend of Ealph's, who happened to be in town, and who
got on uncommonly well with Miss Stackpole. Mr. Bantling, a
stout, fair, smiling man of forty, who was extraordinarily well
dressed, and whose contributions to the conversation were
characterised by vivacity rather than continuity, laughed immo-
derately at everything Henrietta said, gave her several cups of
tea, examined in her society the bric-d-brac, of which Ralph had
a considerable collection, and afterwards, when the host proposed
they should go out into the square and pretend it was a fete-
champetre, walked round the limited inclosure several times with
her and listened with candid interest to her remarks upon the
inner life.
" Oh, I see," said Mr. Bantling ; " I daresay you found it very
quiet at Gardencourt. Naturally there's not much going on
there when there's such a lot of illness about. Touchett's very
bad, you know ; the doctors have forbid his being in England at
all, and he has only come back to take care of his father. The
old man, I believe, has half-a-dozen things the matter with him.
They call it gout, but to my certain knowledge he is dropsical
as well, though he doesn't look it. You may depend upon it he
has got a lot of water somewhere. Of course that sort of thing
makes it awfully slow for people in the house ; I wonder they
have them under such circumstances. Then I believe Mr.
Touchett is always squabbling with his wife ; she lives away
from her husband, you know, in that extraordinary American
way of yours. If you want a house where there is always
something going on, I recommend you to go down and stay with
my sister. Lady Pensil, in Bedfordshire. I'll write to her
to-morrow, and I am sure she'll be delighted to ask you. I
know just what you want — you want a house where they go in
for theatricals and picnics and that sort of thing. My sister is
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just that sort of woman; she is always getting up something or
other, and she is always glad to have the sort of people that help
her. I am sure she'll ask you down by return of post ; she is
tremendously fond of distinguished people and writers. She
writes herself, you know ; but I haven't read everything she has
written. It's usually poetry, and I don't go in much for poetry
— unless it's Byron. I suppose you think a great deal of Byron
in America," Mr. Bantling continued, expanding in the stimu-
lating air of Miss Stackpole's attention, bringing up his sequences
promptly, and at last changing his topic, with a natural eagerness
to provide suitable conversation for so remarkable a woman.
He returned, however, ultimately to the idea of Henrietta's
going to stay with Lady Pensil, in Bedfordshire. " I understand
what you want," he repeated ; " you want to see some genuine
English sport. The Touchetts are not English at all, you
know; they live on a kind of foreign system; they have got
some awfully queer ideas. The old man thinks it's wicked to
hunt, I am told. You must get down to my sister's in time for
the theatricals, and I am sure she will be glad to give you a
part. I am sure you act well ; I know you are very clever.
My sister is forty years old, and she has seven children ; but she
is going to play the principal part. Of course you needn't act if
you don't want to."
In this manner Mr. Bantling delivered himself, while they
strolled over the grass in Winchester Square, which, although it
had been peppered by the London soot, invited the tread to
linger. Henrietta thought her blooming, easy-voiced bachelor,
with his impressibility to feminine merit and his suggestiveness
of allusion, a very agreeable man, and she valued the opportunity
he offered her.
" I don't know but I would go, if your sister should ask me,"
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she said. " I think it would be my duty. What do you call
her name 1 "
"Pensil. It's an odd name, but it isn't a bad one."
"I think one name is as good as another. But what is her
rank "? "
" Oh, she's a baron's wife; a convenient sort of rank. You
are fine enough, and you are not too fine."
" I don't know but what she'd be too fine for me. What do
you call the place she lives in — Bedfordshire ? "
" She lives away in the northern corner of it. It's a tiresome
country, but I daresay you won't mind it. FU try and run down
while you are there."
All this was very pleasant to Miss Stackpole, and she was
sorry to be obliged to separate from Lady Pensil's obliging
brother. But it happened that she had met the day before, in
Piccadilly, some friends whom she had not seen for a year ; the
Miss Climbers, two ladies from Wilmington, Delaware, who had
been travelling on the continent and were now preparing to
re-embark. Henrietta had a long interview with them on the
Piccadilly pavement, and though the three ladies all talked at
once, they had not exhausted their accumulated topics. It had
been agreed therefore that Henrietta should come and dine with
them in their lodgings in Jermyn Street at six o'clock on the
morrow, and she now bethought herself of this engagement.
She prepared to start for Jermyn Street, taking leave first of
Ealph Touchett and Isabel, who, seated on garden chairs in
another part of the inclosure, were occupied — if the term may
be used — with an exchange of amenities less pointed than the
practical colloquy of Miss Stackpole and Mr. I5antling. When
it had been settled between Isabisl and her friend that they
should be re-united at some reputable hour at Pratt's Hotel,
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Ealph remarked that the latter must have a cab. She could not
walk all the way to Jermyn Street.
" I suppose you mean it's improper for me to walk alone ! "
Henrietta exclaimed. " Merciful powers, have I come to this *? "
" There is not the slightest need of your walking alone," said
Mr. Bantling, in an off-hand tone expressive of gallantry. " I
should be greatly pleased to go with you."
" I simply meant that you would be late for dinner," Ealph
answered. " Think of those poor ladies, in their impatience,
waiting for you."
" You had better have a hansom, Henrietta," said Isabel.
" I will get you a hansom, if you will trust to me," Mr.
Bantling wentjon. " We might walk a little till we met one."
" I don't see why I shouldn't trust to him, do you 1 " Henrietta
inquired of Isabel
** I don't see what Mr. Bantling could do to you," Isabel
answered, smiling ; *' but if you like, we will walk with you till
you find your cab."
*' Never mind ; we will go alone. Come on, Mr. Bantling,
and take care you get me a good one."
Mr. Bantling promised to do his best, and the two took their
departure, leaving Isabel and her cousin standing in the square,
over which a clear September twilight had now begun to gather.
It was perfectly still; the wide quadrangle of dusky houses
showed lights in none of the windows, where the shutters and
blinds were closed ; the pavements were a vacant expanse, and
putting aside two small children from a neighbouring slum, who,
attracted by symptoms of abnormal animation in the interior,
were squeezing their necks between the rusty railings of the
inclosure, the most vivid object within sight was the big red
pillar-post on the south-east corner.
186 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
" Henrietta will ask him to get into the cab and go with her
to Jermyn Street," Kalph observed. He always spoke of Miss
Stackpole as Henrietta.
" Very possibly," said his companion.
" Or rather, no, she won't," he went on. " But Bantling will
ask leave to get in."
"Very likely again. I am very glad they are such good
friends."
" She has made a conquest. He thinks her a brilliant woman.
It may go far," said Kalph.
Isabel was silent a moment.
" I call Henrietta a very brilliant woman ; but I don*t think
it will go far," she rejoined at last. " They would never really
know each other. He has not the least idea what she really is,
and she has no just comprehension of Mr. Bantling."
" There is no more usual basis of matrimony than a mutual
misunderstanding. But it ought not to be so difficult to under-
stand Bob Bantling," Ealph added. " He is a very simple
fellow.''
" Yes, but Henrietta is simpler still. And pray, what am I
to do'? "Isabel asked, looking about' her through the fading light,
in which the limited landscape-gardening of the square took on
a large and eflfective appearance. "I don't imagine that you
will propose that you and I, for our amusement, should drive
about London in a hansom."
"There is no reason why we should not stay here — if
you don't dislike it. It is very warm; there will be half-
an-hour yet before dark ; and if you permit it, I will light a
cigarette."
" You may do what you please," said Isabel, " if you will
amuse me till seven o'clock. I propose at that hour to go back
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and partake of a simple and solitary repast — two poached eggs
and a muffin — at Pratt's Hotel."
" May I not dine with you ] " Ralph asked.
" No, you will dine at your club."
They had wandered back to their chairs in the centre of the
square again, and Ralph had lighted his cigarette. It would
have given him extreme pleasure to be present in person at the
modest little feast she had sketched ; but in default of this he
liked even being forbidden. For the moment, however, he liked
immensely being alone with her, in the thickening dusk, in
the centre of the multitudinous town; it made her seem to
depend upon him and to be in his power. This power he
could exert but vaguely ; the best exercise of it was to accept
her decisions submissively. There wa& almost an emotion in
doing so.
"Why won't you let me dine with you*?" he asked, after a
pause.
" Because I dou't care for it."
" I suppose you are tired of me."
** I shall be an hour hence. You see I have the gift of
fore-knowledge."
" Oh, I shall be delightful meanwhile," said Ralph. But he
said nothing more, and as Isabel made no rejoinder, they sat
some time in silence which seemed to contradict his promise of
entertainment. It seemed to him that she was preoccupied,
and he wondered what she was thinking about ; there were two
or three very possible subjects. At last he spoke again. " Is
your objection to my society this evening caused by your
expectation of another visitor 1 "
She turned her head with a glance of her clear, fair eyes.
" Another visitor ? What visitor should I have ? "
188 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
He had none to suggest ; which made his question seem to
" himseK silly as well as brutal.
" You have a great many friends that I don't know," he said,
laughing a little awkwardly. "You have a whole past from
which I was perversely excluded."
" You were reserved for my future. You must remember
that my past is over there across the water. There is none of
it here in London."
" Very good, then, since your future is seated beside you.
Capital thing to have your future so handy." And Ealph
lighted another cigarette and reflected that Isabel probably
meant that she had received news that Mr. Caspar Goodwood
had crossed to Paris. After he had lighted his cigarette he
puffed it a while, and then he went on. " I promised a while
ago to be very amusing ; but you see I don't come up to the
mark, and the fact is there is a good deal of temerity in my
undertaking to amuse a person like you. What do you care for
my feeble attempts] You have grand ideas — you have a high
standard in such matters. I ought at least to bring in a band
of music or a company of mountebanks."
" One mountebank is enough, and you do very well.
Pray go on, and in another ten minutes I shall begin to
laugh."
" I assure you that I am very serious," said Ealph. " You
do reaUy ask a great deal"
" I don't know what you mean. I ask nothing ! "
" You accept nothing," said Ealph. She coloured, and now
suddenly it seemed to her that she guessed his meaning. But
why should he speak to her of such things 1 He hesitated a
little, and then he continued. " There is something I should
like very much to say to you. It's a question I wish to ask.
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It seems to me I have a right to ask it, because I have a kind
of interest in the answer."
" Ask what you will," Isabel answered gently, " and I will
try and satisfy you."
" Well, then, I hope you won't mind my saying that Lord
Warburton has told me of something that has passed between
you."
Isabel started a little; she sat looking at her open fan.
* Very good ; I suppose it was natural he should tell you."
" I have his leave to let you know he has done so. He has
some hope still," said Kalph.
"StiUI"
" He had it a few days ago."
" I don't believe he has any now," said the giiL
" I am very sorry for him, then ; he is such a fine fellow."
" Pray, did he ask you to talk to me 1 "
" 'No, not that. But he told me because he couldn't help it.
We are old friends, and he was greatly disappointed. He sent
me a line asking me to come and see him, and I rode over to
Lockleigh the day before he and his sister lunched with us.
He was very heavy-hearted; he had just got a letter from
you."
" Did he show you the letter 1 " asked Isabel, with momentary
loftiness.
" By no means. But he told me it was ^a neat refusal. I
was very sorry for him," Ralph repeated.
For some moments Isabel said nothing ; then at last, " Do
you know how often he had seen me ? Five or six times."
** That's to your glory."
" It's not for that I say it."
"What then do you say it fori Not to prove that poor
190 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
Warburton's state of mind is superficial, because I am pretty-
sure you don't think that."
Isabel certainly was unable to say that she thought it ; but
presently she said something else. " If you have not been
requested by Lord Warburton to argue with me, then you are
doing it disinterestedly — or for the love of argument.''
** I have no wish to argue with you at all. I only wish to
leave you alone. I am simply greatly interested in your own
sentiments."
" I am greatly obliged to you ! " cried Isabel, with a laugh.
" Of course you mean that I am meddling in what doesn't
concern me. But why shouldn't I speak to you of this matter
without annoying you or embarrassing myself 1 What's the use
of being your cousin, if I can't have a few privileges 1 What
is the use of adoring you without the hope of a reward, if I
can't have a few compensations 1 What is the use of being ill
and disabled, and restricted to mere spectatorship at the game
of life, if I really can't see the show when I have paid so much
for my ticket] Tell me this," Ealph went on, while Isabel
listened to him with quickened attention : " What had you in
your mind, when you refused Lord Warburton]"
« What had I in my mind ] "
"What was the logic — the view of your situation — that
dictated so remarkable an act 1 "
" I didn't wish to marry him — if that is logic."
" No, that is not logic — and I knew that before. What was
it you said to yourself] You certainly said more than that."
Isabel reflected a moment and then she answered this inquiry
with a question of her own. " Why do you call it a remarkable
act] That is what your mother thinks, too."
*' Warburton is such a fine fellow ; as a man I think he has
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. IPl
hardly a fault. And then, he is what they call here a swell.
He has immense possessions, and his wife would be thought
a superior being. He unites the intrinsic and the extrinsic
advantages."
Isabel watched her cousin while he spoke, as if to see how
far he would go. " I refused him because he was too perfect
then. I am not perfect myself, and he is too good for me.
Besides, his perfection would irritate me.'*
" That is ingenious rather than candid," said Ralph. " As a
fact, you think nothing in the world too perfect for you."
" Do I think I am so good 1 "
" No, but you are exacting, all the same, without the excuse
of thinking yourself good. Nineteen women out of twenty,
however, even of the most exacting sort, would have contented
themselves with Warburton. Perhaps you don't know how he
has been run after."
*'I don't wish to know. But it seems to me," said Isabel,
" that you told me of several faults that he has, one day when
I spoke of him to you."
Ralph looked grave. ''I hope that what I said then had no
weight with you ; for they were not faults, the things I spoke
of ; they were simply peculiarities of his position. If I had
known he wished to marry you, I would never have alluded
to them. I think I said that as regards that position he was
rather a sceptic. It would have been in your power to make
him a believer."
" I think not. I don't understand the matter, and I am not
conscious of any mission of that sort. — You are evidently dis-
appointed," Isabel added, looking gently but earnestly at her
cousin. ** You would have liked me to marry Lord Warburton."
** Not in the least. I am absolutely without a wish on the
192 THE PORTRAIT OF k LADY.
subject. I don't pretend to advise you, and I content myself
with watching you — ^with the deepest interest.*'
Isabel gave a rather conscious sigh. " I wish I could be
as interesting to myself as I am to you ! "
" There you are not candid again ; you are extremely interest-
ing to yourself. Do you know, however," said Ealph, " that
if you have really given Lord Warburton his final answer, I am
rather glad it has been what it was. I don't mean I am glad for
you, and still less, of course, for him. I am glad for myself."
" Are you thinking of proposing to me 1 "
"By no means. From the point of view I speak of that
would be fatal ; I should kill the goose that supplies me with
golden eggs. I use that animal as a symbol of my insane illu-
sions. What I mean is, I shall have the entertainment of seeing
what a young lady does who won't marry Lord Warburton."
" That is what your mother counts upon too," said IsabeL
"Ah, there will be plenty of spectators ! We shall contem-
plate the rest of your career. I shall not see all of it, but I
shall probably see the most interesting years. Of course, if you
were to marry our friend, you would still have a career — a very
honourable and brilliant one. But relatively speaking, it would
be a little prosaic. It would be definitely marked out in
advance ; it would be wanting in the unexpected. You know
I am extremely fond of the unexpected, and now that you have
kept the game in your hands I depend on your giving us some
magnificent example of it."
" I don't understand you very well," said Isabel, " but I do so
woU enough to be able to say that if you look for magnificent
examples of anything I shall disappoint you."
" You will do so only by disappointing yourself — ^and that
will go hard with you ! "
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To this Isabel made no direct reply ; there was an amount
of truth in it which would bear consideration. At last she said,
abruptly — ** I don't see what harm there is in my wishing not to
tie myself. I don't want to begin life by marrying. There are
other things a woman can do.*'
" There is nothing she can do so well. But you are many-
sided."
" If one is two-sided, it is enough," said Isabel.
" You are the most charming of polygons ! " Ealph broke out,
with a laugh. At a glance from his companion, however, he
became grave, and to prove it he went on — " You want to see
life, as the young men say."
" I don't think I want to see it as the young men want to see
it ; but I do want to look about me."
" You want to drain the cup of experience."
" No, I don't wish to touch the cup of experience. It's a
poisoned drink ! I only want to see for myself."
" You want to see, but not to feel," said Ealph.
" I don't think that if one is a sentient being, one can make
the distinction," Isabel returned. "I am a good deal like
Henrietta. The other day, when I asked her if she wished to
maiTy, she said — * Not till I have seen Europe 1 ' I too don't
wish to marry until I have seen Europe."
" You evidently expect that a crowned head will be struck
with you."
" No, that would be worse than marrying Lord "Warburton.
But it is getting very dark," Isabel continued, " and I must go
home." She rose from her place, but Ralph sat still a moment,
looking at her. As he did not follow her, she stopped, and they
remained a while exchanging a gaze, full on either side, but
especially on Ealph's, of utterances too vague for words.
VOL. I. o
194 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
"You have answered my question," said Ealph at last.
"You have told me what I wanted. I am greatly obliged to
you."
" It seems to me I have told you very little."
" You have told me the great thing : that the world interests
you and that you want to throw yoin-self into it."
Isabel's silvery eyes shone for a moment in the darkness.
" I never said that."
" I think you meant it. Don't repudiate it ; it*s so fine ! "
" I don't know what you are trying to fasten upon me, for I
am not in the least an adventurous spirit. Women are not like
men."
Ealph slowly rose from his seat, and they walked together to
the gate of the square. " No," he said ; " women rarely boast
of their courage ; men do so with a certain frequency."
" Men have it to boast of ! "
" Women have it too ; you have a great deal."
" Enough to go home in a cab to Pratt's Hotel ; but not more."
Ealph unlocked the gate, and after they had passed out he
fastened it.
"We will find your cab," he said; and as they turned
towards a neighbouring street in which it seemed that this
quest would be fruitful, he asked her again if he might not see
her safely to the inn.
"By no means," she answered; "you are very tired; you
must go home and go to bed."
The cab was found, and he helped her into it, standing a
moment at the door.
" When people forget I am a sick man I am often annoyed,"
he said. " But it's worse when they remember it ! "
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 195
XVI.
Isabel had had no hidden motive in wishing her cousin not to
take her home ; it simply seemed to her that for some days past
she had consumed an inordinate quantity of his time, and the
independent spirit of the American girl who ends by regarding
perpetual assistance as a sort of derogation to her sanity, had
made her decide that for these few hours she must suffice to
herself. She had moreover a great fondness for intervals of
solitude, and since her arrival in England it had heen but
scantily gratified. It was a luxury she could always command
at home, and she had missed it. That evening, however, an
incident occurred which — had there been a critic to note it-
would have taken all colour from the theory that the love of
solitude had caused her to dispense with Ralph's attendance.
She was sitting, towards nine o'clock, in the dim illumination of
Pratt's Hotel, trying with the aid of two tall candles to lose
herself in a volume she had brought from Gardencourt, but
succeeding only to the extent of reading other words on the page
than those that were printed there — words that Ealph had
spoken to her in the afternoon.
Suddenly the well-muffled knuckle of the waiter was applied
to the door, which presently admitted him, bearing the card of
a visitor. This card, duly considered, offered to Isabel's startled
o 2
196 * THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
vision the name of Mr. Caspar Goodwood. She let the servant
stand before her inquiringly for some instants, without signifying
her wishes.
" Shall I show the gentleman up, ma*am ? " he asked at last,
with a slightly encouraging inflection.
Isabel hesitated still, and while she hesitated she glanced at
the mirror.
" He may come in," she said at last ; and waited for him with
some emotion.
Caspar Goodwood came in and shook hands with her. He
said nothing till the servant had left the room again, then he
said —
" Why didn't you answer my letter ? "
He spoke in a quick, full, slightly peremptory tone — the
tone of a man whose questions were usually pointed, and who
was capable of much insistence.
Isabel answered him by a question.
" How did you know I was here?"
"Miss Stackpole let me know," said Caspar Goodwood.
" She told me that you would probably be at home alone this
evening, and would be willing to see me."
" Where did she see you — ^to tell you that 1 "
" She didn't see me ; she wrote to me."
Isabel was silent ; neither of them had seated themselves ;
they stood there with a certain air of defiance, or at least of
contention.
"Henrietta never told me that she was writing to you,"
Isabel said at last. " This is not kind of her."
"Is it so disagreeable to you to see me?" asked the young
man.
I didn't expect it I don't like such surprises."
({
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 197
"But you knew I was in town; it was natural we should
meet."
" Do you call this meeting 1 I hoped I should not see you.
In so large a place as London it seemed to me very possible.*'
" Apparently it was disagreeable to you even to write to me,'*
said Mr. Goodwood.
Isabel made no answer to this ; the sense of Henrietta
Stackpole's treachery, as she momentarily qualified it, was
strong within her.
" Henrietta is not delicate ! " she exclaimed with a certain
bitterness. " It was a great liberty to take."
'^ I suppose I am not delicate either. The fault is mine as
much as hers."
As Isabel looked at him it seemed to her that his jaw had
never been more square. This might have displeased her ;
nevertheless she rejoined inconsequently —
" No, it is^ not your fault so much as hers. What you have
done is very natural."
" It is indeed ! " cried Caspar Goodwood, with a voluntary
laugh. " And now that I have come, at any rate, may I not stay ] "
** You may sit down, certainly."
And Isabel went back to her chair again, while her visitor
took the first place that offered, in the manner of a man accus-
tomed to pay little thought to the sort of chair he sat in.
**I have been hoping every day for an answer to my letter,"
he said. "You might have written me a few lines."
" It was not the tr(»uble of writing that prevented me ; I
could as easily have written you four pages as one. But my
silence was deliberate ; I thought it best."
He sat with his eyes fixed on hers wlule she said this ; then
he lowered them and attached them to a spot in the carpet, as
198 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
if he were making a strong effort to say nothing but what he
ought to say. He was a strong man in the wrong, and he was
acute enough to see that an uncompromising exhibition of his
strength would only throw the falsity of his position into relief.
Isabel was not incapable of finding it agreeable to have an
advantage of position over a person of this quality, and though
she was not a girl to flaunt her advantage in his face, she was
woman enough to enjoy being able to say "You know you
ought not to have written to me yourself ! " and to say it with a
certain air of triumph.
Caspar Goodwood raised his eyes to hers again ; they wore an
expression of ardent remonstrance. He had a strong sense of
justice, and he was ready any day in the year — over and above
this — to argue the question of his rights.
^* You said you hoped never to hear from me again ; I know
that. But I never accepted the prohibition. I promised you
that you should hear very soon."
" I did not say that I hoped never to hear from you," said
Isabel.
" Not for five years, then ; for ten years. It is the same
thing."
" Do you find it so ] It seems to me there is a great difference.
I can imagine that at the end of ten years we might have a
very pleasant correspondence. I shall have matured my epis-
tolary style."
Isabel looked away while she spoke these words, for she
knew they were of a much less earnest cast than the countenance
of her listener. Her eyes, however, at last came back to him,
just as he said, very irrelevantly —
" Are you enjoying your visit to your uncle ? "
" Very much indeed." She hesitated, and then she broke
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 199
out with even greater irrelevance, " What good do you expect
to get by insisting ] "
" The good of not losing you."
" You have no right to talk about losing what is not yours.
And even from your own point of view," Isabel added, "you
ought to know when to let one alone." '
"-I displease you very much," said Caspar Goodwood gloomily ;
not as if to provoke her to compassion for a man conscious of
this blighting fact, but as if to set it well before himself, so
that he might endeavour to act with his eyes upon it.
" Yes, you displease me very much, and the worst is that it
is needless."
Isabel knew that his was not a soft nature, from which pin-
pricks would draw blood ; and from the first of her acquaintance
with him and of her having to defend herself against a certain
air that he had of knowing better what was good for her than
she knew herself, she had recognised the fact that perfect frank-
ness was her best weapon. To attempt to spare his sensibility
or to escape from him edgewise, as one might do from a man
who had barred the way less sturdily — this, in dealing with
Caspar Goodwood, who would take everything of every sort
that one might give him, was wasted agility. It was not
that he had not susceptibilities, but his passive surface, as
well as his active, was large and firm, and he might always be
trusted to dress his wounds himself. In measuring the effect
of his suffering, one might always reflect that he had a sound
constitution.
" I can't reconcile myself to that," he said.
There was a dangerous liberality about this ; for Isabel felt
that it was quite open to him to say that he had not always
displeased her.
200 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
" I can't reconcile myself to it either, and it is not the state
of things that ought to exist between us. If you would only
try and banish me from your mind for a few months we should
be on good terms again."
" I see. If I should cease to think of you for a few months
I should find I could keep it up indefinitely."
" Indefinitely is more than I ask. It is more even than I
should like."
" You know that what you ask is impossible," said the young
man, taking his adjective for granted in a manner that Isabel
found irritating.
" Are you not capable of making an eflPort 1 " she demanded.
" You are strong for everything else ; why shouldn't you be
strong for that ? "
" Because I am in love with you," said Caspar Goodwood
simply. " If one is strong, one loves only the more strongly."
" There is a good deal in that ; " and indeed our young
lady felt the force of it. " Think of me or not, as you find most
possible ; only leave me alone."
** Until when?"
" Well, for a year or two."
" Which do you mean 1 Between one year and two there is a
great difference."
" Call it two, then," said Isabel, wondering whether a little
cynicism might not be effective.
"And what shall I gain by that?" Mr. Goodwood asked,
giving no sign of wincing.
" You will have obliged me greatly."
" But what will be my reward ] "
" Do you need a reward for an act of generosity ? "
" Yes, when it involves a great sacrifice."
THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 201
" There is no generosity without sacrifice. Men don't under-
stand such things. If you make this sacrifice I shall admire
you greatly."
" I don't care a straw for your admiration. Will you marry
mel That is the question."
" Assuredly not, if I feel as I feel at present."
'* Then I ask again, what I shall gain ] "
"You will gain quite as much as by worrying me to
death ! "
Caspar Goodwood bent his eyes again and gazed for a while
into the crown of his hat. A deep flush overspread his face,
and Isabel could perceive that this dart at last had struck home.
To see a strong man in pain had something terrible for her, and
she immediately felt very sorry for her visitor.
" Why do you make me say such things to you ] " she cried
in a trembling voice. " I only want to be gentle — to be kind.
It is not delightful to me to feel that people care for me, and
yet to have to try and reason them out of it. I think others
also ought to be considerate ; we have each to judge for our-
selves. I know you are considerate, as much as you can be ;
you have good reasons for what you do. But I don't want to
marry. I shall probably never marry. I have a perfect right
to feel that way, and it is no kindness to a woman*to urge her —
to persuade her against her will. If I give you pain I can only
say I am very sorry. It is not my fault ; I can't marry you
simply to please you. I won't say that I shall always remain
your friend, because when women say that, in these circum-
stances, it is supposed, I believe, to be a sort of mockery. But
try me some day."
Caspar Goodwood, duiing this speech, had kept his eyes fixed
upon the name of his hatter, and it was not until some time
■202 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
after she hod ceased speaking that he raided them.
(lid so, the sight of a certain rosy, lovely eagemeM
face threw some confusion into his attempt to analysi
liad said. " I will go home — I will go to-morrow — I
you alone," he murmured at last, "Only," he added
tone — " I hate to lose sight of you ! "
"Xever fear. I will do no harm."
"You will marry some one else," said Caapar Gw'
" Do you think that is a generous charge t "
" Wliy not^ Plenty of men will ask you."
" t told you just now that I don't wish to mam'
shall probably never do so."
" I know you did ; but I don't believe it."
" Thank you very much. Too appear to think I
ing to deoeive you ; you say very delicate things."
" Wliy should I not eay thatl You have gi
promise that you will not marry."
" IAki, that is all tliat would be wanting 1 " cried I
bitter laugh.
" You think you won't, but you will," her visitoi
if he were preparing liimself for the worst.
" Very well, I will then. Have it ag you please.
" I don't know, however," said Caapar Goodwou
keeping you in sight would prevent it."
" Don't you indeed % I am, after all, veiy muoh
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206 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
dismay at the thought that Lord Warburton and Mr. Goodwood
might have met at Gardencourt : it would have been so awkward
for Lord Warburton !
"When you leave your uncle, where are you going]" Caspar
asked.
"I shall go abroad with my aunt — to Florence and other
places."
The serenity of this announcement struck a chill to the young
man's heart ; he seemed to see her whirled away into circles from
which he was inexorably excluded. Nevertheless he went on
quickly with his questions. " And when sliall you come back
to America ? "
" Perhaps not for a*long time ; I am very happy here."
" Do you mean to give up your country 1 "
"Don't be an infant."
" Well, you will be out of my sight indeed ! " said Caspar
Goodwood.
" I don't know," she answered, rather grandly. " The world
strikes me as small."
" It is too large for me ! " Caspar exclaimed, with a simplicity
which our young lady might have found touching if her face
had not been set against concessions.
This attitude was part of a system, a theory, that she had
lately embraced, and to be thorough she said after a moment —
" Don't think me unkind if I say that it's just that — being out
of your sight — that I like. If you were in the same place as I,
I should feel as if you were watching me, and I don't like that.
I like my liberty too much. If there is a thing in the world
that I am fond of," Isabel went on, with a slight recurrence of
the grandeur that had shown itself a moment before — " it is my
personal independence."
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But whatever there was of grandeur in this speech moved
Caspar Goodwood's admiration ; there was nothing that displeased
him in the sort of feeling it expressed. This feeling not only did
no violence to his way of looking at the girl he wished to make
his wife, hut seemed a grace the more in so ardent a spirit. To
his mind she had always had wings, and this was hut the flatter
of those stainless pinions. He was not afraid of having a wife
with a certain largeness of movement ; he was a man of long
steps himself. Isahel's words, if they had heen meant to shock
him, failed of the mark, and only made him smile with the
sense that here was common ground. " Who would wish less
to curtail your liherty than I?" he asked. "What can give
me greater pleasure than to see you perfectly independent —
doing whatever you like ? It is to make you independent that
I want to marry you."
" That's a beautiful sophism," said the girl, with a smile more
beautiful still.
"An unmarried woman — a girl of your age — is not inde-
pendent. There are all sorts of things she can't do. She is
hampered at every step."
" That's as she looks at the question," Isabel answered, with
much spirit. " I am not in my first youth — I can do what I
choose — I belong quite to the independent class. I have neither
father nor mother ; I am poor ; I am of a serious disposition,
and not pretty. I therefore am not bound to be timid and
conventional ; indeed I can't afibrd such luxuries. Besides, I
try to judge things for myself; to judge wrong, I think, is more
honourable than not to judge at all. I don't wish to be a mere
sheep in the flock ; I wish to choose my fate and know some-
thing of human affairs beyond what other people think it com-
patible with propriety to tell me." She paused a moment, but
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not long enough for her companion to reply. He was apparently
on the point of doing so, when she went on — " Let me say this
to you, Mr. Goodwood. You are so kind as to speak of being
afraid of my marrying. K you should hear a rumour that I
am on the point of doing so — girls are liable to have such things
said about them — remember what I have told you about my
love of liberty, and venture to doubt it."
There was something almost passionately positive in the tone
in which Isabel gave him this advice, and he saw a shining
candour in her eyes which helped him to believe her. On the
whole he felt reassured, and you might have perceived it by the
manner in which he said, quite eagerly — " You want simply to
travel for two years 1 I am quite willing to wait two years, and
you may do what you like in the interval. If that is all you
want, pray say so. I don't want you to be conventional ; do I
strike you as conventional myself ? Do you want to improve
your mind 1 Your mind is quite good enough for me ; but if
it interests you to wander about a while and see different
countries, I shall be delighted to help you, in any way in my
power.*'
" You are very generous ; that is nothing new to me. The
best way to help me will be to put as many hundred miles of
sea between us as possible."
" One would think you were going to commit a crime 1 " said
Caspar Goodwood.
" Perhaps I am. I wish to be free even to do that, if the
fancy takes me."
" Well then," he said, slowly, " I wlQ go home.'' And he
put out his hand, trying to look contented and confident.
Isabel's confidence in him, however, was greater than any he
could feel in her. Not that he thought her capable of commit-
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ting a crime; but, turn it over as he would, there was some-
thing ominous in the way she reserved her option. As
Isabel took his hand, she felt a great respect for him; she
knew how much he cared for her, and she thought him
magnanimous. They stood so for a moment, looking at each
other, united by a handclasp which was not merely passive
on her side. "That's right," she said, very kindly, almost
tenderly. "You will lose nothing by being a reasonable
man."
" But I will come back, wherever you are, two years hence,"
he returned, ^vith characteristic grimness.
We have seen that our young lady was inconsequent, and at
this she suddenly changed her note. "Ah, remember, I
promise nothing — absolutely nothing ! " Then more softly, as
if to help him to leave her, she added — " And remember, too,
that I shall not be an easy victim ! "
" You will get very sick of your independence."
" Perhaps I shall ; it is even very probable. When that day
comes I shall be very glad to see you."
She had laid her hand on the knob of the door that led into
her own room, and she waited a moment to see whether her
visitor would not take his departure. But he appeared unable to
move ; there was still an immense unwillingness in his attitude
— a deep remonstrance in his eyes.
" I must leave you now," said Isabel ; and she opened the
door, and passed into the other room.
This apartment was dark, but the darkness was tempered by
a vague radiance sent up through the window from the court
of the hotel, and Isabel could make out. the masses of the
furniture, the dim shining of the mirror, and the looming of
the big four-posted bed. She stood still a moment, listening,
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210 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
and at last she heard Caspar Goodwood walk out of the
sitting-room and close the door behind him. She stood still
a moment longer, and then, by an irresistible impulse, she
dropped on her knees before her bed, and hid her fsice in her
arms.
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XVII.
She was not praying; she was trembling — trembling all
over. She was an excitable creature, and now she was much
excited; but she wished to resist her excitement, and the
attitude of prayer, which she kept for some time, seemed to
help her to be stUl. She was extremely glad Caspar Goodwood
was gone ; there was something exhilarating in having got rid
of him. As Isabel became conscious of this feeling she bowed
her head a little lower ; the feeling was there, throbbing in her
heart ; it was a part of her emotion ; but it was a thing to be
ashamed of — ^it was profane and out of place. It was not for
some ten minutes that she rose from her knees, and when she
came back to the sitting-room she was still trembling a little.
Her agitation had two causes ; part of it was to be accounted
for by her long discussion with Mr. Goodwood, but it might be
feared that the rest was simply the enjoyment she found in the
exercise of her power. She sat down in the same chair again,
and took up her book, but without going through the form of
opening the volume. She leaned back, with that low, soft,
aspiring murmur with which she often expressed her gladness
in accidents of which the brighter side was not superficially
obvious, and gave herself up to the satisfaction of having re-
fused two ardent suitors within a fortnight. That love of
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liberty of which she had given Caspar Groodwood so bold a
sketch was as yet almost exclusively theoretic ; she had not
been able to indulge it on a large scale. But it seemed to her
that she had done something ; she had tasted of the delight, if
not of battle, at least of victory ; she had done what she pre-
ferred. In the midst of this agreeable sensation the image of
Mr. Goodwood taking his sad walk homeward through, the
dingy town presented itself with a certain reproachful force ; so
that, as at the same moment the door of the room was opened,
she rose quickly with an apprehension that he had come back.
But it was only Henrietta Stackpole returning from her dinner.
Miss Stackpole immediately saw that something had happened
to Isabel, and indeed the discovery demanded no great penetra-
tion. Henrietta went straight up to her friend, who received
her without a greeting. Isabel's elation in having sent Caspar
Goodwood back to America pre-supposed her being glad that he
had come to see her ; but at the same time she perfectly remem-
bered that Henrietta had had no right to set a trap for her.
" Has he been here, dear 1 " Miss Stackpole inquired, softly.
Isabel turned away, and for some moments answered nothing.
" You acted very wrongly," she said at last.
" I acted for the best, dear. I only hope you acted as well."
" You are not the judge. I can't trust you," said Isabel
This declaration was imflattering, but Henrietta was much too
unselfish to heed the charge it conveyed ; she cared only for
what it intimated with regard to her friend.
"Isabel Archer," she declared, with equal abruptness and
solemnity, " if you marry one of these people, I will never speak
to you again ! "
** Before making so terrible a threat, you had better wait till
I am asked," Isabel replied. Never having said a word to Miss
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Stackpole about Lord Warburton's overtures, she had now no
impulse whatever to justify herself to Henrietta by telling her
that she had refused that nobleman.
" Oh, you'll be asked quick enough, once you get off on the
continent. Annie Climber was asked three times in Italy — poor
plain little Annie."
" Well, if Annie Climber was not captured, why should
I be]"
" I don't believe Annie was pressed ; but you'll be."
" That's a flattering conviction," said Isabel, with a laugh.
" I don't flatter you, Isabel, I tell you the truth ! " cried her
friend. " I hope you don't mean to tell me that you didn't give
Mr. Goodwood some hope."
" I don't see why I should tell you anything ; as I said to
you just now, I can't trust you. But since you are so much
interested in Mr. Goodwood, I won't conceal from you that he
returns immediately to America."
** You don't mean to say you have sent him off 1 " Henrietta
broke out in dismay.
" I asked him to leave me alone ; and I ask you the same,
Henrietta."
Miss Stackpole stood there with expanded eyes, and then she
went to the mirror over the chimney-piece and took off her
bonnet.
" I hope you have enjoyed your dinner," Isabel remarked,
lightly,' as she did so.
But Miss Stackpole was not to be diverted by frivolous pro-
positions, nor bribed by the offer of autobiographic opportunities.
" Do you know where you are going, Isabel Archer 1 "
"Just now I am going to bed," said Isabel, with persistent
frivolity.
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" Do you know where you are drifting 1 " Henrietta went on,
holding out her honnet delicately.
" No, I haven't the least idea, and I find it very pleasant
not to know. A swift carriage, of a dark night, rattling with
four horses over roads that one can't see — ^that's my idea of
happiness."
" Mr. Goodwood certainly didn't teach you to say such things
as that — like the heroine of an immoral novel," said Miss Stack-
pole. " You are drifting to some great mistake."
Isabel was irritated by her friend's interference, but even in
the midst of her irritation she tried to think what truth this
declaration could represent. She could think of nothing that
diverted her from saying — " You must be very fond of me,
Henrietta, to be willing to be so disagreeable to me."
" I love you, Isabel," said Miss Stackpole, with feeling.
"Well, if you love me, let me alone. I asked that of Mr.
Goodwood, and I must also ask it of you."
" Take care you are not let alone too much."
" That is what Mr. Goodwood said to me. I told him I must
take the risks."
" You are a creature of risks — you make me shudder ! " cried
Henrietta. " When does Mr. Goodwood return to America 1 "
" I don't know— he didn't teU me."
"Perhaps you didn't inquire," said Henrietta, with the note
of righteous irony.
" I gave him too little satisfaction to have the right to ask
questions of him."
This assertion seemed to Miss Stackpole for a moment to bid
defiance to comment ; but at last she exclaimed — " Well, Isabel,
if I didn't know you, I might think you were heartless ! "
" Take care," said Isabel; " you are spoiling me."
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" I am afraid I have done that already. I hope, at least,*'
Miss Stackpole added, " that he may cross with Annie
Climber ! "
Isabel learned from her the next morning that she had deter-
mined not to return to Gardencourt (where old Mr. Touchett
had promised her a renewed welcome), but to await in London
the arrival of the invitation that Mr. Bantling had promised her
from his sister, Lady PensiL Miss Stackpole related very freely
her conversation with Ralph Touchett's sociable friend, and
declared to Isabel that she really believed she had now got hold
of something that would lead to something. On the receipt of
Lady Pensil's letter — Mr. Bantling had virtually guaranteed
the arrival of this documents— she would immediately depart for
Bedfordshire, and if Isabel cared to look out for her impressions
in the Interviewer, she would certainly find them. Henrietta
was evidently going to see something of the inner life this time .
'* Do you know where you are drifting, Henrietta Stackpole 1 "
Isabel asked, imitating the tone in which her friend had spoken
the night before.
" I am drifting to a big position — that of queen of American
journalism. If my next letter isn't copied all over the West,
m swallow my pen-wiper ! "
She had arranged with her friend Miss Annie Climber, the
young lady of the continental offers, that they should go together
to make those purchases which were to constitute Miss Climber's
farewell to a hemisphere in which she at least had been appreci-
ated ; and she presently repaired to Jermyn Street to pick up
her companion. Shortly after her departure Ralph Touchett
was announced^ and as soon as he came jn Isabel saw that he
had something on his mind. He very soon took his cousin
into his confidence. He had received a telegram from his
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mother, telling him that his father had had a sharp attack of
his old malady, that she was much alarmed, and that she begged
Ealph would instantly return to Gardencourt. On this occa-
sion, at least, Mrs. Touchett's devotion to the electric wire had
nothing incongruous.
" I have judged it best to see the great doctor, Sir Matthew
Hope, first," Ealph said ; " by great good luck he's in town. He
is to see me at half-past twelve, and I shall make sure of his
coming down to Gardencourt — ^which he will do the more readily
as he has abeady seen my father several times, both there and in
London. There is an express at two-forty-five, which I shall
take, and you will come back with me, or remain here a few
days longer, exactly as you prefer."
" I will go with you ! " Isabel exclaimed. " I don't suppose
I can be of any use to my uncle, but if he is ill I should like to
be near him."
*'I think you like him," said Ealph, with a certain shy
pleasure in his eye. " You appreciate him, which all the world
hasn't done. The quality is too fine."
" I think I love him," said Isabel, simply.
" That's very well. After his son, he is your greatest admirer."
Isabel welcomed this assurance, but she gave secretly a little
sigh of relief at the thought that Mr. Touchett was one of those
admirers who could not propose to marry her. This, however,
was not what she said ; she went on to inform Ealph that there
were other reasons why she should not remain in London. She
was tired of it and wished to leave it ; and then Henrietta was
going away — going to stay in Bedfordshire."
" In Bedfordshire 1 " Ealph exclaimed, with surprise.
"With Lady Pensil, the sister of Mr. Bantling, who has
answered for an invitation."
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Ealph was feeling anxious, but at this he broke into a laugh.
Suddenly, however, he looked grave again. " Bantling is a man
of courage. But if the invitation should get lost on the way 1 "
" I thought the British post-office was impeccable."
" The good Homer sometimes nods," said Ralph. " However,"
he went on, more brightly, " the good Bantling never does, and,
whatever happens, he will take care of Henrietta."
Ealph went to keep his appointment with Sir Matthew Hope,
and Isabel made her arrangements for quitting Pratt's Hotel.
Her uncle's danger touched her nearly, and while she stood
before her open trunk, looking about her vaguely for what she
should put into it, the tears suddenly rushed into her eyes. It
was perhaps for this reason that when Ealph came back at two
o'clock to take her to the station she was not yet ready.
He foimd Miss Stackpole, however, in the sitting-room, where
she had just risen from the lunch-table, and this lady immedi-
ately expressed her regret at his father's illness.
" He is a grand old man," she said ; " he is faithful to the
last. If it is really to be the last — excuse my alluding to it,
but you must often have thought of the possibility — I am sorry
that I shall not be at Gardencourt."
" You will amuse yourself much more in Bedfordshire."
" I shall be sorry to amuse myself at such a time," said
Henrietta, with much propriety. But she immediately added —
" I should like so to commemorate the closing scene."
" My father may live a long time," said Ralph, simply.
Then, adverting to topics more cheerful, he interrogated Miss
Stackpole as to her own future.
Now that Ralph was in trouble, she addressed him in a tone
of larger allowance, and told him that she was much indebted
to him for having made her acquainted with Mr. Bantling.
218 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
" He has told me just the things I want to know," she said;
" all the society-items and all about the royal family. I can't
make out that what he tells me about the royal family is much
to their credit ; but he says that's only my peculiar way of
looking at it. "Well, all I want is that he should give me the
facts; I can put them together quick enough, once I've got
thern." And she added that Mr. Bantling had been so good
as to promise to come and take her out in the afternoon.
" To take you where ] " Ealph ventured to inquire.
" To Buckingham Palace. He is going to show me over it,
so that I may get some idea how they live."
" Ah," said Kalph, " we leave you in good hands. The first
thing we shall hear is that you are invited to Windsor Castle."
" If they ask me, I shall certainly go. Once I get started I
am not afraid. But for all that," Henrietta added in a moment,
" I am not satisfied; I am not satisfied about Isabel"
" What is her last misdemeanour ] "
" Well, I have told you before, and I suppose there is no
harm in my going on. I always finish a subject that I take up.
Mr. Goodwood was here last night."
Kalph opened his eyes ; he even blushed a little — his blush
being the sign of an emotion somewhat acute. He remembered
that Isabel, in separating from him in Winchester Square, had
repudiated his suggestion that her motive in doing so was the
expectation of a visitor at Pratt's Hotel, and it was a novel
sensation to him to have to suspect her of duplicity. On the
other hand, he quickly said to himself, what concern was it of
his that she should have made an appointment with a lover 1
Had it not been thought graceful in every age that young ladies
should make a mystery of such appointments? Ealph made
Miss Stackpole a diplomatic answer. " I should have thought
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that, with the views you expressed to me the other day, that
would satisfy you perfectly."
" That he should come to see her 1 That was very well, as
far as it went. It was a little plot of mine ; I let him know
that we were in London, and when it had heen arranged that I
should spend the evening out, I just sent him a word — a word
to the wise. I hoped he would find her alone ; I won't pretend
I didn't hope that you would he out of the way. He came to
see her ; but he might as well have stayed away."
" Isabel was cruel ? " Ealph inquired, smiling, and relieved at
learning that his cousin had not deceived him.
" I don't exactly know what passed between them. But she
gave him no satisfaction — she sent him back to America."
" Poor Mr. Goodwood ! " Ralph exclaimed.
" Her only idea seems to be to get rid of him," Henrietta
went on.
" Poor Mr. Goodwood ! " repeated Ealph. The exclamation,
it must be confessed, was somewhat mechanical. It failed
exactly to express his thoughts, which were taking another
line.
** You don't say that as if you felt it ; I don't believe you care."
" Ah," said Ralph, '* you must remember that I don't know
this interesting young man — that I have never seen him."
" Well, I shall see him, and I shall tell him not to give up.
If I didn't believe Isabel would come round," said Miss Stack-
pole — " well, I'd give her up myself I "
220 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
XVIII.
It had occurred to Ralph that under the circumstances Isabel's
parting with Miss Stackpole might be of a slightly embarrassed
nature, and he went down to the door of the hotel in advance
of his cousin, who after a slight delay followed, with the traces
of an unaccepted remonstrance, as he thought, in her eye. The
two made the journey to Gardencourt in almost unbroken
silence, and the servant who met them at the station had no
better news to give them of Mr. Touchett — a fact which caused
Ealph to congratulate himself afresh on Sir Matthew Hope's
having promised to come down in the five o'clock train and spend
the night. Mrs. Touchett, he learned, on reaching home, had
been constantly with the old man, and was with him at that
moment; and this fact made Balph.say to himself that, after
all, what his mother wanted was simply opportunity. The
finest natures were those that shone on large occasions. Isabel
went to her own room, noting, throughout the house, that per-
ceptible hush which precedes a crisis. At the end of an hour,
however, she came down-stairs in search of her aunt, whom
she wished to ask about Mr. Touchett. She went into the
library, but Mrs. Touchett was not there, and as the weather,
which had been damp and chill, was now altogether spoiled,
it was not probable that she had gone for her usual walk in
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the grounds. Isabel was on the point of ringing to send an
inquiry to her room, when her attention was taken by an un-
expected sound — the sound of low music proceeding appar-
ently from the drawing-room. She knew that her aunt never
touched the piano, and the musician was therefore probably
Ealph, who played for his own amusement. That he should
have resorted to this recreation at the present time, indicated
apparently that his anxiety about his father had been relieved ;
so that Isabel took her way to the drawing-room with much
alertness. The drawing-room at Gardencourt was an apart-
ment of great distances, and as the piano was placed at the end
of it furthest removed from the door at which Isabel entered,
her arrival was not noticed by the person seated before the
instrument. This person was neither Ealph nor his mother ; it
was a lady whom Isabel immediately saw to be a stranger to
herself, although her back was presented to the door. This
back — an ample and well-dressed one — Isabel contemplated for
some moments in surprise. The lady was of course a visitor
who had arrived during her absence, and who had not been
mentioned by either of the servants — one of them her aunt's
maid — of whom she had had speech since her return. Isabel
had already learned, however, that the British domestic is not
effusive, and she was particularly conscious of having been
treated with dryness by her aunt's maid, whose offered assistance
the young lady from Albany — versed, as young ladies are in
Albany, in the very metaphysics of the toilet — had perhaps
made too light of. The arrival of a visitor was far from dis-
agreeable to Isabel; she had not yet divested herself of a
youthful impression that each new acquaintance; would exert
some momentous influence upon her life. By the time she
had made these reflections she became aware that the lady at
222 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
the piano played remarkably well. She was playing something
of Beethoven's — Isabel knew not what, but she recognised
Beethoven — and she touched the piano softly and discreetly,
but with evident skilL Her touch was that of an artist ; Isabel
sat down noiselessly on the nearest chair and waited till th.e
end of the piece. When it was finished she felt a strong desire
to thank the player, and rose from her seat to do so, while at the
same time the lady at the piano turned quickly round, as if she
had become aware of her presence.
" That is very beautiful, and your playing makes it more
beautiful still," said Isabel, with all the young radiance vnth*
which she usually uttered a truthful rapture.
"You don't thmk I disturbed Mr. Touchett, theni" the
musician answered, as sweetly as this compliment deserved.
" The house is so large, and his room so far away, that I thought
I might venture — especially as I played just — just du bout des
doigtsy
" She is a Frenchwoman," Isabel said to herself ; " she says
that as if she were French." And this supposition made the
stranger more interesting to our speculative heroine. " I hope
my uncle is doing well," Isabel added. " I should think that
to hear such lovely music as that would really make him feel
better."
The lady gave a discriminating smile.
" I am afraid there are moments in life when even Beethoven
has nothing to say to us. We must admit, however, that they
are our worst moments."
" I am not in that state now," said Isabel. " On the con-
trary, I should be so glad if you would play something more."
" If it will give you pleasure — most willingly." And this
obUging person took her place again, and struck a few chords.
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while Isabel sat down nearer the instrument. Suddenly the
stranger stopped, with her hands on the keys, half-turning and
looking over her shoulder at the girL She was forty years old,
and she was not pretty; but she had a delightful expression.
" Excuse me," she said ; " but are you the niece — the young
American ? "
" I am my aunt's niece," said Isabel, with naivete.
The lady at the piano sat still a moment longer, looking over
her shoulder with her charming smile.
" That's very well," she said, " we are compatriots."
And then she began to play.
" Ah, then she is not French," Isabel murmured ; and as the
opposite supposition had made her interesting, it might have
seemed that this revelation would have diminished her effective-
ness. But such was not the fact ; for Isabel, as she listened to
the music, found much stimulus to conjecture in the fact that
an American should so strongly resemble a foreign woman.
Her companion played in the same manner as before, softly
and solemnly, and while she played the shadows deepened in the
room. The autumn twilight gathered in, and from her place
Isabel could see the rain, which had now begun in earnest,
washing the cold-looking lawn, and the wind shaking the great
trees. At last, when the music had ceased, the lady got up, and,
coming to her auditor, smiling, before Isabel had time to thank
her again, said —
" I am very glad you have come back ; I have heard a grea^
deal about you."
Isabel thought her a very attractive person ; but she never-
theless said, with a certain abruptness, in answer to this
speech —
" From whom have you heard about me % "
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The stranger hesitated a single moment, and then —
" From your uncle," she answered. " I have been here three
days, and the first day he let me come and pay him a visit in his
room. Then he talked constantly of you."
" As you didn't know me, that must have bored you."
** It made me want to know you. All the more that since
then — your aunt being so much with Mr. Touchett — I have been
quite alone, and have got rather tired of my own society. I
have not chosen a good moment for my visit."
A servant had come in with lamps, and was presently followed
by another, bearing the tea-tray. Of the appearance of this
repast Mrs. Touchett had apparently been notified, for she now
arrived and addressed herself to the tea-pot. Her greeting to her
niece did not differ materially from her manner of raising the lid
of this receptacle in order to glance at the contents : in neither
act was it becoming to make a show of avidity. Questioned
about her husband, she was unable to say that he was better ;
but the local doctor was with him, and much light was expected
from this gentleman's consultation with Sir Matthew Hope.
" I suppose you two ladies have made acquaintance ] " she
said. " If you have not, I recommend you to do so ; for so long
as we continue — Ealph and I — to cluster about Mr. Touchett's
bed, you are not likely to have much society but each other."
"I know nothing about you but that you are a great
musician," Isabel said to the visitor.
"There is a good deal more than that to know," Mrs. Touchett
affirmed, in her little dry tone.
" A very little of it, I am sure, will content Miss Archer ! "
the lady exclaimed, with a light laugh. " I am an old friend of
your aunt's — I have lived much in Florence — I am Madame
Merle."
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She made this last announcement as if she were referring to a
person of tolerably distinct identity.
For Isabel, however, it represented but little ; she could only
continue to feel that Madame Merle had a charming manner.
" She is not a foreigner, in spite of her name," said Mrs.
Touchett. "She was born — I always forget where you were
born."
" It is hardly worth while I should tell you then."
" On the contrary," said Mrs. Touchett, who rarely missed a
logical point ; " if I remembered, your telling me would be quite
superfluous."
Madame Merle glanced at Isabel with a fine, frank smile.
" I was bom under the shadow of the national banner."
" She is too fond of mystery," said Mrs. Touchett ; " that is
her great fault."
" Ah," exclaimed Madame Merle, " I have great faults, but I
don't think that is one of them ; it certainly is not the greatest
I came into the world in the Brooklyn navy-yard. My father
was a high officer in the United States navy, and had a post — a
• post of responsibility— in that establishment at the time. I
suppose I ought to love the sea, but I hate it. That's why I
don't return to America. I love the land ; the great thing is to
love something."
Isabel, as a dispassionate witness, had not been struck with
the force of Mrs. Touchett's characterisation 0/ her visitor, who
had an expressive, communicative, responsive face, by no means
of the sort which, to Isabel's mind, suggested a secretive disposi-
tion. It was a face that told of a rich nature and of quick and
liberal impulses, and though it had no regular beauty was in the
highest degree agreeable to contemplate.
Madame Merle was a tall, fair, plump woman ; everything in
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her person was round and replete, though without those accumu-
lations which minister to indolence. Her features were thick,
but there was a graceful harmony among them, and her com-
plexion had a healthy clearness. She had a small grey eye, with
a great deal of light in it — an eye incapable of dulness, and,
according to some people, incapable of tears ; and a wide, firm
mouth, which, when she smiled, drew itself upward to the left
side, in a manner that most people thought very odd, some very
affected, and a few very graceful Isabel inclined to range
herself in the last category. Madame Merle had thick, fair hair,
which was arranged with picturesque simplicity, and a large
white hand, of a perfect shape — a shape so perfect that its
owner, preferring to leave it unadorned, wore no rings. Isabel
had taken her at first, as we have seen, for a Frenchwoman ; but
extended observation led her to say to herself that Madame
Merle might be a German^— a German of rank, a countess, a
princess. Isabel would never have supposed that she had been
bom in Brooklyn — though she could doubtless not have justified
her assumption that the air of distinction, possessed by Madame
Merle in so eminent a degree, was inconsistent with such a birth.
It was true that the national banner had floated immediately
over the spot of the lady's nativity, and the breezy freedom of
the stars and stripes might have shed an influence upon the
attitude which she then and there took towards life. And yet
Madame Merle had evidently nothing of the fluttered, flapping
quality of a morsel of bunting in the wind ; her deportment
expressed the repose and confidence which come from a large
experience. Experience, however, had not quenched her youth ;
it had simply made her sympathetic and supple. She was in a
word a woman of ardent impulses, kept in admirable order.
What an ideal combination ! thought Isabel.
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She made these reflections while the three ladies sat at their
tea ; but this ceremony was interrupted before long by the arrival
of the great doctor from London, who had been immediately
ushered into the drawing-room. Mrs. Touchett took him off to
the library, to confer with him in private ; and then Madame
Merle and Isabel parted, to meet again at dinner. The idea of
seeing more of this interesting woman did much to mitigate
IsabeFs perception of the melancholy that now hung over
Gardencourt.
When she came into the drawing-room before dinner she
found the place empty ; but in the course of a moment Ealph
arrived. His anxiety about his father had been lightened ; Sir
Matthew Hope's view of his condition was less sombre than
Ealph's had been. The doctor recommended that the nurse
alone should remain with the old man for the next three or four
hours ; so that Ealph, his mother, and the great physician him-
self, were free to dine at table. Mrs. Touchett and Sir Matthew
came in ; Madame Merle was the laat to appear.
Before she came, Isabel spoke of her to Ealph, who was
standing before the fireplace.
" Pray who is Madame Merle ] "
" The cleverest woman I know, not excepting yourself," said
Ealph.
" I thought she seemed very pleasant."
** I was sure you would think her pleasant," said Ealph.
** Is that why you invited her ] "
" I didn't invite her, and when we came back from London I
didn't know she was here. No one invited her. She is a friend
of my mother's, and just after you and I went to town, my
mother got a note from her. She had arrived in England (she
usually lives abroad, though she has first and last spent a good
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228 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
deal of time here), and she asked leave to come down for a few
days. Madame Merle is a woman who can make such proposals
with perfect confidence ; she is so welcome wherever she goes.
And with my mother there could be no question of hesitating ;
she is the one person in the world whom my mother very much
admires. K she were not herself (which she after all much
prefers), she would like to be Madame Merle. It would, indeed,
be a great change."
" Well, she is very charming," said Isabel " And she plays
beautifully."
" She does everything beautifully. She is complete,"
Isabel looked at her cousin a moment. " You don't like her."
** On the contrary, I was once in love with her."
" And she didn't care for you, and that's why you don't like
her."
"How can we have discussed such things? M. Merle was
then living."
" Is he dead now ] "
" So she says."
" Don't you believe her 1 "
" Yes, because the statement agrees with the probabilities.
The husband of Madame Merle would be likely to pass away."
Isabel gazed at her cousin again. " I don't know what you
mean. You mean something — ^that you don't mean. What was
M. Merle 1 "
« The husband of Madame."
*^ You are very odious. Has she any children ] "
" Not the least little child — fortunately."
"Fortunately]"
"I mean fortunately for the child; she would be sure to
spoil it."
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Isabel was apparently on the point of assuring her cousin for
the third time that he was odious ; but the discussion was inter-
rupted by the arrival of the lady who was the topic of it She
came rustling in quickly, apologising for being late, fastening a
bracelet, dressed in dark blue satin, which exposed a white
bosom that was ineffectually covered by a curious silver necklace.
Ealph offered her his arm with the exaggerated alertness of a
man who was no longer a lover.
Even if this had still been his condition, however, Ralph had
other things to think about. The great doctor spent the night
at Gardencourt, and returning to London' on the morrow, after
another consultation with Mr. Touchett's own medical adviser,
concurred in Ralph's desire that he should see the patient again
on the day following. On the day following Sir Matthew Hope
reappeared at Gardencourt, and on this occasion took a less
encouraging view of the old man, who had grown worse in the
twenty-four hours. His feebleness was extreme, and to his son,
who constantly sat by his bedside, it often seemed that his end
was at hand. The local doctor, who was a very sagacious man,
and in whom Ralph had secretly more confidence than in his
distinguished colleague, was constantly in attendance, and Sir
Matthew Hope returned several times to Gardencourt. Mr.
Touchett was much of the time unconscious ; he slept a great
deal ; he rarely spoke. Isabel had a great desire to be useful to
him, and was allowed to watch with him several times when
his other attendants (of whom Mrs. Touchett was not the least
regular) went to take rest. He never seemed to know her, and
she always said to herself — " Suppose he should die while I am
sitting here ; " an idea which excited her and kept her awake.
Once he opened his eyes for a while and fixed them upon her
intelligently, but when she went to him, hoping he would recog-
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nise her, he closed them and relapsed into unconsciousness.
The day after this, however, he revived for a longer time ; but
on this occasion Ealph was with him alone. The old man began
to talk, much to his son's satisfaction, who assured him that they
should presently have him sitting up.
** No, my boy," said Mr. Touchett, " not unless you bury me
in a sitting posture, as some of the ancients — was it the ancients 1
— used to do."
" Ah,daddy, don't talk about that," Ealph murmured. " You
must not deny that you are getting better."
" There will be no need of my denying it if you don't say so,"
the old man answered. " Why should we prevaricate, just at
the last? We never prevaricated before. I have got to die
some time, and it's better to die when one is sick than when
one is well. I am very sick — as sick as I shall ever be. I hope
«
you don't want to prove that I shall ever be worse than this 1
That would be too bad. You don't 1 Well then."
Having made this excellent point he became quiet ; but the
next time that Ealph was with him he again addressed himself
to conversation. The nurse had gone to her supper and Ealph
was alone with him, having just relieved Mrs. Touchett, who
had been on guard since dinner. The room was lighted only by
the flickering fire, which of late had become necessary, and
Ealph's tall shadow was projected upon the wall and ceiling,
with an outline constantly varying but always grotesque.
" Who is that with me — is it my son 1 " the old man asked.
" Yes, it's your son, daddy."
" And is there no one else 1 "
" "No one else."
Mr. Touchett said nothing for a while ; and then, " I want to
talk a little," he went on.
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" Won't it tire you ] " Ralph inquired.
" It won't matter if it does. I shall have a long rest. I want
to talk about you."
Ralph had drawn nearer to the bed ; he sat leaning forward,
with his hand on his father's. "You had better select a
brighter topic," he said.
"You were always bright; I used to be proud of your
brightness. I should like so much to think that you would do
something."
" If you leave us," said Ralph, "I shall do nothing but miss you."
" That is just what I don't want ; it's what I want to talk
about. You must get a new interest"
" I don't want a new interest, daddy. I have more old ones
than I know what to do with."
The old man lay there looking at his son ; his face was the
face of the dying, but his eyes were the eyes of Daniel Touchett.
He seemed to be reckoning over Ralph's interests. " Of course
you have got your mother," he said at last. " You will take care
of her."
"My mother will always take care of herself," Ralph an-
swered.
" Well," said his father, " perhaps as she grows older she will
need a little help."
" I shall not see that. She will outlive me."
" Very likely she will ; but that's no reason — " Mr. Touchett
let his phrase die away in a helpless but not exactly querulous
sigh, and remained silent again.
"Don't trouble yourself about us," said his son. "My
mother and I get on very well together, you know."
" You get on by always being apart ; that's not natural."
" If you leave us, we shall probably see more of each other."
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" Well,** the old man observed, with wandering irrelevance,
'^ it cannot be said that my death will make much difference in
your mother's life."
" It will probably make more than you think."
"Well, she'll have more money," said Mr. Touchett. "I
have left her a good wife's portion, just as if she had been a good
wife."
"She has been one, daddy, according to her own theory.
She has never troubled you."
"Ah, some troubles are pleasant," Mr. Touchett murmured.
" Those you have given me, for instance. But your mother has
been less — ^less — what shall I call it ? less out of the way since
I have been ilL I presume she knows I have noticed it."
" I shall certainly tell her so ; I am so glad you mention it."
" It won't make any difference to her ; she doesn't do it to
please me. She does it to please — to please — ** And he lay
a while, trying to think why she did it. "She does it to
please herself. But that is not what I want to talk about," he
added. " It's about you. You will be very weU off."
" Yes," said Ralph, " I know that But I hope you have not
forgotten the talk we had a year ago^when I told you exactly
what money I should need and begged you to make some good
use of the rest "
" Yes, yes, I remember. I made a new will — ^in a few days.
I suppose it was the first time such a thing had happened — a
young man trying to get a wUl made against him."
" It is not against me," said Ralph. " It would be against
me to have a largo property to take care of. It is impossible for
a man in my state of health to spend much money, and enough
is as good as a feast"
" Well, you will have enough — and something over. There
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will be more than enough for one — there will be enough for
two."
" That's too much/' said Ralph.
" Ah, don't say that. The best thing you can do, when I am
gone, will be to marry."
Ralph had foreseen what his father was coming to, and this
suggestion was by no means novel. It had long been Mr.
Touchett's most ingenious way of expressing the optimistic view
of his son's health. Ralph had usually treated it humorously;
but present circumstances made the humorous tone impossible.
\ He simply fell back in his chair and returned his father's appeal-
ing gaze in silence.
"If I, with a wife who hasn't been very fond of me, have
had a very happy life," said the old man, carrying his ingenuity
further stiU, *^ what a life might you not have, if you should
marry a person different from Mrs. Touchett. There are more
different from her than there are like her."
Ralph still said nothing ; and after a pause his father asked
softly — " What do you think of your cousin ? "
At this Ralph started, meeting the question with a rather
fixed smile. " Do I understand you to propose that I should
marry Isabel 1 "
" Well, that's what it comes to in the end. Don't you like
herr' *
" Yes, very much." And Ralph got up from his chair and
wandered over to the fire. He stood before it an instant and
then he stooped and stirred it, mechanically. " I like Isabel
very much," he repeated.
" Well," said his father, " I know she likes you. She told
me so."
** Did she remark that she would like to marry me ? "
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" No, but she can't have anything against you. And she is
the most charming young lady I have ever seen. And she
would be good to you. I have thought a great deal about it."
" So have I," said Ealph, coming back to the bedside again.
" I don't mind telling you that."
" You are in love with her, then ] I should think you would
be. It's as if she came over on purpose."
"No, I am not in love with her; but I should be if — ^if
certain things were different."
" Ah, things are always different from what they might be,"
said the old man. " If you wait for them to change, you will
never do anything. I don't know whether you know," he went
on ; ** but I suppose there is no harm in my alluding to it in
such an hour as this : there was some one wanted to marry
Isabel the other day, and she wouldn't have him."
" I know she refused Lord Warburton ; he told me himself.'
" Well, that proves that there is a chance for somebody else.'
" Somebody else took his chance the other day in London —
and got nothing by it."
" Was it you % " Mr. Touchett asked, eagerly.
" No, it was an older friend ; a poor gentleman who came
over from America to see about it."
** Well, I am sorry for him. But it only proves what I say
— that the way is open to you."
" If it is, dear father, it is all the greater pity that I am
unable to tread it, I haven't many convictions; but I have
three or four that I hold strongly. One is that people, on the
whole, had better not marry their cousins. Another is, that
people in an advanced stage of pulmonary weakness had better
not marry at all."
The old man raised his feeble hand and moved it to and fro
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a little before his face. " What do you mean by that ] You
look at things in a way that would make everything wrong.
What sort of a cousin is a cousin that you have never seen for
more than twenty years of her life ] We are all each other's
cousins, and if we stopped at that the human race would die
out. It is just the same with your weak lungs. You are a
great deal better than you used to be. All you want is to lead
a natural life. It is a great deal more natural to marry a pretty
young lady that you are in love with than it is to remain single
on false principles."
" I am not in love with Isabel," said Ralph.
" You said just now that you would be if you didn't think it
was wrong. I want to prove to you that it isn't wrong."
" It will only tire you, dear daddy," said Ealph, who mar-
velled at his father's tenacity and at his finding strength to
insist. " Then where shall we all be ] "
" Where shall you be if I don't provide for you] You won't
have anything to do with the bank, and you won't have me to
take care of. You say you have got so many interests ; but I
can't make them out."
Ealph leaned back in his chair, with folded arms ; his eyes
were fixed for some time in meditation. At last, with the air .
of a man fairly mustering courage — " I take a great interest in
my cousin," he said, " but not the sort of interest you desire.
I shall not live many years ; but I hope I shall live long enough
to see what she does with herself. She is entirely independent
of me ; I can exercise very little influence upon her life. But
I should like to do something for her."
« What should you like to do ] "
" I should like to put a little wind in her sails."
" What do you mean by that ? "
236 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY.
" I should like to put it into her power to do some of the
things she wants. She wants to see the world, for instance. I
should like to put money in her purse."
" Ah, I am glad you have thought of that," said the old man.
" But I have thought of it too. I have left her a legacy — five
thousand pounds,"
"That is capital; it is very kind of you. But I should like
to do a little more."
Something of that veiled acuteness with which it had been,
on Daniel Touchett's part, the habit of a lifetime to listen to a
financial proposition, still lingered in the face in which the
invalid had not obliterated the man of business. " I shall be
happy to consider it," he said, softly.
" Isabel is poor, then. My mother tells me that she has but
a few hundred dollars a year. I should like to make her rich."
** What do you mean by richi"
" I caU people rich when they are able to gratify their imagin-
ation. Isabel has a great deal of imagination."
" So have you, my son," said Mr. Touchett, listening very
attentively, but a little confusedly.
" You tell me I shall have money enough for two. What I
want is that you should kindly relieve me of my superfluity
and give it to IsabeL Divide my inheritance into two equal
halves, and give the second half to her."
" To do what she likes with 1 "
" Absolutely what she likes."
"And without an equivalent?"
" What equivalent could there be 1 "
" The one I have already mentioned.",
"Her marrying — some one or other? If s just to do away
with anything of that sort that I make my suggestion. If she
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has an easy income she will never have to marry for a sup-
port. She wishes to he free, and your hequest will make her
free."
** Well, you seem to have thought it out,*' said Mr. Touchett.
" But I don't see why you appeal to me. The money will be
yours, and you can easily give it to her yourself."
Ralph started a little. " Ah, dear father, / can't offer Isabel
money ! "
The old 'man gave a groan. " Don't tell me you are not
in love with her ! Do you want, me to have the credit of
itr'
" Entirely. I should like it simply to be a clause in your
will, without the slightest reference to me."
" Do you want me to make a new will, then 1 "
" A few words will do it ; you can attend to it the next time
you feel a little lively."
" You must telegraph to Mr. Hilary, then. I will do nothing
without my solicitor."
" You shall see Mr. Hilary to-morrow."
" He wiU think we have quarrelled, you and I," said the old
man.
" Very probably ; I shall like him to think it," said Ealph,
smiling ; " and to carry out the idea, I give you notice that I
shall be very sharp with you."
The humour of this appeared to touch his father ; he lay a
little while taking it in.
" I will do anything you like," he said at last ; " but I'm not
sure it's right You say you want to put wind in her sails ;
but aren'fc you afraid of putting too much ] "
" I should like to see her going before the breeze ! " Ealph
answered.
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" You speak as if it were for your entertainment."
" So it is, a good deal."
" WeU, I don't think I understand," said Mr. Touchett, with
a sigh. " Young men are very different from what I was.
When I cared for a girl — when I was young — I wanted to do
more than look at her. You have scruples that I shouldn't have
had, and you have ideas that I shouldn't have had either. You
say that Isahel wants to he free, and that her heing rich will
keep her from marrying for money. Do you think that she is
a girl to do that ] "
" By no means. But she has less money than she has ever
had hefore ; her father gave her everything, hecause he used to
spend his capital. She has nothing hut the crumhs of that
feast to live on, and she doesn't really know how meagre they
are — she has yet to learn it. My mother has told me all about
it. Isabel will learn it when she is really thrown upon the
world, and it would be very painful to me to think of her
coming to the consciousness of a lot of wants that she should be
unable to satisfy."
" I have left her five thousand pounds. She can satisfy a
good many wants with that."
" She can indeed. But she would probably spend it in two
or three years."
" You think she would be extravagant then ] "
*' Most certainly," said Ealph, smiling serenely.
Poor Mr. Touchett's acuteness was rapidly giving place to
pure confusion. " It would merely be a question of time, then,
her spending the larger sum ] "
**No, at first I think she would plunge into that pretty
freely ; she would probably make over a part of it to each of
her sisters. But after that she would come to her senses,
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remember that she had still a lifetime before her, and live
within her means."
" Well, you have worked it out," said the old man, with a
sigh. "You do take an interest in her, certainly."
" You can't consistently say I go too far. You wished me to
go further."
"Well, I don't know," the old man answered. "I don't
think I enter into your spirit. It seems to me immoral"
" Immoral, dear daddy ? "
" Well, I don't know that it's right to make everything so
easy for a person."
" It surely depends upon the person. When the person is
good, your making things easy is all to the credit of virtue. To
facilitate the execution of good impulses, what can be a nobler
act ? "
This was a little difficult to follow, and Mr. Touchett con-
sidered it for a while. At last he said —
" Isabel is a sweet young girl ; but do you think she is as
good as that ? "
" She is as good as her best opportunities," said Ralph.
"Well," Mr. Touchett declared, "she ought to get a great
many opportunities for sixty thousand pounds."
** I have no doubt she will."
" Of course I will do what you want," said the old man. " I
only want to understand it a little."
" Well, dear daddy, don't you understand it now % " his son
asked, caressingly. "If you don't, we won't take any more
trouble about it ; we will leave it alone."
Mr. Touchett lay silent a long time. Ralph supposed that
he had given up the attempt to understand it. But at last he
began again —
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" Tell me this first Doesn't it occur to you that a young
lady with sixty thousand pounds may fall a victim, to the
fortune-hunters 1 "
" She will hardly fall a victim to more than one."
" Well, one is too many."
** Decidedly. That's a risk, and it has entered into my
calculation. I think it's appreciable, but I think it's small,
and I am prepared to take it."
Poor Mr. Touchett's acuteness had passed into perplexity,
aid his perplexity now paased into admiration.
" Well, you have gone into it ! " he exclaimed. " But I don't
see what good you are to get of it."
Ralph leaned over his father's pillows and gently smoothed
them ; he was aware that their conversation had been prolonged
to a dangerous point. "I shall get just the good that I said
just now I wished to put into Isabel's reach — that of having
gratified my imagination. But it's scandalous, the way I have
taken advantage of you ! "
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XIX.
As Mrs. Touchett had foretold, Isabel and Madame Merle
were thrown much together during the illness of their host, and
if they had not become intimate it would have been almost a
breach of good manners. Their manners were of the best ; but
in addition to this they happened to please each other. It is
perhaps too much to say that they swore an eternal friendship ;
but tacitly, at least, they called the future to witness. Isabel
did so with a perfectly good conscience, although she would
have hesitated to admit that she was intimate with her new
friend in the sense which she privately attached to this term.
She often wondered, indeed, whether she ever had been, or ever
could be, intimate with any one. She had an ideal of friend-
ship, as well as of several other sentiments, and it did not seem
to her in this case — it had not seemed to her in other cases —
that the actual completely expressed it. But she often reminded
herself that there were essential reasons why one's ideal could
not become concrete. It was a thing to believe in, not to see
— ^a matter of faith, not of experience. Experience, however,
might supply us with very creditable imitations of it, and the
part of wisdom was to make the best of these. Certainly, on
the whole, Isabel had never encountered a more agreeable and
interesting woman than Madame Merle ; she had never met a
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woman who liad less of that fault which is the principal obstacle
to friendship — the air of reproducing the more tiresome parts of
one's own personality. The gates of the girl's confidence were
opened wider than they had ever been; she said things to
Madame Merle that she had not yet said to any one. Sometimes
she took alarm at her candour ; it was as if she had given to a
comparative stranger the key to her cabinet of jewels. These
spiritual gems were the only ones of any magnitude that Isabel
possessed ; but that was all the greater reason why they should
be carefully guarded. Afterwards, however, the girl always said
to herself that one should never regret a generous error, and that
if Madame Merle had not the merits she attributed to her, so
much the worse for Madame Merle. There was no doubt she
had great merits — she was a charming, sympathetic, intelligent,
cultivated woman. More than this (for it had not been Isabel's
ill-fortune to go through life without meeting several persons of
her own sex, of whom no less could fairly be said), she was rare,
she was superior, she was pre-eminent. There are a great many
amiable people in the world, and Madame Merle was far from
being vulgarly good-natured and restlessly witty. She knew
how to think — an accomplishment rare in women ; and she had
thought to very good purpose. Of course, too, she knew how
to feel ; Isabel could not have spent a week with her without
being sure of that. This was, indeed, Madame Merle's great
talent, hier most perfect gift. Life had told upon her ; she had
felt it strongly, and it was part of the satisfaction that Isabel
found in her society that when the girl talked of what she was
pleased to call serious matters, her companion understood her so
easily and quickly. Emotion, it is true, had become with her
rather historic ; she made no secret of the fact that the fountain
of sentiment, thanks to having been rather violently tapped at
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one period, did not flow quite so freely as of yore. Her pleasure
was now to judge rather than to feel ; she freely admitted that
of old she had been rather foolish, and now she pretended to
be wise.
" I judge more than I used to," she said to Isabel ; " but it
seems to me that I have earned the right. One can*fc judge till
one is forty ; before that we are too eager, too hard, too cruel,
and in addition too ignorant. I am sorry for you ; it will be a
long time before you are forty. But every gain is a loss of
some kind ; I often think that after forty one can't really feel.
The freshness, the quickness have certainly gone. You will
keep them longer than most people ; it will be a great satis-
faction to me to see you some years hence. I want to see
what life makes of you. One thing is certain — it can't spoil
you. It may pull you about horribly ; but I defy it to break
you up."
Isabel received this assurance as a young soldier, still panting
from a slight skirmish in which he has come off with honour,
might receive a pat on the shoulder from his colonel. Like such
a recognition of merit, it seemed to come with authority. How
could the lightest word do less, of a person who was prepared to
say, of almost everything Isabel told her — " Oh, I have been in
that, my dear; it passes, like everything else." Upon many of
her interlocutors, Madame Merle might have produced an irritat-
ing effect ; it was so difficult to surprise her. But Isabel, though
by no means incapable of desiring to be effective, had not at
present this motive. She was too sincere, too interested in her
judicious companion. And then, moreover, Madame Merle
never said such things in the tone of triumph or of boastfulness ;
they dropped from her like grave confessions.
A period of bad weather had settled down upon Gardencourt ;
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the days grew shorter, and there was an end to the pretty tea-
parties on the lawn. But Isabel had long in-door conversations
with her fellow-visitor, and in spite of the rain the two ladies
often sallied forth for a walk, equipped with the defensiYe
apparatus which the English climate and the English genios
have between them brought to such perfection. Madame Merle
was very appreciative; she liked almost everything, including
the English rain. " There is always a little of it, and never too
much at once," she said ; ** and it never wets you, and it always
smells good." She declared that in England the pleasures of
smell were great — that in this inimitable island there vraa a
certain mixture of fog and beer and soot which, however odd it
might sound, was the national aroma, and was most agreeable to
the nostril ; and she used to lift the sleeve of her British over-
coat and bury her nose in it, to inhale the clear, fine odour of
the wool. Poor Ralph Touchett, as soon as the autumn had
begun to define itself, became almost a prisoner ; in bad weather
he was unable to step out of the house, and he used sometimes
to stand at one of the windows, with his hands in his pockets,
and, with a countenance half rueful, half critical, watch Isabel
and Madame Merle as they walked down the avenue under a
pair of umbrellas. The roads about Gardencourt were so firm,
even in the worst weather, that the two ladies always came back
with a healthy glow in their cheeks, looking at the soles of their
neat, stout boots, and declaring that their walk had done them
inexpressible good. Before lunch Madame Merle was always
engaged ; Isabel admired the inveteracy with which she occupied
herself. Our heroine had always passed for a person of resources
and had taken a certain pride in being one ; but she envied the
talents, the accomplishments, the aptitudes, of Madame Merle.
She found herself desiring to emulate them, and in this and
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other ways Madame Merle presented herself as a model. " I
should like to be like that ! " Isabel secretly exclaimed, more
than once, as one of her friend's numerous facets suddenly caught
the light, and before long she knew that she had learned a lesson
from this exemplary woman. It took no very long time, indeed,
for Isabel to feel that she was, as the phrase is, under an in-
fluence. " What is the harm," she asked herself, " so long as
it is a good one ] The more one is under a good influence the
better. The only thing is to see our steps as we take them — to
understand them as we go. That I think I shall always do.
I needn't be afraid of becoming too pliable ; it is my fault that
I am not pliable enough." It is said that imitation is the
sincerest flattery; and if Isabel was tempted to reproduce in
her deportment some of the most graceful features of that of her
friend, it was not so much because she desired to shine herself
as because she wished to hold up the lamp for Madame Merle.
She liked her extremely ; but she admired her even more than
she liked her. She sometimes wondered what Henrietta Stack-
pole would say to her thinking so much of this brilliant fugitive
from Brooklyn; and had a conviction that Henrietta would
not approve of it. Henrietta would not like Madame Merle ;
for reasons that she could not have defined, this truth came
home to Isabel. On the other hand she was equally sure that
should the occasion offer, her new friend would accommodate
herself perfectly to her old ; Madame Merle was too humorous,
too observant, not to do justice to Henrietta, and on becoming
acquainted with her would probably give the measure of a tact
which Miss Stackpole could not hope to emulate. She appeared
to have, in her experience, a touchstone for everything, and
somewhere in the capacious pocket of her genial memory she
would find the key to Henrietta's virtues. " That is .the great
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r
thing," Isabel reflected ; " that is the supreme good fortune : to
be in a better position for appreciating people than they are for
appreciating you." And she added that this, when one con-
sidered it, was simply the essence of the aristocratic situation.
In this light, if in none other, one should aim at the aristocratic
situation.
I cannot enumerate all the links in the chain which led
Isabel to think of Madame Merle's situation as aristocratic — a
yiew of it never expressed in any reference made to it by that
lady herself. She had known great things and great people,
but she had never played a great part. She was one of the
small ones of the earth; she had not been bom to honours;
she knew the world too well to be guilty of any fatuous
illusions on the subject of her own place in it. She had known
a good many of the fortunate few, and was perfectly aware of
those points at which their fortune differed from hers. But if
by her own measure she was nothing of a personage, she had
yet, to Isabel's imagination, a sort of greatness. To be so
graceful, so gracious, so wise, so good, and to make so light of it
all — that was really to be a great lady ; especially when one
looked so much like one. If Madame Merle, however, made
light of her advantages as regards the world, it was not because
she had not, for her own entertainment, taken them, as I have
intimated, as seriously as possible. Her natural talents, for
instance; these she had zealously cultivated. After breakfast
she wrote a succession of letters; her correspondence was a
source of surprise to Isabel when they sometimes walked
together to the village post-office, to deposit Madame Merle's
contribution to the mail. She knew a multitude of people,
and, as she told Isabel, something was always turning up to bo
written about. Of painting she was devotedly fond, and made
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no more of taking a sketch than of pulling off her gloves. At
Gardencourt she was perpetually taking advantage of an hour's
sunshine to go out with a camp-stool and a hox of water-colours.
That she was a brilliant musician we have already perceived,
and it was evidence of the fact that when she seated herself at
the piano, as she always did in the evening, her listeners
resigned themselves without a murmur to losing the entertain-
ment of her talk. Isabel, since she had known Madame Merle,
felt ashamed of her own playing, which she now looked upon as
meagre and artless ; and indeed, though she had been thought
to play very well, the loss to society when, in taking her place
upon the music-stool, she turned her back to the room, was
usually deemed greater than the gain. When Madame Merle
was neither writing, nor painting, nor touching the piaiio, she
was usually employed upon wonderful morsels of picturesque
embroidery, cushions, curtains, decorations for the chimney-
piece ; a sort of work in which her bold, free invention was as
remarkable as the agility of her needle. She was never idle,
for when she was engaged in none of the ways I have mentioned,
she was either reading (she appeared to Isabel to read everything
important), or walking out, or playing patience with the cards,
or talking with her fellow inmates. And with all this, she
always had the social quality ; she never was preoccupied, she
never pressed too hard. She laid down her pastimes as easily
as she took them up ; she worked and talked at the same time,
and she appeared to attach no importance to anything she did.
She gave away her sketches and tapestries ; she rose from the
piano, or remained there, according to the convenience of her
auditors, which she always unerringly divined. She was, in
short, a most comfortable, profitable, agreeable person to live
with. If for Isabel she had a fault, it was that she was not
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natural ; by which the girl meant, not that she was affected or
pretentious ; for from these vulgar vices no woman could have
been more exempt ; but that her nature had been too much over-
laid by custom and her angles too much smoothed She had
become too flexible, too supple ; she was too finished, too civilised.
She was, in a word, too perfectly the social animal that man
and woman are supposed to have been intended to be;; and she
had rid herself of every remnant of that tonic wildness which
we may assume to -have belonged even to the most amiable
persons in the ages before country-house life was the fashion.
Isabel found it difficult to think of Madame Merle as an isolated
figure ; she existed only in her relations with her fellow-mortals.
Isabel often wondered what her relations might be with her own
soul. She always ended, however, by feeling that having a
charming surface does not necessarily prove that one is super-
ficial ; this was an illusion in which, in her youth, she had only
just sufficiently escaped being nourished. Madame Merle was
not superficial — not she. She was deep ; and her nature spoke
none the less in her behaviour because it spoke a conventional
language. " What is language at all but a convention 1 " said
Isabel. "She has the good taste not to pretend, like some
people I have met, to express herself by original signs."
"I am afraid you have suffered much," Isabel once found
occasion to say to her, in response to some allusion that she had
dropped.
"What makes you think thati" Madame Merle asked, with
a picturesque smile. "I hope I have not the pose of a
martyr."
" No ; but you sometimes say things that I think people who
have always been happy would not have found out."
"I have not always been happy," said Madame Merle,
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smiling still, but with a mock gravity, as if she were telling a
child a secret. " What a wonderful thing ! "
" A great many people give me the impression of never having
felt anything very much," Isabel answered.
"It's very true; there are more iron pots, I think, than,
porcelain ones. But you may depend upon it that every one has
something; even the hardest iron pots have a little braise, a
little hole, somewhere. I flatter myself that I am rather stout
porcelain ; but if I must tell you the truth I have been chipped
and cracked ! I do very well for service yet, because I have
been cleverly mended ; and I try to remain in the cupboard —
the quiet, dusky cupboard, where there is an odour of stale
spices — as much as I can. But when I have to come out, and
into a strong light, then, my dear, I am a horror ! "
I know not whether it was on this occasion or some other,
that when the conversation had taken the turn I have just indi-
cated, she said to Isabel that some day she would relate her
history. Isabel assured her that she should delight to listen to
it, and reminded her more than, once of this engagement.
Madame Merle, however, appeared to desire a postponement,
and at last frankly told the young girl that she must wait tUl
they knew each other better. This would certainly happen ; a
long friendship lay before them. Isabel assented, but at the
same time asked Madame Merle if she could not trust her —
if she feared a betrayal of confidence.
" It is not that I am afraid of your repeating what I say," the
elder lady answered ; "I am afraid, on the contrary, of your
taking it too much to yourself. You" would judge me too
harshly ; you are of the cruel age." She preferred for the pre-
sent to talk to Isabel about Isabel, and exhibited the greatest
interest in our heroine's history, her sentiments, opinions,
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prospects. She made her chatter, and listened to her chatter
with inexhaustible sympathy and good nature. In all this there
was something flattering to the girl, who knew that Madame
Merle knew a great many distinguished people, and had lived,
as Mrs. Touchett said, in the best company in Europe. Isabel
thought the better of herself for enjoying the favour of a person
who had so large a field of comparison ; and it was perhaps
partly to gratify this sense of profiting by comparison that she
often begged her friend to tell her about the people she
knew. Madame Merle had been a dweller in many lands,
and had social ties in a dozen different countries. "I don't
pretend to be learned," she would say, "but I think I know
my Europe;" and she ispoke one day of going to Sweden to
stay with an old friend, and another of going to Wallachia to
follow up a new acquaintance. With England, where she
had often stayed, she was thoroughly familiar ; and for Isabel's
benefit threw a great deal of light upon the customs of the
country and the character of the people, who "after all,"
as she was fond of saying, were the finest people in the
world.
" You must not think it strange, her staying in the house at
such a time as this, when Mr. Touchett is passing away," Mrs.
Touchett remarked to Isabel. " She is incapable of doing anything
indiscreet ; she is the best-bred woman I know. It's a favour
to me that she stays ; she is putting off a lot of visits at great
houses,*' said Mrs. Touchett, who never forgot that when she
herself was in England her social value sank two or three
degrees in the scale. " She has her pick of places ; she is not
in want of a shelter. But I have asked her to stay because I
wish you to know her. I think it will be a good thing for you.
Serena Merle has no faults."
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"If I didn't already like her very much that description
might alarm me," Isahel said.
" She never does anything ivrong. I have hrought you out
here, and I wish to do the best for you. Your sister Lily told
me that she hoped I would give you plenty of opportunities. I
give you one in securing Madame Merle. She is one of the most
brilliant women in Europe."
" I like her better than I like your description of her," Isabel
persisted in saying.
" Do you flatter yourself that you will find a fault in her 1 I
hope you will let me know when you do."
" That will be cruel — ^to you," said Isabel.
" You needn't mind me. You never will find one."
" Perhaps not ; but I think I shall not miss it."
" She is always up to the mark ! " said Mrs. Touchett.
Isabel after this said to Madame Merle that she hoped she
knew Mrs. Touchett believed she had not a fault.
" I am obliged to you, but I am afraid your aunt has no per-
ception of spiritual things," Madame Merle answered.
" Do you mean by that that you have spiritual faults 1 '*
" Ah no ; I mean nothing so flat ! I mean that having no
faults, for your aunt, means that one is never late for dinner —
that is, for her dinner. I was not late, by the way, the other
day, when you came back from London ; the clock was just at
eight when I came into the drawing-room ; it was the rest of
y(5u that were before the time. It means that one answers a
letter the day one gets it, and that when one comes to stay with
her one doesn't bring too much luggage, and is careful not to be
taken ill. For Mrs. Touchett those things constitute virtue \ it's
a blessing to be able to reduce it to its elements."
Madame Merle's conversation, it will be perceived, was enriched
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with bold, free touches of criticism, which, even when they had
a restrictive effect, never struck Isabel as ill-natured. It never
occurred to the girl, for instance, that Mrs. Touchett*s accom-
plished guest was abusing her ; and this for very good reasons.
In the first place Isabel agreed with her ; in the second Madame
Merle implied that there was a great deal more to say ; and in
the third, to speak to one without ceremony of one's near
relations was an agreeable sign of intimacy. These signs of
intimacy multiplied as the days elapsed, and there was none of
which Isabel was more sensible than of her companion's prefer-
ence for making Miss Archer herself a topic. Though she
alluded frequently to the incidents of her own life, she never
lingered upon them ; she was as little of an egotist as she was of
a gossip.
" I am old, and stale, and faded," she said more than once ;
" I am of no more interest than last week's newspaper. You are
young and fresh, and of to-day ; you have the great thing — you
have actuality. I once had it — we all have it for an hour. You,
however, will have it for longer. Let us talk about you, then ;
you can say nothing that I shall not care to hear. It is a sign
that I am growing old — that I like to talk with younger people,
I think it's a very pretty compensation. If we can't have youth
within us we can have it outside of us, and I really think we see
it and feel it better that way. Of course we must be in sympathy
with it — that I shall always be. I don't know that I shall ever
be ill-natured with old people — I hope not ; there are certainly
some old people that I adore. But I shall never be ill-natured with
the yoimg ; they touch me too much. I give you carte blanche,
then ; you can even be impertinent if you like ; I shall let it
pass. I talk as if I were a hundred years old, you sayl Well,
I am, if you please ; I was bom before the French Eevolution.
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Ah, my dear je viens de loin; I belong to the old world. But
it is not of that I wish to talk ; I wish to talk about the new.
You must tell me more about America; you never tell me
enough. Here I have been since I was brought here as a helpless
child, and it is ridiculous, or rather it's scandalous, how little I
know about the land of my birth. There are a great many of us
like that, over here ; and I must say I think we are a wretched
set of people. You should live in your own country ; whatever
it may be you have your natural place there. If we are not
good Americans we are certainly poor Europeans ; we have no
natural place here. We are mere parasites, crawling over the
surface ; we haven't our feet in the soU. At least one can know
it, and not have illusions. A woman, perhaps, can get on ; a
woman, it seems to me, has no natural place anywhere ; where-
ever she finds herself she has to remain on the surface and, more
or less, to crawl. You protest, my dear? you are horrified? you
declare you will never crawl ? It is very true that I don't see
you crawling ; you stand more upright than a good many poor
creatures. Yery good; on the whole, I don't think you will
crawL But the men, the Americans ; je votis demands un peu,
what do they make of it over here ? I don't envy them, trying
to arrange themselves. Look at poor Kalph Touchett; what
sort of a figure do you call that? Fortunately he has got a
consumption ; I say fortunately, because it gives him something •
to do. His consumption is his career ; it's a kind of position.
You can say, * Oh, Mr. Touchett, he takes care of his lungs, he
knows a great deal about climates.' But without that, who
would he be, what would he represent ? * Mr. Ealph Touchett,
an American who lives in Europe.' That signifies absolutely
nothing — it's impossible that anything should signify less. * He
is very cultivated,' they say ; * he has got a very pretty collection
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of old anuff-boxes/ The collection is all that is wanted to make
it pitiful. I am tired of the sound of the word ; I think it's
grotesque. With the poor old father it's different ; he has his
identity, and it is rather a massive one. He represents a great
financial house, and that, in our day, is as good as anything else.
For an American, at any rate, that will do very welL But I
persist in thinking your cousin is very lucky to have a chronic
malady ; so long as he doesn't die of it. It's much better than
the snuff-boxes. If he were not ill, you say, he would do some-
thing ] — ^he would take his father's place in the house. My poor
child, I doubt it ; I don't think he is at all fond of the house.
However, you know him better than I, though I used to know
him rather well, and he may have the benefit of the doubt.
The worst case, I think, is a friend of mine, a countryman of
ours, who lives in Italy (where he also was brought before he
knew better), and who is one of the most delightful men I know.
Some day you must know him. I will bring you together, and
then you will see what I mean. He is Gilbert Osmond — he
lives in Italy ; that is all one can say about him. He is exceed-
ingly clever, a man made to be distinguished ; but, as I say, you
exhaust the description when you say that he is Mr. Osmond,
who lives in Italy. No career, no name, no position, no fortune,
no past, no future, no anything. Oh yes, he paints, if you please
— paints in water-colours, like me,' only better than I. His
painting is pretty bad ; on the whole I am rather glad of that.
Fortunately he is very indolent, so indolent that it amounts to a
sort of position. He can say, * Oh, I do nothing ; I am too
deadly lazy. You can do nothing to-day unless you get up at
five o'clock in the morning.' In that way he becomes a sort of
exception; you feel that he might do something if he would
only rise early. He never speaks of his painting — ^to people at
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large ; he is too clever for that. But he has a little girl — a dear
little girl ; he does speak of her. He is devoted to her, and if
it were a career to be an excellent father he would be very dis-
tinguished. But I am afraid that is no better than the snuff-
boxes; perhaps not even so good. Tell me what they do in
America," pursued Madame Merle, who, it must be observed,
parenthetically, did not deliver herself all at once of these reflec-
tions, which are presented in a cluster for the convenience of the
reader. She talked of Florence, where Mr. Osmond lived, and
where Mrs. Touchett occupied a modigeval palace ; she talked of
Eome, where she herself had a little pied-a-terre^ with some
rather good old damask. She talked of places, of people, and
even, as the phrase is, of " subjects " ; and from time to time
she talked of their kind old host and of the prospect of his
recovery. From the first she had thought this prospect small,
and Isabel had been struck with the positive, discriminating,
competent way which she took of the measure of his remainder
of life. One evening she announced definitely that he would
not live.
" Sir Matthew Hope told me so, as plainly as was proper,"
she said; "standing there, near the fire, before dinner. He
makes himseK very agreeable, the great doctor. I don't mean
that his saying that has anything to do with it. But he says
such things with great tact. I had said to him that I felt ill
at my ease, staying here at such a time ; it seemed to me so
indiscreet — ^it was not as if I could nurse. * You must remain,
you must remain,' he answered ; ' your office will come later.'
Was not that a very delicate way both of saying that poor Mr.
Touchett would go, and that I might be of some use as a
consoler % In fact, however, I shall not be of the slightest use.
Your aunt will console herself ; she, and she alone, knows just
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how mucli consolation she will require. It would be a very-
delicate matter for another person to undertake to administer
the dose. "With your cousin it will be diflferent ; he will miss
his father sadly. But I should never presume to condole with.
Mr. Ealph ; we are not on those terms."
Madame Merle had alluded more than once to some undefined
incongruity in her relations with Ralph Touchett; so Isabel
took this occasion of asking her if they were not good friends.
"Perfectly; but he doesn't like me."
" What have you done to him 1 "
" Nothing whatever. But one has no need of a reason for
that."
" For not liking you 1 I think one has need of a very good
reason."
" You are very kind. Be sure you have one ready for the
day when you begin."
" Begin to dislike you 1 I shall never begin."
" I hope not ; because if you do, you will never end That
is the way with your cousin; he doesn't get over it. It's an
antipathy of nature — if I can caU it that when it is aU on his
side. I have nothing whatever against him, and don't bear him
the least little grudge for not doing me justice. Justice is all I
ask. However, one feels that he is a gentleman, and would
never say anything underhand about one. Cartes sur tahley^
Madame Merle subjoined in a moment, " I am not afraid of
him."
" I hope not, indeed," said Isabel, who added something
about his being the kindest fellow living. She remembered,
however, that on her first psking him about Madame Merle he
had answered her in a manner which this lady might have
thought injurious without being explicit. There was something
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between them, Isabel said to herseK, but she said nothing more
than this. If it were something of importance, it should inspire
respect ; if it were not, it was not worth her curiosity. With
all her love of knowledge, Isabel had a natural shrinking from
raising curtains and looking into unlighted corners. The love
of knowledge co-existed in her mind with a still tenderer love of
ignorance.
But Madame Merle sometimes said things that startled her,
made her raise her clear eyebrows at the time, and think of the
words afterwards.
*' I would give a great deal to be your age again," she broke
out once, with a bitterness which, though diluted in her cus-
tomary smile, was by no means disguised by it. " If I could
only begin again — ^if I could have my life before me ! "
" Your life is before you yet," Isabel answered gently, for she
was vaguely awe-struck.
" No ; the best part is gone, and gone for nothing."
" Sui^ely, not for nothing," said Isabel
" Why not — what have I got ] Neither husband, nor child,
nor fortune, nor position, nor the traces of a beauty which I
never had."
" You have friends, dear lady."
" I am not so sure ! " cried Madame Merle.
" Ah, you are wrong. You have memories, talents "
Madame Merle interrupted her.
" What have my talents brought me 1 Nothing but the need
of using them still, to get through the hours, the years, to cheat
myseK with some pretence of action. As for my memories, the
less said about them the better. You will be my friend till you
find a better use for your friendship."
" It will be for you to see that I don't then," said Isabel.
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" Yes ; I would make an eflfort to keep you," Madame Merle
rejoined, looking at her gravely. " When I say I should like
to be your age," she went on, "I mean with your qualities —
frank, generous, sincere, like you. In that case I should have
made something better of my life."
** What should you have liked to do that you have not donel"
Madame Merle took a sheet of music — she was seated at the
piano, and had abruptly wheeled about on the stool when ste
first spoke — and mechanically turned the leaves. At last she
said —
" I am very ambitious ! "
" And your ambitions have not been satisfied ] They must
have been great."
" They were great. I should make myself ridiculous by
talking of them."
Isabel wondered what they could have been — whether
Madame Merle had aspired to wear a crown. ** I don't know
what your idea of success may be, but you seem to me to
have been successful. To me, indeed, you are an image of
success."
Madame Merle tossed away the music with a smile.
" What is your idea of success 1 "
"You evidently think it must be very tame," said Isabel.
" It is to see some dream of one's youth come true."
" Ah," Madame Merle exclaimed, " that I have never seen !
But my dreams were so great — so preposterous. Heaven forgive
me, I am dreaming now," And she turned back to the piano
and began to play with energy.
On the morrow she said to Isabel that her definition of
success had been very pretty, but frightfully sad. Measured in
that way, who had succeeded ] The dreams of one's youth, why
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they were enchanting, they were divine ! Who had ever seen
such things come to pass 1
" I myself— a few of them," Isabel ventured to answer.
" Already? They must have been dreams of yesterday."
" I began to dream very young," said Isabel, smiling.
" Ah, if you mean the aspirations of your childhood — that of
having a pink sash and a doll that could close her eyes."
« No, I don't mean that."
"Or a young man with a moustache going down on his
knees to you.**
" No, nor that either," Isabel declared, blushing.
Madame Merle gave a glance at her blush which caused it to
deepen.
" I suspect that is what you do mean. We have all had the
young man with the moustache. He is the inevitable young
man ; he doesn't count."
Isabel was silent for a moment, and then, with extreme and
characteristic inconsequence —
" Why shouldn't he count 1 There are young men and young
men."
" And yours was a paragon — is that what you mean ] " cried
her friend with a laugh. " If you have had the identical young
man you dreamed of, then that was success, and I congratulate
you. Only, in that case, why didn't you fly with him to his
castle in the Apennines 1 "
" He has no castle in the Apennines."
"What has hel An ugly brick house in Fortieth Street?
Don't tell me that ; I refuse to recognise that as an ideal "
" I don't care anything about his house," said Isabel
" That is very crude of you. When you have lived as long
as I, you will see that every human being has his shell, and
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that you must take the shell into account. By the shell I mean
the whole envelope of circumstances. There is no such thing
as an isolated man or woman ; we are each of us made up of a
cluster of appurtenances. What do you call one's self 1 Where
does it begin 1 where does it end 1 It overflows into everything
that belongs to us — and then it flows back again. I know that
a large part of myself is in the dresses I choose to wear. I have
a great respect for things I One's self — for other people — is
one's expression of one's self; and one's house, one's clothes,
the books one reads, the company one keeps — these things are
all expressive."
This was very metaphysical ; not more so, however, than
several observations Madame Merle had already made. Isabel
was fond of metaphysics, but she was unable to accompany her
friend into this bold analysis of the human personality.
" I don't agree with you," she said. " I think just the other
way. I don't know whether I succeed in expressing myself,
but I know that nothing else expresses me. Nothing that
belongs to me is any measure of me ; on the contrary, it's a
limit, a barrier, and a perfectly arbitrary one. Certainly, the
clothes which, as you say, I choose to wear, don't express me ;
and heaven forbid they should ! "
" You dress very well," interposed Madame Merle, skilfully.
"Possibly; but I don't care to be judged by that. My
clothes may express the dressmaker, but they don't express me.
To begin with, it's not my own choice that I wear them ; they
are imposed upon me by society."
" Should you prefer to go without them ? " Madame Merle
inquired, in a tone which virtually terminated the discussion.
I am bound to confess, though it may cast some discredit
upon the sketch I have given of the youthful loyalty which our
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heroine practised towards this accomplished woman, that Isahel
had said nothing whatever to her ahout Lord Warburton, and
had been equally reticent on the subject of Caspar Goodwood.
Isabel had not concealed from her, however, that she had had
opportunities of marrying, and had even let her know that they
were of a highly advantageous kind. Lord Warburton had left
Lockleigh, and was gone to Scotland, taking his sisters with
him ; and though he had written to Ralph more than once, to
ask about Mr. Touchett's health, the girl was not Uable to the
embarrassment of such inquiries as, had he still been in the
neighbourhood, he would probably have felt bound to make in
.person. He had admirable self-control, but she felt sure that
if he had come to Grardencourt he would have seen Madame
Merle, and that if he had seen her he would have liked her,
and betrayed to her that he was in love with her young friend.
It so happened that during Madame Merle's previous visits
to Gardencourt — each of them much shorter than the present
one — ^he had either not been at Lockleigh or had not called at
Mr. Touchett's. Therefore^ though she knew him by name as
the great man of that county, she had no cause to suspect him
of being a suitor of Mrs. Touchett's freshly-imported niece.
** You have plenty of time,'' she had said to Isabel, in return
for the mutilated confidences which Isabel made her, and which
did not pretend to be perfect^ though we have seen that at
moments the girl had compunctions at having said so much.
" I am glad you have done nothing yet — that you have it still
to do. It is a very good thing for a girl to have refused a few
good offers — so long, of course, as they are not the best she is
likely to have. Excuse me if my tone seems horribly worldly;
one must take that view sometimes. Only don't keep on ref us-
lug for the sake of refusing. Ib's a pleasant exercise of power ;
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but accepting is after all an exercise of power as welL There is
always the danger of refusing once too often. It was not the
one I fell into — I didn't refuse often enough. You are an
exquisite creature, and I should like to see you married to a
prime minister. But speaking strictly, you know you are not
what is technically called a parti. You are extremely good-
looking, and extremely clever ; in yourself you are quite excep-
tional You appear to have the vaguest ideas about your
earthly possessions ; but from what I can make out, you are not
embarrassed with an income. I wish you had a little money."
" I wish I had ! " said Isabel, simply, apparently forgetting
for the moment that her poverty had been a venial fault for two
gallant gentlemen.
In spite of Sir Matthew Hope's benevolent recommendation,
Madame Merle did not remain to the end, as the issue of poor
Mr. Touchett's malady had now come frankly to be designated.
She was under pledges to other people which had at last to be
redeemed, and she left Gardencourt with the understanding that
she should in any event see Mrs. Touchett there again, or in
town, before quitting England. Her parting with Isabel was
even more like the beginning of a friendship than their meeting
had been.
" I am going to six places in succession," she said, " but I
shall see no one I like so well as you. They will all be old
friends, however ; one doesn't make new friends at my age. I
have made a great exception for you. You must remember
that, and you must think well of me. You must reward me by-
believing in me."
By way of answer, Isabel kissed her, and though some women
kiss with facility, there are kisses and kisses, and this embrace
was satisfactory to Madame Merle.
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Isabel, after this, was much alone ; she saw her aunt and
cousin only at meals, and discovered that of the hours that Mrs.
Touchett was invisible, only a minor portion was now devoted
to nursing her husband. She spent the rest in her own apart-
ments, to which access was not allowed even to her niece, in
mysterious and inscrutable exercises. At table she was grave
and silent ; but her solemnity was not an attitude — Isabel could
see that it was a conviction. She wondered whether her aunt
repented of having taken her own way so much ; but there was
no visible evidence of this — ^no tears, no sighs, no exaggeration
of a zeal which had always deemed itself sufficient. Mrs.
Touchett seemed simply to feel the need of thinking things over
and summing them up ; she had a little moral account-book —
with columns unerringly ruled, and a sharp steel clasp — ^which
she kept with exemplary neatness.
" If I had foreseen this I would not have proposed your
coming abroad now," she said to Isabel after Madame Merle had
left the house. " I would have waited and sent for you next
year."
Her remarks had usually a practical ring.
" So that perhaps I should never have known my uncle ]
It's a great happiness to me to have come now."
" That's very well. But it was not that you might know
your uncle that I brought you to Europe.'* A perfectly veracious
speech ; but, as Isabel thought, not as perfectly timed.
She had leisure to think of this and other matters. She took
a solitary walk every day, and spent much time in turning over
the books in the library. Among the subjects that engaged her
attention were the adventures of her friend Miss Stackpole,
with whom she was in regular correspondence. Isabel liked
her friend's private epistolary style better than her public ; that
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is, she thought her public letters would have been excellent if
they had not been printed. Henrietta's career, however, was
not so successful as might have been wished even in the interest
of her private felicity; that view of the inner life of Great
Britain which she was so eager to take appeai*ed to dance before
her like an ignis fatuua. The invitation from Lady Pensil, for
mysterious reasons, had never arrived ; and poor Mr. Bantling
himself, with all his friendly ingenuity, had been unable to
explain so grave a dereliction on the part of a missive that had
obviously been sent. Mr. Bantling, however, had evidently
taken Henrietta's affairs much to heart, and believed that he
owed her a set-off to this illusory visit to Bedfordshire. " He
says he should think I would go to the Continent," Henrietta
wrote ; '' and as he thinks of going there himself, I suppose his
advice is sincere. He wants to know why I don't take a view
of French life ; and it is a fact that I want very much to see
the new Eepublic. Mr. Bantling doesn't care much about the
Kepublic, but he thinks of going over to Paris any way. I must
say he is quite as attentive as I could wish, and at any rate I
shall have seen one polite Englishman. I keep telling Mr.
Bantling that he ought to have been an American ; and you
ought to see how it pleases him. Whenever I say so, he always
breaks out with the same exclamation — * Ah, but really, come
now ! ' " A few days later she wrote that she had decided to
go to Paris at the end of the week, and that Mr. Bantling had
promised to see her off — perhaps even he would go as far as
Dover with her. She would wait in Paris till Isabel should
arrive, Henrietta added ; speaking quite as if Isabel were to
start on her Continental journey alone, and making no allusion
to Mrs. Touchett. Bearing in mind his interest in their late
companion, our heroine communicated several passages from
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Miss Stackpole's letters to Ralph, who followed with an emo-
tion akin to suspense the career of the correspondent of the
Interviewer,
" It seems to me that she is doing very well," he said, " going
over to Paris with an ex -guardsman ! If she wants something
to write about, she has only to describe that episode."
" It is not conventional, certainly," Isabel answered ; " but if
you mean that — as far as Henrietta is concerned — it is not
perfectly innocent, you are very much mistaken. You will
never understand Henrietta."
" Excuse me ; I understand her perfectly. I didn't at all at
first; but now I have got the point of view. I am afraid,
however, that Bantling has not ; he may have some surprises.
Oh, I understand Henrietta as well as if I had made her ! "
Isabel was by no means sure of this ; but she abstained from
expressing further doubt, for she was disposed in these days to
extend a great charity to her cousin. One afternoon, less than
a week after Madame Merle's departure, she was seated in
the library with a volume to which her attention was not
fastened. She had placed herself in a deep window-bench,
from which she looked out into the dull, damp park ; and as the
library stood at right angles to the entrance-front of the house,
she could see the doctor's dog-cart, which had been waiting for
the last two hours before the door. She was struck with the
doctor's remaining so long ; but at last she saw him appear in
the portico, stand a moment, slowly drawing on his gloves and
looking at the knees of his horse, and then get into the vehicle
and drive away. Isabel kept her place for half-an-hour ; there
was a great stillness in the 'house. It was so great that when
she at last heard a soft, slow step on the deep carpet of the
room, she was almost startled by the sound. She turned
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quickly away from the window, and saw Balph Touchett
standing there, with, his hands still in his pockets, but with a
face absolutely void of its usual latent smile. She got up, and
her movement and glance were a question.
« It's all over," said Ralph.
" Do you mean that my uncle 1 ** And Isabel stopped.
" My jGather died an hour ago."
" Ah, my poor Ralph 1 " the girl murmured, putting out her
hand to him.
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